故事里的那一些人。

     今天是2012的最后一天了，这一年发生了几件大事，屈指一数就有第一次自己出国玩啦，大学毕业，买了人生中的第一辆车，还有找到现在这份工。

     今天还发生了一件我发梦也想不到的事，我中学女性朋友竟然在我跟女朋友拍拖时打来，她当然是逼我听啦，幸好还不至于叫我开speaker给她监听。我也很奇怪为什么这个时候会找我，之前在FB也没什么动静，她是说：我回来了不是找你们咯，我就问她那你问其他人得空没有？她就好像破工了的语气说还没有。以前跟我说因为没其他人的电话所以才先打给我而已，但现在大家的电话都有完了。好啦，其实我也是很开心她会找我！哈哈哈！其实我也很佩服我女人，知道我跟很多女生很熟都还能忍着我，只要不要超越她的底线就不管我了。

     不过现在是2012年了，不会再有2005年的感觉了，当然开心是开心在最少人家久久回来槟城还会call来。还有另外一件大事，就是我喜欢很久那个终于回来槟城做工了，不过到现在都还没见到面。不见好过见啦，见了又不知道要怎样处理自己的心情。

     其实大家心里也不会只喜欢一个人的，不过既然在一起了，爱的承诺就是要遵守，出轨的事一定不可以做。不知道是不是看其他人拍拖看久了，看女生看多了，我经常很容易觉得一些女生很假，身边的一些也不时会给我这种感觉，虽然每个人都有缺点，但我家这只除了太依赖我就真的好过外面的很多，现在女生看到你的车大一点，再发现你的工钱多一点，样子都变了。

     在大学里我认识一个女生真的很好的，每次跟她拿report都是给我那种完成版，我只是随便改改就可以交了。如果我跟她都没有另一半我一定追她，反而她身边有一个号称系花的就每每让我有一点不知道她是人还是鬼，虽然到现在还是经常联络着，但我觉得她有那种现实的味道，做东西永远不会吃亏的。

所以我说要喜欢一个人之前一定要认识够久，不然死了还搞不清楚状况。

     新的一年，希望自己认识多一点大老板。有钱就会有其他东西了！

12-12-12

     the date means nothing to me, wonder y eri1 like so fascinate bout dis day. eriday is so precious to me, no matter what date it is. but yday means sumting else, bcoz it is my 5th month in dis job, 11-12-12. join dis company exactly 5 months ago on July, n get a gift from a reactivated customer. a near 40k P/O after i meeting dem for so many weeks, finally they start to buy.

     ppl is like dis, sum r easier to approach, more open minded, sum jz nid more time. as i alwiz bliv, hardworks alwiz paying off, 1 way or another, u'r effort wont b wasted. playing futsal against a group of newly known frens, very fast tempo game n overall eri1 is like former schoolteams player. a team of 16 yr old forcing eri1 to gv their best, the pride to win against a young team!

     my dad ask me y eritime come bac so tired n knee pain but stil go? answer is easy, the pride n desire to win, dats what make me. n dats what needed to become successful, u can c the bosses out der, all of them r different, but they share a same traits, never want to lose n the bravery to take risks.

     my branch advisor ask me to do sumting which is not right to the company, but if successful den both of us wil hv a couple hundreds each, the money is not the factor dat force me cooperate, i jz duwan to reject him. n btw, i said not right, doesnt mean its wrong.

QUOTE: ppl makes alot of money between black n white, the grey zone.

KL 4 days 3 nights

     Went KL on Nov 30th, a very random trip dat shock my mom n dad, coz the previous me won't go dis far by DRIVING, choosing to sit at home, watch movie / play computers all the time, myself proved dat ppl wil change, accordingly to their frens lifestyle or work culture.

     Going out eriday meeting strangers at 1st, n now my close customers oredi, changes me. i took 2 annual leaves to go KL meet up wif UTAR frens, seem like eri1 not as close as b4, n its jz the 7th month after we graduate, n dis shud b a group of very close frens in UTAR. felt like the group a having a slow death, the relationships wil live a natural death... Boyzone is going to break, eri1 can feel it i think...

     Mayb ppl won't appreciate dos around dem until dey lost sum1 completely. Reveived a great news from my old fren (a bad news in disguise). after asking her to back Penang work for years, finally she came back. at first i felt so happy, happy turn to despair, i knew after i meet her 1 day, my emoness wil come back. dont know what to do...

     i'm alwiz controlling all the aspects in my life, what to do wif myself, what to do wif my customers, what to do wif business... but love & frenship is tearing me apart, i'm jz dunno how to position myself correctly n safely between love n friendship...

     1 of my best girl de fren frm 2dary skul told me dat i treat ppl very good actuali, so wen i perli ppl sarcastically, ppl wil stil came bac to me, let me sarcastically perli again. but bcoz i treat eri1 good (boys n girls alike), im easily make sum girls misunderstood me especially wen dey jz drop frm a relationship, i swear, if i rily like sum1, dat person wil hear it frm me immediately, feel is very subjective, i can feel many girls fall in love wif me if i can, but the truth wont b lidat unless ppl told u it is.

I believe GOD will guide me, HE or SHE must. or else i'll follow Johnny Depp quote, wen u fall in love wif 2 persons, choose the 2nd 1. Bcoz u'll never love the 2nd 1 if u love the 1st 1 at the 1st place.

