wen we heard sumting abt jealous, 4 me its actuali represent the feeling of inferior 2wards other ppl. there is other words like envy n admire, wen we said admire of sumbody, den its jz dat we hope dat we may possess sumting dey hav, but wif jealous means dat we'r actuali feel unhappy wen sumbody hv sumting dat we wan but dun possess.
my best fren since form 3 told me dat he actuali feeling jealous n inferior wen go 2 our others fren CNY party, bcoz we're all studying but he ad at work since form 6. i told him dat now ppl dun rate ur qualification jz rate how much u earn n wut property u hv, i console him dat after i graduated i owe ppl 50k ad, so he is practically more rich den me by 50k, plus now he ad own a car.
coming bac 2 dis blog which i hv saved but not completed until recently, i try 2 rewind my days since den n analyse how many times did i admire, envy n jealous of ppl since CNY. purposely doing dis 4 a worthy oldfren :-)
1st: ENVY羡慕: after CNY, i came bac frm hometown n find out dat my housemate has bought a Gen2, althou it is 2nd hand 1 but stil nice aniway, he even change a new SAMSUNG GALAXY NOTE!!! i had been fighting 2 control my spending instinct 4 a Galaxy S2, but decided 2 spend it on my LEGO (which is my main hobby n it will increase or maintain its value over time), plus i can stil accept my Apple 3GS speed n function. is doing sum financial planning wif Public Mutual recently n a car loan is not far away :(
2nd: ADMIRE崇拜: b4 CNY over, i'm having gathering here n there n met sum successful fren (at least in my view). my fren who work in sales r earning alot of $$, his boss even gv him a company car, he chose a TOYOTA Vios, althou not under his name, but wen he drove the car 2 go meet us i think most of our 2ndary skulmates r so admired. den another fren jz finish his Biotech degree frm Australia!!! dis is so much difference btween myself n him, coz i oso taking Biotech but he rily spend a fortune on an Aussie cert. but i din felt envy or jealous at all coz its jz his luck, coz he got a wealthy father.
3rd: JEALOUS妒忌: i din hav ani jealous event happen recently but i do think of all past events, finally i come out wif a gal dat i like is in a relationship wif a guy, but dats rily a long time ago! i'm like cursing dem eriday c wen wil dey break off! hahaha! dis is definitely a good jealous example XDDD
ders rily many things dat we can get jealous, sum ppl even compare demself wif own brother sister. things like ppl hav more money, more girlfrens, no nid study can get good result is rily small cases. sumtime i ting woman rily can jealous on aniting, so it is BEST not 2 comparing dem wif ani living or non-living items, all of dem wil jealous but jz not showing it.
i feel happy dat wen i review my life dat i dun rily jealous of ppl, dats mean i hv a reasonable happy life or i'm jz positiv thinking. however i can say ppl do alwiz envy or jealous abt others. sumtime i oso cant understand y ppl wil jealous their frens, until a point dat dey start blackmail dem, actuali dis all is nonsense 1 laa. der wil alwiz b sum1 better den ourselves, if we dun Love ourself n respect u own jz 4 who n what u r, ders actuali no point in ur life. coz u wil alwiz b unhappy.
as 4 ppl dat alwiz let others jealous, i wana congratulates u all!!! coz u r definitely a better person den the rest of dos losers :p haha! i duno y ppl wil gossips dat i hav girlfren d but stil so fren wif other gals, my gf oso not complaining(or she doesnt noes :D)... rumors rily can came out of nowhere n i can oni said不招人忌是庸才!
haha, dis sem is gonna end real soon n all of us will officially enter into the Jungle! a place where oni the best suited wil survives! good hunting eribody, althou sum ppl i rily dislikes but stil wil wish ya'll all the best! u get my meaning XD
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