wen we heard sumting abt jealous, 4 me its actuali represent the feeling of inferior 2wards other ppl. there is other words like envy n admire, wen we said admire of sumbody, den its jz dat we hope dat we may possess sumting dey hav, but wif jealous means dat we'r actuali feel unhappy wen sumbody hv sumting dat we wan but dun possess.
my best fren since form 3 told me dat he actuali feeling jealous n inferior wen go 2 our others fren CNY party, bcoz we're all studying but he ad at work since form 6. i told him dat now ppl dun rate ur qualification jz rate how much u earn n wut property u hv, i console him dat after i graduated i owe ppl 50k ad, so he is practically more rich den me by 50k, plus now he ad own a car.
coming bac 2 dis blog which i hv saved but not completed until recently, i try 2 rewind my days since den n analyse how many times did i admire, envy n jealous of ppl since CNY. purposely doing dis 4 a worthy oldfren :-)
1st: ENVY羡慕: after CNY, i came bac frm hometown n find out dat my housemate has bought a Gen2, althou it is 2nd hand 1 but stil nice aniway, he even change a new SAMSUNG GALAXY NOTE!!! i had been fighting 2 control my spending instinct 4 a Galaxy S2, but decided 2 spend it on my LEGO (which is my main hobby n it will increase or maintain its value over time), plus i can stil accept my Apple 3GS speed n function. is doing sum financial planning wif Public Mutual recently n a car loan is not far away :(
2nd: ADMIRE崇拜: b4 CNY over, i'm having gathering here n there n met sum successful fren (at least in my view). my fren who work in sales r earning alot of $$, his boss even gv him a company car, he chose a TOYOTA Vios, althou not under his name, but wen he drove the car 2 go meet us i think most of our 2ndary skulmates r so admired. den another fren jz finish his Biotech degree frm Australia!!! dis is so much difference btween myself n him, coz i oso taking Biotech but he rily spend a fortune on an Aussie cert. but i din felt envy or jealous at all coz its jz his luck, coz he got a wealthy father.
3rd: JEALOUS妒忌: i din hav ani jealous event happen recently but i do think of all past events, finally i come out wif a gal dat i like is in a relationship wif a guy, but dats rily a long time ago! i'm like cursing dem eriday c wen wil dey break off! hahaha! dis is definitely a good jealous example XDDD
ders rily many things dat we can get jealous, sum ppl even compare demself wif own brother sister. things like ppl hav more money, more girlfrens, no nid study can get good result is rily small cases. sumtime i ting woman rily can jealous on aniting, so it is BEST not 2 comparing dem wif ani living or non-living items, all of dem wil jealous but jz not showing it.
i feel happy dat wen i review my life dat i dun rily jealous of ppl, dats mean i hv a reasonable happy life or i'm jz positiv thinking. however i can say ppl do alwiz envy or jealous abt others. sumtime i oso cant understand y ppl wil jealous their frens, until a point dat dey start blackmail dem, actuali dis all is nonsense 1 laa. der wil alwiz b sum1 better den ourselves, if we dun Love ourself n respect u own jz 4 who n what u r, ders actuali no point in ur life. coz u wil alwiz b unhappy.
as 4 ppl dat alwiz let others jealous, i wana congratulates u all!!! coz u r definitely a better person den the rest of dos losers :p haha! i duno y ppl wil gossips dat i hav girlfren d but stil so fren wif other gals, my gf oso not complaining(or she doesnt noes :D)... rumors rily can came out of nowhere n i can oni said不招人忌是庸才!
haha, dis sem is gonna end real soon n all of us will officially enter into the Jungle! a place where oni the best suited wil survives! good hunting eribody, althou sum ppl i rily dislikes but stil wil wish ya'll all the best! u get my meaning XD
2012年2月20日星期一
2012年2月16日星期四
The Curse of Valentinus :(
Valentine's day is located on every FEB 14th 2 celebrate love. the name came frm Christ saint Valentinus, n called St Valentine's day. suppose he is sumbody who r HEAVILY in love or the saint or angel dat gv LOVE? or he jz simply created the day?
but in present day, ppl jz noe dat dis day is a day dat couple must go out celebrate 2gether, xchange gifts n jz do all u can 2 live up 2 dis most romantic day of the year. as usual, the latest Valentine's day cost me more den a hundred bucks, which is consider normal compared 2 past expenditure. 4 me, all dis kinda days (father mother lover n wutsoever) is jz an event ppl created 2 earn money, so y we all gonna spend money jz 2 show dat we love sum1? i ting now ppl (especially WOMAN) r evaluating a man's love by the value of their presents n sum of money spend on dem.
