今天是2012的最后一天了，这一年发生了几件大事，屈指一数就有第一次自己出国玩啦，大学毕业，买了人生中的第一辆车，还有找到现在这份工。
今天还发生了一件我发梦也想不到的事，我中学女性朋友竟然在我跟女朋友拍拖时打来，她当然是逼我听啦，幸好还不至于叫我开speaker给她监听。我也很奇怪为什么这个时候会找我，之前在FB也没什么动静，她是说：我回来了不是找你们咯，我就问她那你问其他人得空没有？她就好像破工了的语气说还没有。以前跟我说因为没其他人的电话所以才先打给我而已，但现在大家的电话都有完了。好啦，其实我也是很开心她会找我！哈哈哈！其实我也很佩服我女人，知道我跟很多女生很熟都还能忍着我，只要不要超越她的底线就不管我了。
不过现在是2012年了，不会再有2005年的感觉了，当然开心是开心在最少人家久久回来槟城还会call来。还有另外一件大事，就是我喜欢很久那个终于回来槟城做工了，不过到现在都还没见到面。不见好过见啦，见了又不知道要怎样处理自己的心情。
其实大家心里也不会只喜欢一个人的，不过既然在一起了，爱的承诺就是要遵守，出轨的事一定不可以做。不知道是不是看其他人拍拖看久了，看女生看多了，我经常很容易觉得一些女生很假，身边的一些也不时会给我这种感觉，虽然每个人都有缺点，但我家这只除了太依赖我就真的好过外面的很多，现在女生看到你的车大一点，再发现你的工钱多一点，样子都变了。
在大学里我认识一个女生真的很好的，每次跟她拿report都是给我那种完成版，我只是随便改改就可以交了。如果我跟她都没有另一半我一定追她，反而她身边有一个号称系花的就每每让我有一点不知道她是人还是鬼，虽然到现在还是经常联络着，但我觉得她有那种现实的味道，做东西永远不会吃亏的。
所以我说要喜欢一个人之前一定要认识够久，不然死了还搞不清楚状况。
新的一年，希望自己认识多一点大老板。有钱就会有其他东西了！
2012年12月12日星期三
12-12-12
the date means nothing to me, wonder y eri1 like so fascinate bout dis day. eriday is so precious to me, no matter what date it is. but yday means sumting else, bcoz it is my 5th month in dis job, 11-12-12. join dis company exactly 5 months ago on July, n get a gift from a reactivated customer. a near 40k P/O after i meeting dem for so many weeks, finally they start to buy.
ppl is like dis, sum r easier to approach, more open minded, sum jz nid more time. as i alwiz bliv, hardworks alwiz paying off, 1 way or another, u'r effort wont b wasted. playing futsal against a group of newly known frens, very fast tempo game n overall eri1 is like former schoolteams player. a team of 16 yr old forcing eri1 to gv their best, the pride to win against a young team!
my dad ask me y eritime come bac so tired n knee pain but stil go? answer is easy, the pride n desire to win, dats what make me. n dats what needed to become successful, u can c the bosses out der, all of them r different, but they share a same traits, never want to lose n the bravery to take risks.
my branch advisor ask me to do sumting which is not right to the company, but if successful den both of us wil hv a couple hundreds each, the money is not the factor dat force me cooperate, i jz duwan to reject him. n btw, i said not right, doesnt mean its wrong.
QUOTE: ppl makes alot of money between black n white, the grey zone.
ppl is like dis, sum r easier to approach, more open minded, sum jz nid more time. as i alwiz bliv, hardworks alwiz paying off, 1 way or another, u'r effort wont b wasted. playing futsal against a group of newly known frens, very fast tempo game n overall eri1 is like former schoolteams player. a team of 16 yr old forcing eri1 to gv their best, the pride to win against a young team!
my dad ask me y eritime come bac so tired n knee pain but stil go? answer is easy, the pride n desire to win, dats what make me. n dats what needed to become successful, u can c the bosses out der, all of them r different, but they share a same traits, never want to lose n the bravery to take risks.
my branch advisor ask me to do sumting which is not right to the company, but if successful den both of us wil hv a couple hundreds each, the money is not the factor dat force me cooperate, i jz duwan to reject him. n btw, i said not right, doesnt mean its wrong.
QUOTE: ppl makes alot of money between black n white, the grey zone.
2012年12月3日星期一
KL 4 days 3 nights
Went KL on Nov 30th, a very random trip dat shock my mom n dad, coz the previous me won't go dis far by DRIVING, choosing to sit at home, watch movie / play computers all the time, myself proved dat ppl wil change, accordingly to their frens lifestyle or work culture.
Going out eriday meeting strangers at 1st, n now my close customers oredi, changes me. i took 2 annual leaves to go KL meet up wif UTAR frens, seem like eri1 not as close as b4, n its jz the 7th month after we graduate, n dis shud b a group of very close frens in UTAR. felt like the group a having a slow death, the relationships wil live a natural death... Boyzone is going to break, eri1 can feel it i think...
Mayb ppl won't appreciate dos around dem until dey lost sum1 completely. Reveived a great news from my old fren (a bad news in disguise). after asking her to back Penang work for years, finally she came back. at first i felt so happy, happy turn to despair, i knew after i meet her 1 day, my emoness wil come back. dont know what to do...
i'm alwiz controlling all the aspects in my life, what to do wif myself, what to do wif my customers, what to do wif business... but love & frenship is tearing me apart, i'm jz dunno how to position myself correctly n safely between love n friendship...
1 of my best girl de fren frm 2dary skul told me dat i treat ppl very good actuali, so wen i perli ppl sarcastically, ppl wil stil came bac to me, let me sarcastically perli again. but bcoz i treat eri1 good (boys n girls alike), im easily make sum girls misunderstood me especially wen dey jz drop frm a relationship, i swear, if i rily like sum1, dat person wil hear it frm me immediately, feel is very subjective, i can feel many girls fall in love wif me if i can, but the truth wont b lidat unless ppl told u it is.
I believe GOD will guide me, HE or SHE must. or else i'll follow Johnny Depp quote, wen u fall in love wif 2 persons, choose the 2nd 1. Bcoz u'll never love the 2nd 1 if u love the 1st 1 at the 1st place.
Going out eriday meeting strangers at 1st, n now my close customers oredi, changes me. i took 2 annual leaves to go KL meet up wif UTAR frens, seem like eri1 not as close as b4, n its jz the 7th month after we graduate, n dis shud b a group of very close frens in UTAR. felt like the group a having a slow death, the relationships wil live a natural death... Boyzone is going to break, eri1 can feel it i think...
