刚刚上了网，看见你的消息，进了你的photo album看一看有什么最新发型啦，竟然有张N年前送给你两只bear bear的照片。原来你还收着叻。虽然很久没想起你，但看见了还有些开心。其实啊，我不是很喜欢你的，不过被那些人讲到以为自己很喜欢你罢了。。。我还记得你收到这份礼物时说了这么一句：“原来他真的不是在玩我”。（还有些眼泪，干妈还叫我快快去追你，会成功的说，但是！我还是要说，我真的没想过要追你）虽然我没有亲手送给你，这句话，我记到了现在。
想起你发现我跟人打架受伤，然后跑回学校找我，说了一句经典名言：“我要回家了你知道吗？为什么跑去跟人打架？”的样子真的很好笑很好玩，我们那一班男生笑了很久。对！就是衰好玩！谢谢你这句话，我学会在自己喜欢的人面前不再这么好玩，不然可能到现在还是单身叻。。。但是我也不明白我去打架跟你要回家有什么关系。。。
在大学也认识了一个像你一样单（纯/蠢）的女生，不不，应该会比你够力！不知道是因为她还单身不用怕人家男友生气，还是因为她有点像你叻？所以和她特别多话聊，但不敢说太多，暗恋她的人好像还蛮多，而且很多事你们女生都会告诉人“千万不要说出去哈？！”（真的还他妈的叻）不过我不会喜欢这些女生叻，太闷了，就算是在一起了也很快散。她算是我大学朋友里“其中”几个最美的了，但你赢了那么一点气质，她有点男人婆，哈哈哈！
有很多事真的很想告诉你，那朵又CHEAP又丑的玫瑰不是我送的，是那个鸟人自己要送个他喜欢的人，买多一朵给你来掩饰。还有我从来没说过你的坏话，是你自己信错人还想太多。真的不明白为什么我说你是班上“其中”一个美女会带来这么大的反应，也许是前面班的人太寂寞没事做。你去年来找我谈天说要在KL gathering，我真的吓死，最后也不成事。但我很肯定去到也是没什么话好说。
不知道你做什么了叻？我现在过得不错叻，希望你也会开开心心，做不成医生做护士也不错啦。也是救人罢了吗，找个医生嫁掉他啦。
希望这篇虚构的故事，你会看到，我就真的是沉冤得雪。
2011年12月18日星期日
2011年12月10日星期六
Let go is the way 2 get sumting.
Life is made up by choices u made n chances dat u tk or leave, ders is so many beautiful things(living/ non-living) in life dat u may wanted 2 hav but if u like eriting, den u'll end up wif nothing.
u MUST never get eriting, even if u can or u wanted too. y? dis is bcoz wen u get eriting, ders is nothing 2 let u fight 4 animore. but ders is oso sum case wen u jz cant get enuf, like smartfons :S eri year ders so many smartfon coming out, den u look at ur own, thinking dat its time 2 get a new 1. if u r a person like dis, den u end up changing a fon eri year, den wut u get at the end is jz fame n ur desire jz 2 hav a latest fon, dats all.
my frens ask me 1 question which i felt is interesting, n i jz came up wif an answer: wen u noe u can get 1 thing, but u chose not 2 get it, will it b a regret? der wil NEVER b an answer, so jz carrying on ur life without looking bac n think of future, bcoz life itself is jz like a drama n u must watch it episode by episode, u jz cant rewind or fast4ward, dats not the way.
eribody has their own secrets, MUST hav, those dat said dey doesnt is jz a lame actor/actress, or dey jz living a hollow life wif nothing special ever happen 2 dem. My fren once said dat i can speak of wut i ting abt sumbody directly bcoz i hav so many frens, i jz wont care of losing ani1 dat i might hurt.
ACTUALI, I DO. i treasure my frenship wif those dat i scold, it is bcoz i hope we can b a better man, or people. if i dun treasure u at all, u wont get ani interaction frm me.
1 year frm now, i'll b at a different place den where i write dis blog, n will der b the same person dat look at my blog now? u'll never noe, so jz live wif it. how 2 make a life wif minimum regrets is do wut u ting is right, if u try n failed, at least u get an answer. never leave a question mark in ur life, definitely NOT worth it.
u MUST never get eriting, even if u can or u wanted too. y? dis is bcoz wen u get eriting, ders is nothing 2 let u fight 4 animore. but ders is oso sum case wen u jz cant get enuf, like smartfons :S eri year ders so many smartfon coming out, den u look at ur own, thinking dat its time 2 get a new 1. if u r a person like dis, den u end up changing a fon eri year, den wut u get at the end is jz fame n ur desire jz 2 hav a latest fon, dats all.
my frens ask me 1 question which i felt is interesting, n i jz came up wif an answer: wen u noe u can get 1 thing, but u chose not 2 get it, will it b a regret? der wil NEVER b an answer, so jz carrying on ur life without looking bac n think of future, bcoz life itself is jz like a drama n u must watch it episode by episode, u jz cant rewind or fast4ward, dats not the way.
eribody has their own secrets, MUST hav, those dat said dey doesnt is jz a lame actor/actress, or dey jz living a hollow life wif nothing special ever happen 2 dem. My fren once said dat i can speak of wut i ting abt sumbody directly bcoz i hav so many frens, i jz wont care of losing ani1 dat i might hurt.