y? as i can gv an example, if a guy spent time 2 make a present himself, which cost little money but alot of hard work, but do dis little present hav a comparable effect on a branded watch? plus Roses? plus 5 star hotel Valentine's dinner?
i can say most gals wil ting NO! but nearly all of dem won't admit so! den u can go surf around Facebook, u'll find out most posts is frm female who received a RESPECTABLE amount n value of presents, n very few who wil write hav a simple dinner wif my BF, thank you so much. y? no presents? no money? no thanks!!!
as 4 myself, i never gv aniting on Valentine's day, except 4 a meal. but i wil spend on our anniversary coz dat day is the day dat we start our relationship, which at least serve sum purposes. but dis year i get a surprise ... frm u c the "..." means dat dis surprise is more 2 shocked den impressed.
as the curse of Valentinus may resemble sumting round in shape n hollow in centre, u can guess dat?! den u stil gonna act happy althou u'r not... dats the way 2 maintain a relationship, act as much as u can wen the situation required the most!!! wut i dun like is the purpose of dis presents, i noe frm 1st instant dat dis wil b a curse dat pronounce like: i'm SERIOUSLY in love wif sumbody n not available. i duwan 2 bliv wut i ting is true but y she 1 me 2 wear it all the time while herself is not??? dis is a declaration of ownership laa! EASY!!!
as V day jz passed n i review my relationship wif her, i wonder y gals alwiz change their requirement n ask their bf 2 bcome better n better? wen demself r not improving thou... my frens dat is in love since upper 6 jz break off few months ago, ending a 4 years relationship jz like mine(going 2 b 4 years).
4 sum1 like me, a pure GEMINI dat r so playful n flirty(yes i admit) 2 b wif sum1 4 so long n stay loyal, i kept my promise, but where is urs? i rily felt let down wen i ask u dis question, u said i promise 2 wait u until 28. ok, so u wont change ur lifestyle n attitude until the deadline is near, but u stil 1 me 2 do dis do dat.
i found out dat i have been cheat 4 so long, althou ppl may doubt it, but i rily love u. dats y i stil let u cheat, but how can sum1 like me stay like dis 4ever? u can force sumbody do sumting dey dun like but deep inside did dey rily can cheat demself too, it is a NO. i may wear the curse but i NEVER wil let the curse 2 get on me.
but in present day, ppl jz noe dat dis day is a day dat couple must go out celebrate 2gether, xchange gifts n jz do all u can 2 live up 2 dis most romantic day of the year. as usual, the latest Valentine's day cost me more den a hundred bucks, which is consider normal compared 2 past expenditure. 4 me, all dis kinda days (father mother lover n wutsoever) is jz an event ppl created 2 earn money, so y we all gonna spend money jz 2 show dat we love sum1? i ting now ppl (especially WOMAN) r evaluating a man's love by the value of their presents n sum of money spend on dem.
y? as i can gv an example, if a guy spent time 2 make a present himself, which cost little money but alot of hard work, but do dis little present hav a comparable effect on a branded watch? plus Roses? plus 5 star hotel Valentine's dinner?
i can say most gals wil ting NO! but nearly all of dem won't admit so! den u can go surf around Facebook, u'll find out most posts is frm female who received a RESPECTABLE amount n value of presents, n very few who wil write hav a simple dinner wif my BF, thank you so much. y? no presents? no money? no thanks!!!
as 4 myself, i never gv aniting on Valentine's day, except 4 a meal. but i wil spend on our anniversary coz dat day is the day dat we start our relationship, which at least serve sum purposes. but dis year i get a surprise ... frm u c the "..." means dat dis surprise is more 2 shocked den impressed.
as the curse of Valentinus may resemble sumting round in shape n hollow in centre, u can guess dat?! den u stil gonna act happy althou u'r not... dats the way 2 maintain a relationship, act as much as u can wen the situation required the most!!! wut i dun like is the purpose of dis presents, i noe frm 1st instant dat dis wil b a curse dat pronounce like: i'm SERIOUSLY in love wif sumbody n not available. i duwan 2 bliv wut i ting is true but y she 1 me 2 wear it all the time while herself is not??? dis is a declaration of ownership laa! EASY!!!
as V day jz passed n i review my relationship wif her, i wonder y gals alwiz change their requirement n ask their bf 2 bcome better n better? wen demself r not improving thou... my frens dat is in love since upper 6 jz break off few months ago, ending a 4 years relationship jz like mine(going 2 b 4 years).