Mayb ppl won't appreciate dos around dem until dey lost sum1 completely. Reveived a great news from my old fren (a bad news in disguise). after asking her to back Penang work for years, finally she came back. at first i felt so happy, happy turn to despair, i knew after i meet her 1 day, my emoness wil come back. dont know what to do...
i'm alwiz controlling all the aspects in my life, what to do wif myself, what to do wif my customers, what to do wif business... but love & frenship is tearing me apart, i'm jz dunno how to position myself correctly n safely between love n friendship...
1 of my best girl de fren frm 2dary skul told me dat i treat ppl very good actuali, so wen i perli ppl sarcastically, ppl wil stil came bac to me, let me sarcastically perli again. but bcoz i treat eri1 good (boys n girls alike), im easily make sum girls misunderstood me especially wen dey jz drop frm a relationship, i swear, if i rily like sum1, dat person wil hear it frm me immediately, feel is very subjective, i can feel many girls fall in love wif me if i can, but the truth wont b lidat unless ppl told u it is.
I believe GOD will guide me, HE or SHE must. or else i'll follow Johnny Depp quote, wen u fall in love wif 2 persons, choose the 2nd 1. Bcoz u'll never love the 2nd 1 if u love the 1st 1 at the 1st place.
2012年11月8日星期四
做工这一回事。
很久没有来这里了，做工到现在都懒得来写，难得今天下雨偷懒回家又不眼睡，就来update一下啦。做工后发现，原来中学朋友真的很好，不管你高矮肥瘦都会参你，最多是会perli一点点！哈哈。
出来社会，多三天就开工四个月了，见了酱多人，听了酱多故事，就觉得身边这些朋友真的要好好珍惜，因为你永远不知道他们几时会离开，几时会变。我的好友上个月车祸，昨天看了他那个还凹着进去的头，还有动他收在腹部里面的头骨，就想起以前三年级无端端就死了一个同班同学。所以再忙，朋友约我我一定会出现。或者是我一得空就去找他们。
说到一得空这里，现在这一份真的是优差，工作范围就是去找人谈天，而且才找那十多个人，找到人家都说不跟我买都不好意思！哈哈。250千的target,应该可以过啦。开工三个月，老板就送来一份大礼，真的是吓到，连经理都说很难得。当然这个决定请我的经理去总部开会也很有脸啦，请到我酱好的salesman!有眼光吗你！（以为我不知道么？）哈哈哈！所以我说，人缘真的很重要，办公室人际关系搞好了，有什么事也有人撑着。
出来做工当然是靠朋友啦，你还要靠自己？你有实力人家不知道有屁用？介绍了一个朋友进来做，看来是还不错，希望不要做错事丢我的脸啦！很多读国立大学的中学朋友出来做保险，害到我去Facebook看到他们都快快offline，真的后悔告诉一个大喇叭的好友我的工钱，现在工钱高还要怕人家知道，世界变了。
当然出来社会，慢慢就会见到一些人慢慢变了，（或者是这个才是真面目），做银行的这样，做保险的也这样，你工钱低？电话号码都不知道被delete没有，发现你这里好像有生意做，什么brother sister都出来了。现在我真的很怀疑一个人，到底是神是鬼，又是看戏是对的，越美的女生越会骗你！哈哈哈。当然我也不是一盏省油的帅哥！（好啦是不帅，但也不错看XD）。我身边从19岁到我经理39岁的美女都有，很多pattern还没出我都知道了的。
大家作朋友最重要还是讲心不讲金，路遥知马力，扮猪吃老虎迟早也是会被发现。
朋友们，为大家的梦想（如果你有的话）努力吧！
出来社会，多三天就开工四个月了，见了酱多人，听了酱多故事，就觉得身边这些朋友真的要好好珍惜，因为你永远不知道他们几时会离开，几时会变。我的好友上个月车祸，昨天看了他那个还凹着进去的头，还有动他收在腹部里面的头骨，就想起以前三年级无端端就死了一个同班同学。所以再忙，朋友约我我一定会出现。或者是我一得空就去找他们。
说到一得空这里，现在这一份真的是优差，工作范围就是去找人谈天，而且才找那十多个人，找到人家都说不跟我买都不好意思！哈哈。250千的target,应该可以过啦。开工三个月，老板就送来一份大礼，真的是吓到，连经理都说很难得。当然这个决定请我的经理去总部开会也很有脸啦，请到我酱好的salesman!有眼光吗你！（以为我不知道么？）哈哈哈！所以我说，人缘真的很重要，办公室人际关系搞好了，有什么事也有人撑着。
出来做工当然是靠朋友啦，你还要靠自己？你有实力人家不知道有屁用？介绍了一个朋友进来做，看来是还不错，希望不要做错事丢我的脸啦！很多读国立大学的中学朋友出来做保险，害到我去Facebook看到他们都快快offline，真的后悔告诉一个大喇叭的好友我的工钱，现在工钱高还要怕人家知道，世界变了。
当然出来社会，慢慢就会见到一些人慢慢变了，（或者是这个才是真面目），做银行的这样，做保险的也这样，你工钱低？电话号码都不知道被delete没有，发现你这里好像有生意做，什么brother sister都出来了。现在我真的很怀疑一个人，到底是神是鬼，又是看戏是对的，越美的女生越会骗你！哈哈哈。当然我也不是一盏省油的帅哥！（好啦是不帅，但也不错看XD）。我身边从19岁到我经理39岁的美女都有，很多pattern还没出我都知道了的。
大家作朋友最重要还是讲心不讲金，路遥知马力，扮猪吃老虎迟早也是会被发现。
朋友们，为大家的梦想（如果你有的话）努力吧！
2012年8月11日星期六
Whats wrong with this world?
work for a month d, as expected go 2 KL training heard alot of gossips lor, but better heard n shut up rather den go talk along, bcoz words does go around n may hit u bac! its rily weird wen ppl r treating u nicely not bcoz u'r treating dem nicely but bcoz of u earn more money den dey expected.
dis is wut happen wen my secondary frens asking wut im doing now, coz we all noe each other for such a long time we basically noe eriting abt eri1. its weird too wen my sarcastic manager treat me so nice until i cant bliv coz she noes i knew the GM long b4 i join the company n the boss phone her n gv a high compliment 2 me.
so u dont nid 2 be nice 2 other ppl if u wan dem 2 treat u nicely, jz perform well n earn alot of money, den ppl wil treat u well. dats wut wrong abt dis world now, eri1 eriting is jz so realistic. sumtime i can 4giv laa coz wen ppl nid help dey oso wil automatically looks for sum1 dat r capable (got the money or ability) to offer the help, but money isnt eriting lor, i stil hv close contacts wif my futsal fren althou many of dem r selling phones or do other jobs dat r not high in salary laaa.