做工这一回事。

     很久没有来这里了，做工到现在都懒得来写，难得今天下雨偷懒回家又不眼睡，就来update一下啦。做工后发现，原来中学朋友真的很好，不管你高矮肥瘦都会参你，最多是会perli一点点！哈哈。

     出来社会，多三天就开工四个月了，见了酱多人，听了酱多故事，就觉得身边这些朋友真的要好好珍惜，因为你永远不知道他们几时会离开，几时会变。我的好友上个月车祸，昨天看了他那个还凹着进去的头，还有动他收在腹部里面的头骨，就想起以前三年级无端端就死了一个同班同学。所以再忙，朋友约我我一定会出现。或者是我一得空就去找他们。

     说到一得空这里，现在这一份真的是优差，工作范围就是去找人谈天，而且才找那十多个人，找到人家都说不跟我买都不好意思！哈哈。250千的target,应该可以过啦。开工三个月，老板就送来一份大礼，真的是吓到，连经理都说很难得。当然这个决定请我的经理去总部开会也很有脸啦，请到我酱好的salesman!有眼光吗你！（以为我不知道么？）哈哈哈！所以我说，人缘真的很重要，办公室人际关系搞好了，有什么事也有人撑着。

     出来做工当然是靠朋友啦，你还要靠自己？你有实力人家不知道有屁用？介绍了一个朋友进来做，看来是还不错，希望不要做错事丢我的脸啦！很多读国立大学的中学朋友出来做保险，害到我去Facebook看到他们都快快offline，真的后悔告诉一个大喇叭的好友我的工钱，现在工钱高还要怕人家知道，世界变了。

     当然出来社会，慢慢就会见到一些人慢慢变了，（或者是这个才是真面目），做银行的这样，做保险的也这样，你工钱低？电话号码都不知道被delete没有，发现你这里好像有生意做，什么brother sister都出来了。现在我真的很怀疑一个人，到底是神是鬼，又是看戏是对的，越美的女生越会骗你！哈哈哈。当然我也不是一盏省油的帅哥！（好啦是不帅，但也不错看XD）。我身边从19岁到我经理39岁的美女都有，很多pattern还没出我都知道了的。

大家作朋友最重要还是讲心不讲金，路遥知马力，扮猪吃老虎迟早也是会被发现。
朋友们，为大家的梦想（如果你有的话）努力吧！

Whats wrong with this world?

     work for a month d, as expected go 2 KL training heard alot of gossips lor, but better heard n shut up rather den go talk along, bcoz words does go around n may hit u bac! its rily weird wen ppl r treating u nicely not bcoz u'r treating dem nicely but bcoz of u earn more money den dey expected.

     dis is wut happen wen my secondary frens asking wut im doing now, coz we all noe each other for such a long time we basically noe eriting abt eri1. its weird too wen my sarcastic manager treat me so nice until i cant bliv coz she noes i knew the GM long b4 i join the company n the boss phone her n gv a high compliment 2 me.

     so u dont nid 2 be nice 2 other ppl if u wan dem 2 treat u nicely, jz perform well n earn alot of money, den ppl wil treat u well. dats wut wrong abt dis world now, eri1 eriting is jz so realistic. sumtime i can 4giv laa coz wen ppl nid help dey oso wil automatically looks for sum1 dat r capable (got the money or ability) to offer the help, but money isnt eriting lor, i stil hv close contacts wif my futsal fren althou many of dem r selling phones or do other jobs dat r not high in salary laaa.

     hard 2 find true frens in society especially in work, dont put urself between a person wif his meals, he'll eat u long b4 u realised it.

First Full Time Job :D

     start my first job after grads on July 11th wednesday it is. i can say dis job like coming 2 find me, duno whether its fate. Havent start looking for a job coz going 2 Bali, but den a week b4 go Bali mom's colleague told her of dis vacancy on wednesday, jz go interview on dat friday, the day i go Bali dey ad wana hire me, but i delayed the interview until i bac 2 Malaysia. complete the 2nd interview on the fon summore XD

     go work althou stil sick, flu + sorethroat after bac frm Bali. as ppl says money can drive ppl 2 do aniting, its jz the amount of money dat rily matter :P previously i'm not very interested on the job actuali, sales work but the commission is so little, hv 2 travel alot, worried for my car oso. once spoiled duno nid 2 spend how much ad :( but since dey offer me a good starting pay dat i absolutely cant resist, eriday drive 1 hour go work oso accept the offer XD

     wen i start work, the environment rily surprise me! i never wonder the culture would b so relax n cincai! can listen 2 radio whole day, wen the branch manager n branch advisor (old aged n 1 of the 1st worker in the branch) not here we r like in party mode! eri morning coffee n breakfast til 1030 plus oni start work! den 1230 eat to 2! the whole day work frm 830-1730 ad hv 3.5 hours cut off XDDD

     eri1 is going late except me n the advisor, obviously he'll never late unless outstation :( but the sales staff usually leave the company at lunch time n wont bac again for the rest of the day (including me in the future XP) i'm going 2 replace a staff dat r leaving the company, quite lucky coz jz tk over all his customers n he rily  gv me eriting he has. my colleagues all start frm scratch...

     5 ppl in the office obviously has less gossips around, as long as i can sell den eriting shud b fine. nobody wil b spare if dey didnt do their job nicely, its apply to ALL. but in sales as long as u'r hitting target den u r as free n as happy as u can imagine!!! its oso very important dat i no nid 2 stay in the same place all day long like last time intern in lab :S 5 days a week 9 hours a day work wif music n freedom XD wut else shud i ask for, 1st job is good :D

End of the road.

     alwiz tot i can tk it easily, but wen the time come stil feel sad, a relationship rily is not jz abt 2 persons, it involved our family n frens oso. at least for now, my family come first b4 eriting.

     whats done is done, whats gonna happen wil happen eventually, i gv up trying, its in FATE hands now.

君子割席，不留恶言。