4 sum1 like me, a pure GEMINI dat r so playful n flirty(yes i admit) 2 b wif sum1 4 so long n stay loyal, i kept my promise, but where is urs? i rily felt let down wen i ask u dis question, u said i promise 2 wait u until 28. ok, so u wont change ur lifestyle n attitude until the deadline is near, but u stil 1 me 2 do dis do dat.
i found out dat i have been cheat 4 so long, althou ppl may doubt it, but i rily love u. dats y i stil let u cheat, but how can sum1 like me stay like dis 4ever? u can force sumbody do sumting dey dun like but deep inside did dey rily can cheat demself too, it is a NO. i may wear the curse but i NEVER wil let the curse 2 get on me.
2012年2月8日星期三
Pre season. Futsal league season 2.
jz came bac frm futsal 1st frenly wif another opponent in our league, won slightly but i'm stil very happy, coz the team we played against is the most Lan Si team in UTAR, wenever i play dem its jz gv me dat xtra buzz :D
saw my ex teammate at the sport complex, ting he's playing futsal wif other ppl, feel sorry coz we technically(actuali) kick him out of the team, but sum ppl jz do things too easily, den make ppl dat r serious felt let down. all dat matters is dat we stil remain frens, sumtime wen we go 2 work, even we kenot work wif our colleague we stil maintain our frenship, which happen on my relationship wif my ex housemate, she intern wif 2gether but i jz damn hate her wen work.
work, study n play is wat we spend most of our time on, so serious in dis matters is very normal. but sumtime ppl may b too serious, n spoilt other ppl mood. i was once adviced by a fren dat sumtime i too serious ad den it'll make dem feel pressure, so wenever i play sports which is categorized as play 4 fun, i rily play as relax as possible, so as 2 make sure eribody feel happy.
althou i seem like take things too easily in my life (eg: study), but i alwiz gv my best wen it matters. i jz gone thru too many things since secondary skul, which make eriting happen in Uni look very simple 2 me. stil feel bad bcoz we din ask our ex teammate 2 join us in futsal again, but will repay in other ways.
study hard, work hard n most importanty play hard! sumtime i oso realised i'm not serious enuf, mayb i can achieve more wif xtra effort, definitely apply in study. but thats life so short 2 b waste on study!!! n certainly not on pretending 2 be sumbody else.
saw my ex teammate at the sport complex, ting he's playing futsal wif other ppl, feel sorry coz we technically(actuali) kick him out of the team, but sum ppl jz do things too easily, den make ppl dat r serious felt let down. all dat matters is dat we stil remain frens, sumtime wen we go 2 work, even we kenot work wif our colleague we stil maintain our frenship, which happen on my relationship wif my ex housemate, she intern wif 2gether but i jz damn hate her wen work.
work, study n play is wat we spend most of our time on, so serious in dis matters is very normal. but sumtime ppl may b too serious, n spoilt other ppl mood. i was once adviced by a fren dat sumtime i too serious ad den it'll make dem feel pressure, so wenever i play sports which is categorized as play 4 fun, i rily play as relax as possible, so as 2 make sure eribody feel happy.
althou i seem like take things too easily in my life (eg: study), but i alwiz gv my best wen it matters. i jz gone thru too many things since secondary skul, which make eriting happen in Uni look very simple 2 me. stil feel bad bcoz we din ask our ex teammate 2 join us in futsal again, but will repay in other ways.
study hard, work hard n most importanty play hard! sumtime i oso realised i'm not serious enuf, mayb i can achieve more wif xtra effort, definitely apply in study. but thats life so short 2 b waste on study!!! n certainly not on pretending 2 be sumbody else.