hard 2 find true frens in society especially in work, dont put urself between a person wif his meals, he'll eat u long b4 u realised it.
dis is wut happen wen my secondary frens asking wut im doing now, coz we all noe each other for such a long time we basically noe eriting abt eri1. its weird too wen my sarcastic manager treat me so nice until i cant bliv coz she noes i knew the GM long b4 i join the company n the boss phone her n gv a high compliment 2 me.
so u dont nid 2 be nice 2 other ppl if u wan dem 2 treat u nicely, jz perform well n earn alot of money, den ppl wil treat u well. dats wut wrong abt dis world now, eri1 eriting is jz so realistic. sumtime i can 4giv laa coz wen ppl nid help dey oso wil automatically looks for sum1 dat r capable (got the money or ability) to offer the help, but money isnt eriting lor, i stil hv close contacts wif my futsal fren althou many of dem r selling phones or do other jobs dat r not high in salary laaa.
hard 2 find true frens in society especially in work, dont put urself between a person wif his meals, he'll eat u long b4 u realised it.
2012年7月14日星期六
First Full Time Job :D
start my first job after grads on July 11th wednesday it is. i can say dis job like coming 2 find me, duno whether its fate. Havent start looking for a job coz going 2 Bali, but den a week b4 go Bali mom's colleague told her of dis vacancy on wednesday, jz go interview on dat friday, the day i go Bali dey ad wana hire me, but i delayed the interview until i bac 2 Malaysia. complete the 2nd interview on the fon summore XD
go work althou stil sick, flu + sorethroat after bac frm Bali. as ppl says money can drive ppl 2 do aniting, its jz the amount of money dat rily matter :P previously i'm not very interested on the job actuali, sales work but the commission is so little, hv 2 travel alot, worried for my car oso. once spoiled duno nid 2 spend how much ad :( but since dey offer me a good starting pay dat i absolutely cant resist, eriday drive 1 hour go work oso accept the offer XD
wen i start work, the environment rily surprise me! i never wonder the culture would b so relax n cincai! can listen 2 radio whole day, wen the branch manager n branch advisor (old aged n 1 of the 1st worker in the branch) not here we r like in party mode! eri morning coffee n breakfast til 1030 plus oni start work! den 1230 eat to 2! the whole day work frm 830-1730 ad hv 3.5 hours cut off XDDD
eri1 is going late except me n the advisor, obviously he'll never late unless outstation :( but the sales staff usually leave the company at lunch time n wont bac again for the rest of the day (including me in the future XP) i'm going 2 replace a staff dat r leaving the company, quite lucky coz jz tk over all his customers n he rily gv me eriting he has. my colleagues all start frm scratch...
5 ppl in the office obviously has less gossips around, as long as i can sell den eriting shud b fine. nobody wil b spare if dey didnt do their job nicely, its apply to ALL. but in sales as long as u'r hitting target den u r as free n as happy as u can imagine!!! its oso very important dat i no nid 2 stay in the same place all day long like last time intern in lab :S 5 days a week 9 hours a day work wif music n freedom XD wut else shud i ask for, 1st job is good :D
go work althou stil sick, flu + sorethroat after bac frm Bali. as ppl says money can drive ppl 2 do aniting, its jz the amount of money dat rily matter :P previously i'm not very interested on the job actuali, sales work but the commission is so little, hv 2 travel alot, worried for my car oso. once spoiled duno nid 2 spend how much ad :( but since dey offer me a good starting pay dat i absolutely cant resist, eriday drive 1 hour go work oso accept the offer XD
wen i start work, the environment rily surprise me! i never wonder the culture would b so relax n cincai! can listen 2 radio whole day, wen the branch manager n branch advisor (old aged n 1 of the 1st worker in the branch) not here we r like in party mode! eri morning coffee n breakfast til 1030 plus oni start work! den 1230 eat to 2! the whole day work frm 830-1730 ad hv 3.5 hours cut off XDDD
eri1 is going late except me n the advisor, obviously he'll never late unless outstation :( but the sales staff usually leave the company at lunch time n wont bac again for the rest of the day (including me in the future XP) i'm going 2 replace a staff dat r leaving the company, quite lucky coz jz tk over all his customers n he rily gv me eriting he has. my colleagues all start frm scratch...
5 ppl in the office obviously has less gossips around, as long as i can sell den eriting shud b fine. nobody wil b spare if dey didnt do their job nicely, its apply to ALL. but in sales as long as u'r hitting target den u r as free n as happy as u can imagine!!! its oso very important dat i no nid 2 stay in the same place all day long like last time intern in lab :S 5 days a week 9 hours a day work wif music n freedom XD wut else shud i ask for, 1st job is good :D
2012年6月29日星期五
End of the road.
alwiz tot i can tk it easily, but wen the time come stil feel sad, a relationship rily is not jz abt 2 persons, it involved our family n frens oso. at least for now, my family come first b4 eriting.
whats done is done, whats gonna happen wil happen eventually, i gv up trying, its in FATE hands now.
君子割席，不留恶言。
whats done is done, whats gonna happen wil happen eventually, i gv up trying, its in FATE hands now.