ACTUALI, I DO. i treasure my frenship wif those dat i scold, it is bcoz i hope we can b a better man, or people. if i dun treasure u at all, u wont get ani interaction frm me.
1 year frm now, i'll b at a different place den where i write dis blog, n will der b the same person dat look at my blog now? u'll never noe, so jz live wif it. how 2 make a life wif minimum regrets is do wut u ting is right, if u try n failed, at least u get an answer. never leave a question mark in ur life, definitely NOT worth it.
2011年11月15日星期二
You are the apple of my eye :D
on Nov 12th 2011 i go watch dis Taiwan movie named exactly as my blog title wif 4 other guys. dis is a bit SH bcoz all 5 guys go watch a love movie... == end up 2 guys wif limited knowledge abt mandarin feel very EMO, 1 is sad bcoz he got sum regrets frm secondary skul, the other simply bcoz the main actor n actress end up NOT TOGETHER.
i wonder is der ani1 really dun hav ani regret at all in their life??? i hav experienced alot at my young age (jz 22 ok, still consider young). the main exp is frm the days we bet fball n den get in all those gangster related troubles which is stil fresh in my memories @@ but 2day main topic is abt gals XD
i duno gals laa, but guys do easily fall in love, or like sumbody. dey jz nid a gal wif acceptable look, n dat gal must at sum time happen sum special things wif dat guy to initiate a long lasting nightmares. 1 of the worse thing dat can happen within both sexes is dat u dun like he/she but dey like u. another most devastating event is dat the 1 u like r fallen wif ur frens... OMG dat sucks :DDD
i hav alot of the 1st incidents (i admit i'm not lengzai but ppl do likes me, chui meh???) :p but luckily din hav incident wif the latter event but i do hav a case wif a gal who cant b fren wif me animore bcoz of ppl gossips in front of her since i like her, she felt so annoyed dat ppl keep asking her my ting dat eventually we end up like a total stranger. n dats my regret in secondary skul.
actuali i wasnt like her so much, but it hurts wen ppl ignoring u n dun even look at u wen u both pass by each other. i had 2 say dat she hav sumting special 2wards me, i VERY sure!!! if not y she wil rush 2 me n ask me: "y r u fighting wif ppl? i wana go home ad u noe?" pls laa ppl, if dis is not like, i duno how cum a normal fren can b so nervous n scold ppl like dis ad...
but like doesnt mean dat person actuali wana b wif u, timing, family background, fren influence n etc r all very important. eri1 hav regrets, but nvr lives in the past bcoz u cant change aniting n dun worry the future bcoz it is stil not yet cum. appreciate wut is present n u wil b the most happy person u'll ever be.
i wonder is der ani1 really dun hav ani regret at all in their life??? i hav experienced alot at my young age (jz 22 ok, still consider young). the main exp is frm the days we bet fball n den get in all those gangster related troubles which is stil fresh in my memories @@ but 2day main topic is abt gals XD
i duno gals laa, but guys do easily fall in love, or like sumbody. dey jz nid a gal wif acceptable look, n dat gal must at sum time happen sum special things wif dat guy to initiate a long lasting nightmares. 1 of the worse thing dat can happen within both sexes is dat u dun like he/she but dey like u. another most devastating event is dat the 1 u like r fallen wif ur frens... OMG dat sucks :DDD
i hav alot of the 1st incidents (i admit i'm not lengzai but ppl do likes me, chui meh???) :p but luckily din hav incident wif the latter event but i do hav a case wif a gal who cant b fren wif me animore bcoz of ppl gossips in front of her since i like her, she felt so annoyed dat ppl keep asking her my ting dat eventually we end up like a total stranger. n dats my regret in secondary skul.
actuali i wasnt like her so much, but it hurts wen ppl ignoring u n dun even look at u wen u both pass by each other. i had 2 say dat she hav sumting special 2wards me, i VERY sure!!! if not y she wil rush 2 me n ask me: "y r u fighting wif ppl? i wana go home ad u noe?" pls laa ppl, if dis is not like, i duno how cum a normal fren can b so nervous n scold ppl like dis ad...
but like doesnt mean dat person actuali wana b wif u, timing, family background, fren influence n etc r all very important. eri1 hav regrets, but nvr lives in the past bcoz u cant change aniting n dun worry the future bcoz it is stil not yet cum. appreciate wut is present n u wil b the most happy person u'll ever be.