2012年1月31日星期二
农历新年！
哈哈，为了补偿自己没有放到假，敢敢从开学到新年都没回大学！这个新年拿了多年来最大的一个红包了！因为澳洲的亲戚回来探亲，给了很多钱。去朋友家拜年就算了，还在人家那里赢了不少哦！哈哈哈！小孩子真的是过年最开心！现在离十五晚还有一段时间，如果破千就爽到~~~
在初三见了很多中学同学，但是太多人了又要开台，很多都没谈到话。初四晚见回form 4的同学，一个很久没联络的竟然穿deep V叻！！！真的不知道要看还是不要看？？？我也肯定经得起时间考验的感情才是最重要的，以前几喜欢的那位同学，见回面也没有说很开心。
初六就见了一位很重要的人，其实是很重要还是最重要到现在还是搞不懂。竟然会吃起醋来说为什么我们“每次”见面“她”都要一直打电话来！哈哈！那我下次关电话咯。
心里想，大学的同学以后还会不会联络叻？中学的认识这么久都很少联络了。竟然还有人说以后可以约去旅行！是真心的就会联络啦，不用想太多！
最惨的是初七回大学，没有得拜天公和吃烧肉！但不管怎样今年还是很开心，希望末日不要来，让我再多拿几年红包啦！！！
祝大家龙年行大运！
2012年1月2日星期一
Gangsterism :S
After i watch the 1990s movie series of "Gu Wak Zai", it makes me recapturing all those years in my 2ndary skul life dat involves violence n gambling, as a skul full of rich n (not so poor) students, gambling in our skul r particulary outstanding, mayb more outstanding den our results.
However, bcoz of my skul is n stil the most popular skul at Butterworth, all dis kind of news r cover up n all negativ issues r dealt undertable. i can quite rmb my 1st n only dai lou selling sextapes in our Male toilet == its actually quite embarrasing but luckily he din force me 2 sell 2gether!!!
The violence in our skul r so terrible dat the management set-up a CCTV in our MALE TOILET!!! i can said dat mayb less den 5 skuls in Malaysia has CCTV in male toilet. the most terrible students shud b the batch which r 1 year older den me, n after me i ting the violence n gambling has changed 2 gambling n sex scandals!!!
i rmb last year my skul hav a couple r caught naked in our Form 6 classes, OMG!!! y do it at skul??? i rily cant bliv got ppl do dis ting at skul, i heard my seniors done it b4 but i alwiz tot it was like warm up rather den a HOMERUN!!!
Gambling is 1 of the most infamous Chinese culture, i can said most chinese (90%) will / does gamble. i gamble on football matches since form 1, the 2002 World Cup anibody??? after a long n suffering losing period, we all noe dat players r alwiz on a losing side unless we can b host, so on 2006 i decided (n hav the guts) to b a bookie n tk up all the bets frm my skul. can u imagine frm a rm500 angpao n earn until rm20k of cash in a plastic folder in less den 2 years?
n dats jz the sum after i spend whole lot on burning money (especially on Motorola). but ppl said wut u do define wut a person u r, n earning dis kinda money doesnt make urself ani proud. Arrogance n greedy, i lived dis kinda life for 3 years, u wil never understand how easy ppl make money frm gambling n drug trafficking unless u try. i never involve in ani drugs deal in my skul, but dat doesnt make me ani better den those who does. how many ppl has lose n bcum a gambler bcoz of me?
n the worse part is i din feel guilty, bcoz until 2day i stil use 1 same reason 2 cover my guilt, dat i'd never ask dem 2 bet, all of dem come 2 me via their fren, wen ppl want 2 bet, dey will find a way 2 bet, n dis is y gambling wil never end in my skul.
b a good man usually means be a poor man as well, 2 success sumtimes ppl hav 2 do sumting dat r not morale but i ting wen a large sum of money / benefits involved, most ppl does betrayed demselves. Eri1 n eriting has a price, i alwiz withold dis belief, 4 it is universally true.
Eri1 wants 2 be a better person, n I'm trying hard not 2 bcum wat i am last time, stop betting for 2 years but stil fighting hard 2 get rid of it, money does make ppl crazy :S
However, bcoz of my skul is n stil the most popular skul at Butterworth, all dis kind of news r cover up n all negativ issues r dealt undertable. i can quite rmb my 1st n only dai lou selling sextapes in our Male toilet == its actually quite embarrasing but luckily he din force me 2 sell 2gether!!!
The violence in our skul r so terrible dat the management set-up a CCTV in our MALE TOILET!!! i can said dat mayb less den 5 skuls in Malaysia has CCTV in male toilet. the most terrible students shud b the batch which r 1 year older den me, n after me i ting the violence n gambling has changed 2 gambling n sex scandals!!!
i rmb last year my skul hav a couple r caught naked in our Form 6 classes, OMG!!! y do it at skul??? i rily cant bliv got ppl do dis ting at skul, i heard my seniors done it b4 but i alwiz tot it was like warm up rather den a HOMERUN!!!