君子割席，不留恶言。
2012年6月13日星期三
奶头有tattoo的女生
两年前，当你跳楼自杀的那一天，全国几乎把你放在头条新闻那一页，那时，你，让大家知道你是谁。但直到今天，你在哪里？除了你家人，还有谁会记得你吗？如果这个世界有神，他会不会让一个自杀的人投胎？
我的朋友说得好，大家会惋惜，因为你真的很帅，我也觉得你很帅。但那个女的，我真的觉得不值得为了她而去死。他还很妒忌地说，如果是一个又肥又丑的去自杀，（一个肥仔的内心故事）大家应该痛骂他一顿，再说他活该去死。这就是这个世界根本性的不公平，大家都喜欢漂亮的东西，你可以选择接受或者不接受，但不公平确实是不可避免。
好吧，就当那女的真的很漂亮，她能美多久呢？你可以找到比她更好的，但你选择去死。今天我add到她了，现在的男友不会输你哦！你会不会气死多一次叻？你是不是在理发店遇到她，然后对她奶头上的蝴蝶念念不忘，甚至能为她去死？
她左胸上的那只蝴蝶多大只？有多少个人看过？你是她第几个过客？乐基儿能把黎明骗到手，据说也因为奶头上的tattoo哦！这种女生，本身就很疯狂，男的能想象在鸟上面做tattoo吗？这种人不喜欢被征服，对她来说这只是游戏，游戏就是拿来玩的，你认真就输了！
以前是女生被骗然后去自杀，现在男生不甘愿跟着自杀。医生的孩子，本身读医科也会去自杀，所以自杀跟读书没有关系哦！别傻了，出去看部电影，那里的美女，有黑，有白，有黄，你怕找不到更爱的下一个？
我的朋友说得好，大家会惋惜，因为你真的很帅，我也觉得你很帅。但那个女的，我真的觉得不值得为了她而去死。他还很妒忌地说，如果是一个又肥又丑的去自杀，（一个肥仔的内心故事）大家应该痛骂他一顿，再说他活该去死。这就是这个世界根本性的不公平，大家都喜欢漂亮的东西，你可以选择接受或者不接受，但不公平确实是不可避免。
好吧，就当那女的真的很漂亮，她能美多久呢？你可以找到比她更好的，但你选择去死。今天我add到她了，现在的男友不会输你哦！你会不会气死多一次叻？你是不是在理发店遇到她，然后对她奶头上的蝴蝶念念不忘，甚至能为她去死？
她左胸上的那只蝴蝶多大只？有多少个人看过？你是她第几个过客？乐基儿能把黎明骗到手，据说也因为奶头上的tattoo哦！这种女生，本身就很疯狂，男的能想象在鸟上面做tattoo吗？这种人不喜欢被征服，对她来说这只是游戏，游戏就是拿来玩的，你认真就输了！
以前是女生被骗然后去自杀，现在男生不甘愿跟着自杀。医生的孩子，本身读医科也会去自杀，所以自杀跟读书没有关系哦！别傻了，出去看部电影，那里的美女，有黑，有白，有黄，你怕找不到更爱的下一个？
2012年6月2日星期六
Unexpected :DDD
dis story has gone thru my head a few times but i'm jz too lazy 2 write it out. but since i'm so free after grads so decide 2 write it now.
wen we expect nothing frm ppl, den wen sumbody gv u sumting good, u'll b very surprised! wen u'r alwiz expecting sumting den u wont b as happy thou... i deleted all my info in Facebook so dat wen my bday the msg i receive frm ppl dat i totally didnt expected rily makes me happy. i'm waiting for jz 1 msg eri year since 16, but den wen i get it i was jz like Ooh finally she sends me 1. rily hv 2 learn 2 b expecting nothing 2 make myself more happy.
stay at kampar few days b4 coming bac home, gonna say dat a close frenship is not determine by the total time u noe dat person, but the degree of knowing each other. u can b fren wif sum1 for a very long time but sumhow u wont noe dat person very well. stay at a close fren room, he's my futsal teammate n a Liverpool fans, so basically we can talk abt alot of things. summore buy me a slice of bday cake frm Secret Recipe, make me feel so GAY :O
finally i drove my car twice XD both times it perform well n rily abov my standards, i tot Proton stil very cheapscake :P FLX r definitely the best new car 4 a fresh grad, unless u r looking 4 2nd hand car of coz :D spacious n cheapest among all other. the 1st time i get in is sit bhind wen dad fetch me at bus station, the cushion improve alot frm the BLM a few years bac, very detailed interior but its plastic all the way :( cant wait 2 c my bro FLX SE wif leather n bright red exterior :DDD so my car looks exactly the same as FL but wif a X at the bac of the car. inside, it is equip wif better engine, ABS n EBD. airbags r standard accessories btw!... not bcoz dey wana improve thou but bcoz Government said airbags is necesssary starting frm 2012.
mom said r u going 2 work nxt month? (means July). i said NO, u'r probably gonna pay the June n July installment 4 me, thank you! she was like :OOOO den i said i TRY 2 work starting frm August, coz i oso duno ppl wana hire me anot maa rite??? hahahaha!!! as i alwiz said, MOM rocks :D
wen we expect nothing frm ppl, den wen sumbody gv u sumting good, u'll b very surprised! wen u'r alwiz expecting sumting den u wont b as happy thou... i deleted all my info in Facebook so dat wen my bday the msg i receive frm ppl dat i totally didnt expected rily makes me happy. i'm waiting for jz 1 msg eri year since 16, but den wen i get it i was jz like Ooh finally she sends me 1. rily hv 2 learn 2 b expecting nothing 2 make myself more happy.
stay at kampar few days b4 coming bac home, gonna say dat a close frenship is not determine by the total time u noe dat person, but the degree of knowing each other. u can b fren wif sum1 for a very long time but sumhow u wont noe dat person very well. stay at a close fren room, he's my futsal teammate n a Liverpool fans, so basically we can talk abt alot of things. summore buy me a slice of bday cake frm Secret Recipe, make me feel so GAY :O
finally i drove my car twice XD both times it perform well n rily abov my standards, i tot Proton stil very cheapscake :P FLX r definitely the best new car 4 a fresh grad, unless u r looking 4 2nd hand car of coz :D spacious n cheapest among all other. the 1st time i get in is sit bhind wen dad fetch me at bus station, the cushion improve alot frm the BLM a few years bac, very detailed interior but its plastic all the way :( cant wait 2 c my bro FLX SE wif leather n bright red exterior :DDD so my car looks exactly the same as FL but wif a X at the bac of the car. inside, it is equip wif better engine, ABS n EBD. airbags r standard accessories btw!... not bcoz dey wana improve thou but bcoz Government said airbags is necesssary starting frm 2012.
mom said r u going 2 work nxt month? (means July). i said NO, u'r probably gonna pay the June n July installment 4 me, thank you! she was like :OOOO den i said i TRY 2 work starting frm August, coz i oso duno ppl wana hire me anot maa rite??? hahahaha!!! as i alwiz said, MOM rocks :D
2012年5月29日星期二
Birthday Specials
its not a very special day for me actually, but stil is happy bcoz of angpao :D n my fren treat me eat at KL n Kampar, save me alot of money XD
met my Uni fren at KL, den bac Kampar play futsal wif the buddies, dey tot i failed my subs so go bac, bcoz i told dem if c me again meant i failed XD but i did my last sem perfectly, last minute Thesis oso can get B. as the same as the majority lor :P
luckily i chose the title wif minimum effort 2 complete althou i noe i cant score well wif dis kinda cheapscake FYP project, im very happy wif it ad. many ppl said my project very easy den i seldom go Lab or blah blah blah. But, i gonna say: u syok i syok??? hahahaha
met her the other day at KL, i wish (curse) her cant get a new job at KL n b forced 2 bac Penang very very soon!!! hahahaha! i duwan go KL ler, many ppl many cars many expenses...