2011年11月4日星期五
The Most Amazing Comeback!!!
participate in 1Malaysia futsal tournament at Grand Kampar Sport Complex on 4th of november, althou we loss in the quarter final, beaten by the eventual 1st runner up by 2-0, i'm still remain as happy as the time i get my 1st champion medal in the KTAR 9-aside football tournament.
the most amazing comeback win so far in my life happen in my 1st grup match, we got down by 2-0 at half time, den at 2nd half, we jz so happen 2 b on form n scored back 4 goals!!! the spectators outside the futsal court jz stunned at us, particularly the indians r all quiet, bcoz our opponent is an Indian team.
our 1st opponent is the UTAR Interfaculty champion in 2009, while our 2nd opponent jz been crowned KTAR futsal open champion on August 2011. the 2nd match ended 0-0 n we go thru the grup stage as 1st place.
3 games is all we had play n eri1 jz show dat althou not as the best player individually, we still can play sum entertaining balls n win against 2 of Kampar champions team.
i rily glad dat i NEVER lose faith in my team, which is so near 2 happen at the KTAR futsal open, dis is wut make eri pain i suffer during cold weather worth it, jz worth it.
the most amazing comeback win so far in my life happen in my 1st grup match, we got down by 2-0 at half time, den at 2nd half, we jz so happen 2 b on form n scored back 4 goals!!! the spectators outside the futsal court jz stunned at us, particularly the indians r all quiet, bcoz our opponent is an Indian team.
our 1st opponent is the UTAR Interfaculty champion in 2009, while our 2nd opponent jz been crowned KTAR futsal open champion on August 2011. the 2nd match ended 0-0 n we go thru the grup stage as 1st place.
3 games is all we had play n eri1 jz show dat althou not as the best player individually, we still can play sum entertaining balls n win against 2 of Kampar champions team.
i rily glad dat i NEVER lose faith in my team, which is so near 2 happen at the KTAR futsal open, dis is wut make eri pain i suffer during cold weather worth it, jz worth it.
2011年11月3日星期四
Now You Said It :S
after 3 years in a relationship, now i heard wut is truly in ur mind, dat i'm not worthy of ur trust... u ting i dunno y u duwan let me go sports? jz said it, u afraid i mix wif other gals n den like dem.
i'm so disappointed, i promised i'll never fall into another gal after i date wif u since 2008, n i've done pretty well. i noe u never trust me 100%, but said it so sincerely in front of me jz make it ur biggest mistake.
in my fren circle, der is only a few gals dat's in my gang n most of dem r not available, even if sumbody bcum available 1 day, i will not fall into dem, whom r all my cozmates. i never get into a mess wif those around me, its jz make eri1 dat close 2 u both get isolated.
the main issue of getting along wif ur cozmate is dat u CERTAINLY CANNOT get along wif anibody else, especially other gals. do u ting i'll b so stupid n get a gf dat same coz wif me. after so many years, u jz not noe me. which is sad, 4 u...
a relationship dat din build on trust is destined 2 b broken, its jz a matter of time. gals is all like dis, wen dey get along wif guys, dey said dey r fren. wen guys get along wif gals, dey said u'r planning 2 cheat.
alrite, eriting ends here, i wont b mention it again but i noe we'll never truly get 2 where we want.
i'm so disappointed, i promised i'll never fall into another gal after i date wif u since 2008, n i've done pretty well. i noe u never trust me 100%, but said it so sincerely in front of me jz make it ur biggest mistake.
in my fren circle, der is only a few gals dat's in my gang n most of dem r not available, even if sumbody bcum available 1 day, i will not fall into dem, whom r all my cozmates. i never get into a mess wif those around me, its jz make eri1 dat close 2 u both get isolated.
the main issue of getting along wif ur cozmate is dat u CERTAINLY CANNOT get along wif anibody else, especially other gals. do u ting i'll b so stupid n get a gf dat same coz wif me. after so many years, u jz not noe me. which is sad, 4 u...
a relationship dat din build on trust is destined 2 b broken, its jz a matter of time. gals is all like dis, wen dey get along wif guys, dey said dey r fren. wen guys get along wif gals, dey said u'r planning 2 cheat.
alrite, eriting ends here, i wont b mention it again but i noe we'll never truly get 2 where we want.