Gambling is 1 of the most infamous Chinese culture, i can said most chinese (90%) will / does gamble. i gamble on football matches since form 1, the 2002 World Cup anibody??? after a long n suffering losing period, we all noe dat players r alwiz on a losing side unless we can b host, so on 2006 i decided (n hav the guts) to b a bookie n tk up all the bets frm my skul. can u imagine frm a rm500 angpao n earn until rm20k of cash in a plastic folder in less den 2 years?
n dats jz the sum after i spend whole lot on burning money (especially on Motorola). but ppl said wut u do define wut a person u r, n earning dis kinda money doesnt make urself ani proud. Arrogance n greedy, i lived dis kinda life for 3 years, u wil never understand how easy ppl make money frm gambling n drug trafficking unless u try. i never involve in ani drugs deal in my skul, but dat doesnt make me ani better den those who does. how many ppl has lose n bcum a gambler bcoz of me?
n the worse part is i din feel guilty, bcoz until 2day i stil use 1 same reason 2 cover my guilt, dat i'd never ask dem 2 bet, all of dem come 2 me via their fren, wen ppl want 2 bet, dey will find a way 2 bet, n dis is y gambling wil never end in my skul.
b a good man usually means be a poor man as well, 2 success sumtimes ppl hav 2 do sumting dat r not morale but i ting wen a large sum of money / benefits involved, most ppl does betrayed demselves. Eri1 n eriting has a price, i alwiz withold dis belief, 4 it is universally true.
Eri1 wants 2 be a better person, n I'm trying hard not 2 bcum wat i am last time, stop betting for 2 years but stil fighting hard 2 get rid of it, money does make ppl crazy :S
2011年12月18日星期日
以下故事纯属虚构，如有雷同，实属恰合。
刚刚上了网，看见你的消息，进了你的photo album看一看有什么最新发型啦，竟然有张N年前送给你两只bear bear的照片。原来你还收着叻。虽然很久没想起你，但看见了还有些开心。其实啊，我不是很喜欢你的，不过被那些人讲到以为自己很喜欢你罢了。。。我还记得你收到这份礼物时说了这么一句：“原来他真的不是在玩我”。（还有些眼泪，干妈还叫我快快去追你，会成功的说，但是！我还是要说，我真的没想过要追你）虽然我没有亲手送给你，这句话，我记到了现在。
想起你发现我跟人打架受伤，然后跑回学校找我，说了一句经典名言：“我要回家了你知道吗？为什么跑去跟人打架？”的样子真的很好笑很好玩，我们那一班男生笑了很久。对！就是衰好玩！谢谢你这句话，我学会在自己喜欢的人面前不再这么好玩，不然可能到现在还是单身叻。。。但是我也不明白我去打架跟你要回家有什么关系。。。
在大学也认识了一个像你一样单（纯/蠢）的女生，不不，应该会比你够力！不知道是因为她还单身不用怕人家男友生气，还是因为她有点像你叻？所以和她特别多话聊，但不敢说太多，暗恋她的人好像还蛮多，而且很多事你们女生都会告诉人“千万不要说出去哈？！”（真的还他妈的叻）不过我不会喜欢这些女生叻，太闷了，就算是在一起了也很快散。她算是我大学朋友里“其中”几个最美的了，但你赢了那么一点气质，她有点男人婆，哈哈哈！
有很多事真的很想告诉你，那朵又CHEAP又丑的玫瑰不是我送的，是那个鸟人自己要送个他喜欢的人，买多一朵给你来掩饰。还有我从来没说过你的坏话，是你自己信错人还想太多。真的不明白为什么我说你是班上“其中”一个美女会带来这么大的反应，也许是前面班的人太寂寞没事做。你去年来找我谈天说要在KL gathering，我真的吓死，最后也不成事。但我很肯定去到也是没什么话好说。
不知道你做什么了叻？我现在过得不错叻，希望你也会开开心心，做不成医生做护士也不错啦。也是救人罢了吗，找个医生嫁掉他啦。
希望这篇虚构的故事，你会看到，我就真的是沉冤得雪。
想起你发现我跟人打架受伤，然后跑回学校找我，说了一句经典名言：“我要回家了你知道吗？为什么跑去跟人打架？”的样子真的很好笑很好玩，我们那一班男生笑了很久。对！就是衰好玩！谢谢你这句话，我学会在自己喜欢的人面前不再这么好玩，不然可能到现在还是单身叻。。。但是我也不明白我去打架跟你要回家有什么关系。。。
在大学也认识了一个像你一样单（纯/蠢）的女生，不不，应该会比你够力！不知道是因为她还单身不用怕人家男友生气，还是因为她有点像你叻？所以和她特别多话聊，但不敢说太多，暗恋她的人好像还蛮多，而且很多事你们女生都会告诉人“千万不要说出去哈？！”（真的还他妈的叻）不过我不会喜欢这些女生叻，太闷了，就算是在一起了也很快散。她算是我大学朋友里“其中”几个最美的了，但你赢了那么一点气质，她有点男人婆，哈哈哈！
有很多事真的很想告诉你，那朵又CHEAP又丑的玫瑰不是我送的，是那个鸟人自己要送个他喜欢的人，买多一朵给你来掩饰。还有我从来没说过你的坏话，是你自己信错人还想太多。真的不明白为什么我说你是班上“其中”一个美女会带来这么大的反应，也许是前面班的人太寂寞没事做。你去年来找我谈天说要在KL gathering，我真的吓死，最后也不成事。但我很肯定去到也是没什么话好说。
不知道你做什么了叻？我现在过得不错叻，希望你也会开开心心，做不成医生做护士也不错啦。也是救人罢了吗，找个医生嫁掉他啦。
希望这篇虚构的故事，你会看到，我就真的是沉冤得雪。
2011年12月10日星期六
Let go is the way 2 get sumting.