life goes on pretty well after Uni, waiting 2 enter working life n until den, retirement n death r waiting!!! suddenly feel so down oredi :O
2012年5月25日星期五
2012年5月19日星期六
Life After Study :(
life goes on, time pass by, as fast as u can imagine n u cant stop it no matter how u wanted 2. stay at home for a week, feel more boring den at university but at least it rains here eriday at my hometown.
my car wont reach until nxt week, by the time i ad gone 2 KL for a family visit at my bro house n wil celebrate my birthday der. i dont rily like 2 celebrate my bday but i would love 2 hv a few presents thou. ders lot of new Lego coming out, n my ifon plan oredi expired.
too many things 2 do, too many things 2 buy, but i hav few time n no money. how sad for a fresh graduate. wut i can do without a car is on9 whole day at home, n hv sum random chats wif fren dat r very longgg time no see. especially dos dat gone 2 oversea for study.
went across wif a not very fren de fren at midnite, (my fball teammate's ex, a not so familiar F3 classmate) she is at London. actuali i cant rmb her face very well unless i go 2 c her facebook profile, but we hav a good laugh non-stop chatting session for more den 1 hour :D wut a girl rily needs (18-80) is somehow similar, dey jz need ur care, true frm the heart, not bcoz u fall in love wif her or wutsoever. bcoz wen 2 person is in love wif each other, care n romances r necessary!
i was jz seem 2 rmb she's taking law in Wales but duno y her FB location set at London, dis very very minor issue for me can make ppl feel very touch, jz bcoz i rmb she studied in Wales b4. its the same for my mum n grandma, i wish her happy mother's day n buy her a bday card by using my free rm200 coupon btw, n she felt so happy. My grandparents were so proud wen i jz buy dem food wenever i go out 2 play futsal or shopping at night.
wen u do small things wif love n purely jz bcoz u treat dat person as ur frens n family, ppl wil notice. ders too many fakes fren out der, but time wil tell who is the one dat we must held on for the rest of our life.
my car wont reach until nxt week, by the time i ad gone 2 KL for a family visit at my bro house n wil celebrate my birthday der. i dont rily like 2 celebrate my bday but i would love 2 hv a few presents thou. ders lot of new Lego coming out, n my ifon plan oredi expired.
too many things 2 do, too many things 2 buy, but i hav few time n no money. how sad for a fresh graduate. wut i can do without a car is on9 whole day at home, n hv sum random chats wif fren dat r very longgg time no see. especially dos dat gone 2 oversea for study.
went across wif a not very fren de fren at midnite, (my fball teammate's ex, a not so familiar F3 classmate) she is at London. actuali i cant rmb her face very well unless i go 2 c her facebook profile, but we hav a good laugh non-stop chatting session for more den 1 hour :D wut a girl rily needs (18-80) is somehow similar, dey jz need ur care, true frm the heart, not bcoz u fall in love wif her or wutsoever. bcoz wen 2 person is in love wif each other, care n romances r necessary!
i was jz seem 2 rmb she's taking law in Wales but duno y her FB location set at London, dis very very minor issue for me can make ppl feel very touch, jz bcoz i rmb she studied in Wales b4. its the same for my mum n grandma, i wish her happy mother's day n buy her a bday card by using my free rm200 coupon btw, n she felt so happy. My grandparents were so proud wen i jz buy dem food wenever i go out 2 play futsal or shopping at night.
wen u do small things wif love n purely jz bcoz u treat dat person as ur frens n family, ppl wil notice. ders too many fakes fren out der, but time wil tell who is the one dat we must held on for the rest of our life.
2012年5月13日星期日
Coming HOME (TT-TT)
i'm coming home, coming home, after 3 years i'm coming home... grandpa has always ask me eritime i go bac hometown wen wil i go bac again, actuali i dun feel he misses me dat much but as a guy i noe dat wen we rily care n miss sumting or sum1, we dun do it as obvious as woman would.
i'm gonna bac for 1 last time now. sure i wil come Kampar again but not as much like b4 ad, jz cm bac for futsal n seeing sum oldfrens, once dey all graduated i'm din hav ani reasons 2 cm bac animore. i'm going bac to my family, dad n mom, grandpa grandma. althou we din share the same surname but i'd been living wif dem since~Forever, n my life was all in dat half century old but stil quite a famous n nice coffee shop :D
Going bac once in 2 months, at most once a month makes my mom angry sumtimes, but i alwiz gv the reason of too many exams n assignments :P but i jz too lazy to go bac by bus, 4 hours sumtime 5 to reach the doorstep, ok as a guy i should be able 2 deal wif it, but i admit i'm quite a "xiu yeh zai" person~~~thank you.
Dragging on the packing process, do it as slow as possible bcoz once finish, its time to leave. Damn EMO wen my playlist play the songs of "Na Xie Nian, U r the apple of my eye". seriously FXXK. eritime said Kampar a bad place wen coming bac frm hometown, but now i miss dis place, mostly bcoz of the persons dat wil equally misses dis place as much as i am. Badmintons, futsals, mamak, Left4Dead...
The end here will be a new beginning somewhere else. We might not be seeing each other again but we certainly shared moments that will last to the end, the end of all time.
PS: all those photos n videos taken during UTAR rily makes ppl sad :(
i'm gonna bac for 1 last time now. sure i wil come Kampar again but not as much like b4 ad, jz cm bac for futsal n seeing sum oldfrens, once dey all graduated i'm din hav ani reasons 2 cm bac animore. i'm going bac to my family, dad n mom, grandpa grandma. althou we din share the same surname but i'd been living wif dem since~Forever, n my life was all in dat half century old but stil quite a famous n nice coffee shop :D
Going bac once in 2 months, at most once a month makes my mom angry sumtimes, but i alwiz gv the reason of too many exams n assignments :P but i jz too lazy to go bac by bus, 4 hours sumtime 5 to reach the doorstep, ok as a guy i should be able 2 deal wif it, but i admit i'm quite a "xiu yeh zai" person~~~thank you.
Dragging on the packing process, do it as slow as possible bcoz once finish, its time to leave. Damn EMO wen my playlist play the songs of "Na Xie Nian, U r the apple of my eye". seriously FXXK. eritime said Kampar a bad place wen coming bac frm hometown, but now i miss dis place, mostly bcoz of the persons dat wil equally misses dis place as much as i am. Badmintons, futsals, mamak, Left4Dead...