2011年10月22日星期六
LIFE FACTS :p
1. U CAN'T MAKE A WISH IN TIME DURING METEOR RAIN: dis is bcoz the longest time u can c a meteor is abt 2 seconds, n wen eri1 wasting the time 2 shout wahh!!! eh!!! there!!! where??? den the meteor is long gone. TIPS: jz work harder 2wards ur goal, or make a short wish n practice it b4 u go 4 a meteor observation. PS: i'm not a fan of astronomy, the reason i go is jz 2 upheld my promise 2 a fren, which is 2 go if der is no rain.
2. MAN WILL LIKE A WOMAN EASILY BUT MAY TAKES A LIFETIME 2 LOVE: jz admit it boys :p frm own exp n 3th party stories, man wil easily like the gals dat dey interact wif all the time, i duno whether gals wil b the same anot. TIPS: 1 ting 2 make urself clear abt like/love is dat u can go interact wif another gal n c whether u'll develop a similar feeling, den u noe dat u'r not actuali falling in love :D PS: if u ever fallen in love, den u'll noe dat it is very hard 4 u 2 love another, even after years.
3. JZ 2 MAKE THINGS MORE INTERESTING AS ALWAYS: U CAN'T PRONOUNCE "SAI KAN" WITHOUT UR TONGUE TOUCHING UR MOUTH. jz ask a fren 2 listen 2 u n c wut u pronounce instead XD its like u cant pronounce M without closing ur lips.
FINALLY: I'M JZ A LOVELY ASSHOLE :D pls laa, u noe it!!! u wont even look at dis rite here rite now if dis is not the truth!!! i've been praised by ppl dat im so "lovely" since secondary skul, ders no laugh n fun wen i'm not up 2 the gear. eribody needs an asshole 2 feel noble, let me b coz i'm live 2 play the game, LETS ROCK ><
2. MAN WILL LIKE A WOMAN EASILY BUT MAY TAKES A LIFETIME 2 LOVE: jz admit it boys :p frm own exp n 3th party stories, man wil easily like the gals dat dey interact wif all the time, i duno whether gals wil b the same anot. TIPS: 1 ting 2 make urself clear abt like/love is dat u can go interact wif another gal n c whether u'll develop a similar feeling, den u noe dat u'r not actuali falling in love :D PS: if u ever fallen in love, den u'll noe dat it is very hard 4 u 2 love another, even after years.
3. JZ 2 MAKE THINGS MORE INTERESTING AS ALWAYS: U CAN'T PRONOUNCE "SAI KAN" WITHOUT UR TONGUE TOUCHING UR MOUTH. jz ask a fren 2 listen 2 u n c wut u pronounce instead XD its like u cant pronounce M without closing ur lips.
FINALLY: I'M JZ A LOVELY ASSHOLE :D pls laa, u noe it!!! u wont even look at dis rite here rite now if dis is not the truth!!! i've been praised by ppl dat im so "lovely" since secondary skul, ders no laugh n fun wen i'm not up 2 the gear. eribody needs an asshole 2 feel noble, let me b coz i'm live 2 play the game, LETS ROCK ><
2011年10月17日星期一
Truth or Dare???
jz happen 2 b playing a truth/dare game wif my frens recently. the way it goes is not unexpected bcoz>>> u noe mostly dat gals wont tell u the truth, even if dey say so!!! n especially wen eri1 is not drunk...
end up wif eri1 act like saying the truth, but actuali not. sum r trying 2 act properly, sum r totally lame. its like dey dun even care 2 act like telling the truth. dats the problem wif ppl going 2 bistro but not getting drunk!!!
if u'r not going 2 speak of the truth, pls jz accept the punishment n empty ur glass, dun spoiled the party(which is a virtue i seem as most important). But at least i confirm my analysis of my fren, which is already done over a year or so. actuali i noe more den i ask, jz dat we jz gonna ask sumting so dat it wont get 2 waste :(
i end up telling dem sumting i kept for years... actuali i will tell few of dem even if i'm not having ani alcohol, but alcohol definitely makes ppl breaks down easier. my problem persist, but at least i wont hav 2 keep it like>>>FOREVER...
Dun spoil the party pls :S
end up wif eri1 act like saying the truth, but actuali not. sum r trying 2 act properly, sum r totally lame. its like dey dun even care 2 act like telling the truth. dats the problem wif ppl going 2 bistro but not getting drunk!!!
if u'r not going 2 speak of the truth, pls jz accept the punishment n empty ur glass, dun spoiled the party(which is a virtue i seem as most important). But at least i confirm my analysis of my fren, which is already done over a year or so. actuali i noe more den i ask, jz dat we jz gonna ask sumting so dat it wont get 2 waste :(
i end up telling dem sumting i kept for years... actuali i will tell few of dem even if i'm not having ani alcohol, but alcohol definitely makes ppl breaks down easier. my problem persist, but at least i wont hav 2 keep it like>>>FOREVER...
Dun spoil the party pls :S
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