Life is made up by choices u made n chances dat u tk or leave, ders is so many beautiful things(living/ non-living) in life dat u may wanted 2 hav but if u like eriting, den u'll end up wif nothing.
u MUST never get eriting, even if u can or u wanted too. y? dis is bcoz wen u get eriting, ders is nothing 2 let u fight 4 animore. but ders is oso sum case wen u jz cant get enuf, like smartfons :S eri year ders so many smartfon coming out, den u look at ur own, thinking dat its time 2 get a new 1. if u r a person like dis, den u end up changing a fon eri year, den wut u get at the end is jz fame n ur desire jz 2 hav a latest fon, dats all.
my frens ask me 1 question which i felt is interesting, n i jz came up wif an answer: wen u noe u can get 1 thing, but u chose not 2 get it, will it b a regret? der wil NEVER b an answer, so jz carrying on ur life without looking bac n think of future, bcoz life itself is jz like a drama n u must watch it episode by episode, u jz cant rewind or fast4ward, dats not the way.
eribody has their own secrets, MUST hav, those dat said dey doesnt is jz a lame actor/actress, or dey jz living a hollow life wif nothing special ever happen 2 dem. My fren once said dat i can speak of wut i ting abt sumbody directly bcoz i hav so many frens, i jz wont care of losing ani1 dat i might hurt.
ACTUALI, I DO. i treasure my frenship wif those dat i scold, it is bcoz i hope we can b a better man, or people. if i dun treasure u at all, u wont get ani interaction frm me.
1 year frm now, i'll b at a different place den where i write dis blog, n will der b the same person dat look at my blog now? u'll never noe, so jz live wif it. how 2 make a life wif minimum regrets is do wut u ting is right, if u try n failed, at least u get an answer. never leave a question mark in ur life, definitely NOT worth it.
u MUST never get eriting, even if u can or u wanted too. y? dis is bcoz wen u get eriting, ders is nothing 2 let u fight 4 animore. but ders is oso sum case wen u jz cant get enuf, like smartfons :S eri year ders so many smartfon coming out, den u look at ur own, thinking dat its time 2 get a new 1. if u r a person like dis, den u end up changing a fon eri year, den wut u get at the end is jz fame n ur desire jz 2 hav a latest fon, dats all.
my frens ask me 1 question which i felt is interesting, n i jz came up wif an answer: wen u noe u can get 1 thing, but u chose not 2 get it, will it b a regret? der wil NEVER b an answer, so jz carrying on ur life without looking bac n think of future, bcoz life itself is jz like a drama n u must watch it episode by episode, u jz cant rewind or fast4ward, dats not the way.
eribody has their own secrets, MUST hav, those dat said dey doesnt is jz a lame actor/actress, or dey jz living a hollow life wif nothing special ever happen 2 dem. My fren once said dat i can speak of wut i ting abt sumbody directly bcoz i hav so many frens, i jz wont care of losing ani1 dat i might hurt.
ACTUALI, I DO. i treasure my frenship wif those dat i scold, it is bcoz i hope we can b a better man, or people. if i dun treasure u at all, u wont get ani interaction frm me.
1 year frm now, i'll b at a different place den where i write dis blog, n will der b the same person dat look at my blog now? u'll never noe, so jz live wif it. how 2 make a life wif minimum regrets is do wut u ting is right, if u try n failed, at least u get an answer. never leave a question mark in ur life, definitely NOT worth it.
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