The end here will be a new beginning somewhere else. We might not be seeing each other again but we certainly shared moments that will last to the end, the end of all time.
PS: all those photos n videos taken during UTAR rily makes ppl sad :(
2012年5月12日星期六
终须一别！
现在是礼拜天了，拜一拿了thesis就要回家咯。所谓千里送君，终须一别。一直在安慰自己，大学的朋友才参了三年，再难过，不舍，也不会像小学；中学酱惨吧。
但深想一层，小学我和同班同学一起升中学，中学又有一班朋友一起升大学，现在大学毕业了，还有可能在一起吗？就算我去KL做工，大家最多不是一星期见一次？如果要拍拖什么的，根本没机会再见面了。
但是我回家乡后，就可以见回以前在中学的朋友，有很多人真的很久没见面了，今年农历新年时竟然被人骂我没良心，没有找她，其实如果要谈天什么的，女生也可以主动一点啊，朋友之间根本不需要什么要脸不要脸的。
在大学我学会了一件事，就算参在一起的朋友，一起打羽球，一起出街，当有什么tips啊，帮忙签attendance啊，有些人会自动帮忙，有些人真的让我觉得很自私，有什么tips都不会share，在考试里面的那几percent，就可以买起我们的友情。
我参着的一班男生，大家废在一起，考试时自动读书，assignment最后一分钟才做，能毕业不就好了咯。去intern也是遇见一个女生，初期真的很fren，还让同事以为我们在一起，但女生是不是天生就自私点的？
在我参的一班女生里，一开始就认识一个女的；人真的不错，会是我喜欢的类型，自动帮签名，出成绩还打来告诉我。最后虽然发现她感情生活有点随便，但每个人都有自己的经历，我们不能用自己心中的那一把尺，去衡量每一个人。
再不久就认识了一个傻傻的，人真的很搞笑，我扮女人的那一次她还借衣服和帮我化妆。每一次去上lab还是出门玩，她都像我们的妈妈酱照顾我们。另一个第二年才认识的，我每次都会跟她要report，二话不说就给了，有时没做完还特地赶时间做完给我，好让我有时间去改！真的是感动，可惜这些好女人全部都有男朋友了。当然我也是有女友啦，只想说男生要找就要找这些女生，不会错的啦！
一开始认识的还有一个蛮自私的女生，她在班上真的很不受欢迎，我的一个朋友还真的很鬼讨厌她。通过她，在第二年认识了一个班上最美的女生吧，但不会打扮，拍毕业照时被很多人比下去了。一开始认识时觉得还不错的，但日久见人心吧，有很多事我事先都已经知道了，她的roommate还整天跟我在Facebook聊叻，还有些感情的事也有人告诉我很多，去问就只是要看她怎样回答。很多事答应了不可以让第三个人知道。但想说有时候漂亮的人会有一个缺点，就是不会为其他人做任何事，被人宠爱惯了就只会利用别人的感觉咯。
总的来说班上也没有坏人啦，但只能说在大学学到很多人和事，千万不要被表面所蒙骗。最近开始写回日记了，要写什么就写什么，记下的，都是人生最真实的一面。BLOG，到最后都是写给别人看的啦。离别是对一段感情最好的考验，只有值得你珍惜的人，还有会珍惜你的人，才会留下。下次再见，大家再来谈个痛快吧！
但深想一层，小学我和同班同学一起升中学，中学又有一班朋友一起升大学，现在大学毕业了，还有可能在一起吗？就算我去KL做工，大家最多不是一星期见一次？如果要拍拖什么的，根本没机会再见面了。
但是我回家乡后，就可以见回以前在中学的朋友，有很多人真的很久没见面了，今年农历新年时竟然被人骂我没良心，没有找她，其实如果要谈天什么的，女生也可以主动一点啊，朋友之间根本不需要什么要脸不要脸的。
在大学我学会了一件事，就算参在一起的朋友，一起打羽球，一起出街，当有什么tips啊，帮忙签attendance啊，有些人会自动帮忙，有些人真的让我觉得很自私，有什么tips都不会share，在考试里面的那几percent，就可以买起我们的友情。
我参着的一班男生，大家废在一起，考试时自动读书，assignment最后一分钟才做，能毕业不就好了咯。去intern也是遇见一个女生，初期真的很fren，还让同事以为我们在一起，但女生是不是天生就自私点的？
在我参的一班女生里，一开始就认识一个女的；人真的不错，会是我喜欢的类型，自动帮签名，出成绩还打来告诉我。最后虽然发现她感情生活有点随便，但每个人都有自己的经历，我们不能用自己心中的那一把尺，去衡量每一个人。
再不久就认识了一个傻傻的，人真的很搞笑，我扮女人的那一次她还借衣服和帮我化妆。每一次去上lab还是出门玩，她都像我们的妈妈酱照顾我们。另一个第二年才认识的，我每次都会跟她要report，二话不说就给了，有时没做完还特地赶时间做完给我，好让我有时间去改！真的是感动，可惜这些好女人全部都有男朋友了。当然我也是有女友啦，只想说男生要找就要找这些女生，不会错的啦！
一开始认识的还有一个蛮自私的女生，她在班上真的很不受欢迎，我的一个朋友还真的很鬼讨厌她。通过她，在第二年认识了一个班上最美的女生吧，但不会打扮，拍毕业照时被很多人比下去了。一开始认识时觉得还不错的，但日久见人心吧，有很多事我事先都已经知道了，她的roommate还整天跟我在Facebook聊叻，还有些感情的事也有人告诉我很多，去问就只是要看她怎样回答。很多事答应了不可以让第三个人知道。但想说有时候漂亮的人会有一个缺点，就是不会为其他人做任何事，被人宠爱惯了就只会利用别人的感觉咯。
总的来说班上也没有坏人啦，但只能说在大学学到很多人和事，千万不要被表面所蒙骗。最近开始写回日记了，要写什么就写什么，记下的，都是人生最真实的一面。BLOG，到最后都是写给别人看的啦。离别是对一段感情最好的考验，只有值得你珍惜的人，还有会珍惜你的人，才会留下。下次再见，大家再来谈个痛快吧！
2012年5月5日星期六
Goodbye Everybody!!!
Wenever my niece going out she'll said Goodbye Eribody so loud dat u wont miss out the moment she's leaving the house. n dats wut i gonna tell eri1 tmr. Monday 11am.
wen we were young, eriting was so simple n straight4ward, wen u like sum1, u show it or speak it out, n wen u dont like sum1, u can alwiz simply walk away. wen we grow up day by day, people bcum more difficult 2 b happy, like ders nothing 2 b happy 4, n bcum more fake.
sumtime, we jz nid 2 b ourself, show ppl who u r, if dey like it, jz stay, if dey dont, pls jz go away. I'd never lack of frens n i doubt i'll ever b feeling lonely, coz i can alwiz communicate wif myself XD dats a good part of being a Gemini, althou sumtimes i dunno who myself rily r but at least i dun feel bored of being me.
i've alwiz like 2 chat wif different ppl, sum ppl said i like 2 flirt, but myself declared its as curiosity, i can chat wif guys n gals ok, jz dat i think ders nothing i can get frm a guy coz wut dey do i'm oso doing, its sumwhat similar if not the same, so jz gonna find out wut the gals r doing laa :P
i'm sum1 dat can talk abt aniting, n if u required sum privacy, i can stil keep it very well. seal n safe! i am sum1 dat can talk alot of funny things wif aunties dat selling wantan mee, n wif my lecturers dat stay awake at 2am on Facebook. n dats is not flirting ppl. sumtimes i jz let ppl think wut dey want bcoz ppl wil see things the way they wanted 2, no point explaining wen der is no1 believing.
wut i've learn in UTAR is dat dis world r consists of 3 type of ppl:
1st: dos dat alwiz lending a help wen u nid it. dis kind of ppl wil get a help bac wen dey required bcoz ppl owe dem a debt, or ppl jz like dem bcoz dey r such a good person. its so pathetic wen ppl develop a reputation dat wen i see the msg from XXX den i noe dey r up 4 sumting, mostly ask u 4 a help.
2nd: dos dat dont nid ur help n wont help u. dis kinda ppl is quite good bcoz i;m not gonna help eri1 dat i knew, so if u dont help me wen i nid it, jz dun expect i'll b kind n helpful wen u'r in trouble, fair deal.
Finally: dos dat wont help wen u needed dem but asking for favors. u can go die. its quite alot of ppl using others jz bcoz dey nid dem 2 get sumthing done. dis kinda ppl rily piss me hell lot n i can say dat selfish is inside of ppl no matter ugly or pretty.
not enuf time 2 noe eri1 well, but stil i wish eri1 well in the future. GOODBYE.
2012年4月18日星期三
Lose control.
i'm never a person dat wil lose control of myself (most of the time), dos who knew me long enuf wil realised i'll even control all the things evolve around me, eriting bout my hostel, to my own life details.
wont lose control now in futsal court wen opponents r purposely hitting me wif dirty tricks, even wen losing alot of money wen betting on football, but 2day i did surprised even myself. after a good sleep n woke up, thinking wtf am i doing jz now. seldom cross the lines since i can rmb, sumtime ppl get loss along the way. i'm tired, mayb reluctant 2 say goodbye wen i c dat time flows away n May is jz around the corner.
try 2 explain 2 myself but the harder i try the harder it gets. i'll draw the line here, never cross it n try my best 2 get along wif it. ppl wont 4get even if dey 4giv, rily sorry wen i lose control n seriously hurt sumbody. hope wont b too late 2 apologize...
wont lose control now in futsal court wen opponents r purposely hitting me wif dirty tricks, even wen losing alot of money wen betting on football, but 2day i did surprised even myself. after a good sleep n woke up, thinking wtf am i doing jz now. seldom cross the lines since i can rmb, sumtime ppl get loss along the way. i'm tired, mayb reluctant 2 say goodbye wen i c dat time flows away n May is jz around the corner.
try 2 explain 2 myself but the harder i try the harder it gets. i'll draw the line here, never cross it n try my best 2 get along wif it. ppl wont 4get even if dey 4giv, rily sorry wen i lose control n seriously hurt sumbody. hope wont b too late 2 apologize...
2012年4月16日星期一
GOODBYE!!!
Goodbye my love, my 2nd wife. my darling Myvi. i watch ur tail pass by wen i close the door at hostel, sad dat i've loss u. but life like dis, no change no game. so b it, no money no choice, Saga jiu Saga laa. At least now its look far better den my 1st wife the very 1st generation Saga.
Goodbye my money :( wonder if i can afford a new Myvi if my MAS share dun fall frm 1.79 to 1.3! bad decision making coz u alot especially its a financial 1. was planning 2 buy RAPID n MAS at 1.8 initially but throw all the money 2 MAS at the end, so fxxking sad wen c RAPID now stands at 2.45! wtf 1 loss 500 1 win 650, if i stick 2 my 1st thought den i'll stil earn a small portion.
Goodbye my fren. seriously dun think we'll keep in touch (except Facebook) since we jz noe each other 4 such a short period. i oni left a few fren frm 2ndary skul dat alwiz contact, n i stay der for 7 years! dun think a 3 years frenship can deep until where. but i rily grateful i hv chance 2 meet sum fabulous ppl in such limited contact, i alwiz skip my claz n den we oni hv very few claz in a week, so its rily hard 2 make sum close frens.
Wen a person is treating u good frm the bottom of their hearts, u can actuali felt it deeply n sumtime its touching. i dun care wut other ppl comments, i jz evaluate a person frm my own perspective, interpersonal communication n past experiences. the only way u can find out a person is treating u good is bcoz dey wana do it or jz dey nid 2 do it is by Time, dun alwiz misjudge ppl bcoz even if dey treat u nicely jz bcoz dey nid 2.
i alwiz like dos ppl dat r not selfish, i'm fortunate 2 hv known a few here in Kampar, its rily a boring place apart frm interesting ppl. rily happy wen sum1 offer help more den wut u ask 4, n rily keep u in mind n inform ASAP wen sumting is wrong. u probably wont b seeing dis but i gonna say u r 1 of the best i've met, surely wil keep in touch coz i'm gonna stay n work in Penang.
its week 14 n Wednesday is the last official day of study. study week n finals next. Its been a great experience coming 2 University, once in a lifetime n great fellas all along the way :D
2012年4月11日星期三
Change of Plan!!!
never wonder wut 2 do after graduate coz i plan 2 stay unemployed until i cm bac frm Bali on July, after dat oni work. hav a 2 months holiday after 16 years of official education doesnt sound lazy ok???
dis magnificent, brilliant n exciting plan is all but ruin bcoz my bro gonna tk the oni car at my hometown away, dey got 2 cars for 3 drivers y dats not enuf??? i'm carless, jobless n FUNless!!! mom is going 2 buy a new car using my name, means dat i hav 2 pay for the loans laa :S WTF y alwiz is younger 1 let the old 1 get the sweets, althou i think we shud help sumbody dat nid it but we cant alwiz help a person if he is not helping himself!
at the end i noe dis is jz a notification not a question, i didnt make ani complain, jz search for related info. a new Saga FLX executive auto cost 45K, a same class Myvi 47K, if u wana pay for a period of 7 years den eri month u'r deducted rm450-500 excluded fuels n other "surprise" expenses.
so? i'm going 2 start applying jobs, i cant afford 2 sit eriday in my dad coffee shop n let eri1 said i din do aniting but my parents buy me a car. dats humiliating! n ppl in a coffee shop can rily come out wif aniting u can n cannot imagine.
wif car loan on the horizon, NO, on the shoreline, I cannot afford a new smartfon :( new LEGO ToT n i kenot go Bali wif more cash as i 1st planned. so, i can say Life fuck me up dis time!
dis magnificent, brilliant n exciting plan is all but ruin bcoz my bro gonna tk the oni car at my hometown away, dey got 2 cars for 3 drivers y dats not enuf??? i'm carless, jobless n FUNless!!! mom is going 2 buy a new car using my name, means dat i hav 2 pay for the loans laa :S WTF y alwiz is younger 1 let the old 1 get the sweets, althou i think we shud help sumbody dat nid it but we cant alwiz help a person if he is not helping himself!
at the end i noe dis is jz a notification not a question, i didnt make ani complain, jz search for related info. a new Saga FLX executive auto cost 45K, a same class Myvi 47K, if u wana pay for a period of 7 years den eri month u'r deducted rm450-500 excluded fuels n other "surprise" expenses.
so? i'm going 2 start applying jobs, i cant afford 2 sit eriday in my dad coffee shop n let eri1 said i din do aniting but my parents buy me a car. dats humiliating! n ppl in a coffee shop can rily come out wif aniting u can n cannot imagine.
wif car loan on the horizon, NO, on the shoreline, I cannot afford a new smartfon :( new LEGO ToT n i kenot go Bali wif more cash as i 1st planned. so, i can say Life fuck me up dis time!
2012年4月10日星期二
Fall For You!
if u dunno whether anot u'r falling in love or like sumbody, pls go 2 listen love songs. end up u will thinking of sum1 again n again, in case ur heart is a little bigger, u wil thinking of a few ppl many times.
den, go 2 ur msg inbox, search the oldest msg dat u kept 4 so long, n think. think the reason dat y u din delete it after so long. y u wana read the msg over n over again.
wif smartfon unlimited SMS storage, we can save many ppl SMS if we wanted to, last time cheap fon must delete n den jz keep the msg u treasure the most. if my Motorola din spoilt, i cant imagine my msg can date bac how many years.
alwiz falling into a dilemma situation, n dats bcoz i fall for you.
den, go 2 ur msg inbox, search the oldest msg dat u kept 4 so long, n think. think the reason dat y u din delete it after so long. y u wana read the msg over n over again.
wif smartfon unlimited SMS storage, we can save many ppl SMS if we wanted to, last time cheap fon must delete n den jz keep the msg u treasure the most. if my Motorola din spoilt, i cant imagine my msg can date bac how many years.
alwiz falling into a dilemma situation, n dats bcoz i fall for you.
2012年4月7日星期六
Your life is not your life :(
its often said: dat no matter whats the truth, ppl c wut dey wanted 2 c, sum ppl may tk a step bac n find out, dey r looking at the same big picture all along.
i alwiz tot we can actuali control our life no matter wut, bcoz we r the 1 dat make all the decisions. But life caught up 2 u sumtimes, n wut u gonna do is not ur choice animore.
1st. i gonna start wif study. wen we were young, most of us r good in sum subjects while bad in others, so we choose 2 study the courses we like the most for our tertiary study. dos dat r good in eriting doesnt mean dey like all the subjects, its jz bcoz dey work hard 4 it no matter dey like it or not. den, dis ppl done well in their study life n get a good job n salary.
2nd. wen go 2 work, we kenot choose the jobs dat we like coz its not rewarding enuf sumtimes. so? we hav 2 settle for an acceptable job dat pays us well. sum ppl do hates wut dey r doing, but dey nid the money so much, no choice.
3rd n finally: i noe many ppl (especially girls) r having a preference on who dey love. for instance, their couple must b tall, or rich, or noe musics. many guys wil date a gal even if dey dun love her, (or dey think dey love her oredi), i wonder how can we love sum1 wen we dun even noe her well? i wil oni date the gal dat i love, wen i love sumbody, i rily cant let her go easily. der r so many couples out der, single 4 jz a month or so den very very love their new "wife or husband" the next month ad...
now, at least we stil can control who we love right? NO! bcoz the other half jz too good 4 u. or mayb he or she is already taken, u cant go grab dem do u?
now we cant control so many important decisions in our life, wut can we do den? i choose 2 b HAPPY! i oni show my pessimists side 2 very few frens. the 1st week of April is passing so quick, dat i dun even hav enuf time 2 sad. we r so busy i think we dun hav time 4 each other ad, den jz graduate lidat :(
i alwiz tot we can actuali control our life no matter wut, bcoz we r the 1 dat make all the decisions. But life caught up 2 u sumtimes, n wut u gonna do is not ur choice animore.
1st. i gonna start wif study. wen we were young, most of us r good in sum subjects while bad in others, so we choose 2 study the courses we like the most for our tertiary study. dos dat r good in eriting doesnt mean dey like all the subjects, its jz bcoz dey work hard 4 it no matter dey like it or not. den, dis ppl done well in their study life n get a good job n salary.
2nd. wen go 2 work, we kenot choose the jobs dat we like coz its not rewarding enuf sumtimes. so? we hav 2 settle for an acceptable job dat pays us well. sum ppl do hates wut dey r doing, but dey nid the money so much, no choice.
3rd n finally: i noe many ppl (especially girls) r having a preference on who dey love. for instance, their couple must b tall, or rich, or noe musics. many guys wil date a gal even if dey dun love her, (or dey think dey love her oredi), i wonder how can we love sum1 wen we dun even noe her well? i wil oni date the gal dat i love, wen i love sumbody, i rily cant let her go easily. der r so many couples out der, single 4 jz a month or so den very very love their new "wife or husband" the next month ad...
now, at least we stil can control who we love right? NO! bcoz the other half jz too good 4 u. or mayb he or she is already taken, u cant go grab dem do u?
now we cant control so many important decisions in our life, wut can we do den? i choose 2 b HAPPY! i oni show my pessimists side 2 very few frens. the 1st week of April is passing so quick, dat i dun even hav enuf time 2 sad. we r so busy i think we dun hav time 4 each other ad, den jz graduate lidat :(
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