今天是2012的最后一天了，这一年发生了几件大事，屈指一数就有第一次自己出国玩啦，大学毕业，买了人生中的第一辆车，还有找到现在这份工。
今天还发生了一件我发梦也想不到的事，我中学女性朋友竟然在我跟女朋友拍拖时打来，她当然是逼我听啦，幸好还不至于叫我开speaker给她监听。我也很奇怪为什么这个时候会找我，之前在FB也没什么动静，她是说：我回来了不是找你们咯，我就问她那你问其他人得空没有？她就好像破工了的语气说还没有。以前跟我说因为没其他人的电话所以才先打给我而已，但现在大家的电话都有完了。好啦，其实我也是很开心她会找我！哈哈哈！其实我也很佩服我女人，知道我跟很多女生很熟都还能忍着我，只要不要超越她的底线就不管我了。
不过现在是2012年了，不会再有2005年的感觉了，当然开心是开心在最少人家久久回来槟城还会call来。还有另外一件大事，就是我喜欢很久那个终于回来槟城做工了，不过到现在都还没见到面。不见好过见啦，见了又不知道要怎样处理自己的心情。
其实大家心里也不会只喜欢一个人的，不过既然在一起了，爱的承诺就是要遵守，出轨的事一定不可以做。不知道是不是看其他人拍拖看久了，看女生看多了，我经常很容易觉得一些女生很假，身边的一些也不时会给我这种感觉，虽然每个人都有缺点，但我家这只除了太依赖我就真的好过外面的很多，现在女生看到你的车大一点，再发现你的工钱多一点，样子都变了。
在大学里我认识一个女生真的很好的，每次跟她拿report都是给我那种完成版，我只是随便改改就可以交了。如果我跟她都没有另一半我一定追她，反而她身边有一个号称系花的就每每让我有一点不知道她是人还是鬼，虽然到现在还是经常联络着，但我觉得她有那种现实的味道，做东西永远不会吃亏的。
所以我说要喜欢一个人之前一定要认识够久，不然死了还搞不清楚状况。
新的一年，希望自己认识多一点大老板。有钱就会有其他东西了！
2012年12月12日星期三
12-12-12
the date means nothing to me, wonder y eri1 like so fascinate bout dis day. eriday is so precious to me, no matter what date it is. but yday means sumting else, bcoz it is my 5th month in dis job, 11-12-12. join dis company exactly 5 months ago on July, n get a gift from a reactivated customer. a near 40k P/O after i meeting dem for so many weeks, finally they start to buy.
ppl is like dis, sum r easier to approach, more open minded, sum jz nid more time. as i alwiz bliv, hardworks alwiz paying off, 1 way or another, u'r effort wont b wasted. playing futsal against a group of newly known frens, very fast tempo game n overall eri1 is like former schoolteams player. a team of 16 yr old forcing eri1 to gv their best, the pride to win against a young team!
my dad ask me y eritime come bac so tired n knee pain but stil go? answer is easy, the pride n desire to win, dats what make me. n dats what needed to become successful, u can c the bosses out der, all of them r different, but they share a same traits, never want to lose n the bravery to take risks.
my branch advisor ask me to do sumting which is not right to the company, but if successful den both of us wil hv a couple hundreds each, the money is not the factor dat force me cooperate, i jz duwan to reject him. n btw, i said not right, doesnt mean its wrong.
QUOTE: ppl makes alot of money between black n white, the grey zone.
ppl is like dis, sum r easier to approach, more open minded, sum jz nid more time. as i alwiz bliv, hardworks alwiz paying off, 1 way or another, u'r effort wont b wasted. playing futsal against a group of newly known frens, very fast tempo game n overall eri1 is like former schoolteams player. a team of 16 yr old forcing eri1 to gv their best, the pride to win against a young team!
my dad ask me y eritime come bac so tired n knee pain but stil go? answer is easy, the pride n desire to win, dats what make me. n dats what needed to become successful, u can c the bosses out der, all of them r different, but they share a same traits, never want to lose n the bravery to take risks.
my branch advisor ask me to do sumting which is not right to the company, but if successful den both of us wil hv a couple hundreds each, the money is not the factor dat force me cooperate, i jz duwan to reject him. n btw, i said not right, doesnt mean its wrong.
QUOTE: ppl makes alot of money between black n white, the grey zone.
2012年12月3日星期一
KL 4 days 3 nights
Went KL on Nov 30th, a very random trip dat shock my mom n dad, coz the previous me won't go dis far by DRIVING, choosing to sit at home, watch movie / play computers all the time, myself proved dat ppl wil change, accordingly to their frens lifestyle or work culture.
Going out eriday meeting strangers at 1st, n now my close customers oredi, changes me. i took 2 annual leaves to go KL meet up wif UTAR frens, seem like eri1 not as close as b4, n its jz the 7th month after we graduate, n dis shud b a group of very close frens in UTAR. felt like the group a having a slow death, the relationships wil live a natural death... Boyzone is going to break, eri1 can feel it i think...
Mayb ppl won't appreciate dos around dem until dey lost sum1 completely. Reveived a great news from my old fren (a bad news in disguise). after asking her to back Penang work for years, finally she came back. at first i felt so happy, happy turn to despair, i knew after i meet her 1 day, my emoness wil come back. dont know what to do...
i'm alwiz controlling all the aspects in my life, what to do wif myself, what to do wif my customers, what to do wif business... but love & frenship is tearing me apart, i'm jz dunno how to position myself correctly n safely between love n friendship...
1 of my best girl de fren frm 2dary skul told me dat i treat ppl very good actuali, so wen i perli ppl sarcastically, ppl wil stil came bac to me, let me sarcastically perli again. but bcoz i treat eri1 good (boys n girls alike), im easily make sum girls misunderstood me especially wen dey jz drop frm a relationship, i swear, if i rily like sum1, dat person wil hear it frm me immediately, feel is very subjective, i can feel many girls fall in love wif me if i can, but the truth wont b lidat unless ppl told u it is.
I believe GOD will guide me, HE or SHE must. or else i'll follow Johnny Depp quote, wen u fall in love wif 2 persons, choose the 2nd 1. Bcoz u'll never love the 2nd 1 if u love the 1st 1 at the 1st place.
Going out eriday meeting strangers at 1st, n now my close customers oredi, changes me. i took 2 annual leaves to go KL meet up wif UTAR frens, seem like eri1 not as close as b4, n its jz the 7th month after we graduate, n dis shud b a group of very close frens in UTAR. felt like the group a having a slow death, the relationships wil live a natural death... Boyzone is going to break, eri1 can feel it i think...
Mayb ppl won't appreciate dos around dem until dey lost sum1 completely. Reveived a great news from my old fren (a bad news in disguise). after asking her to back Penang work for years, finally she came back. at first i felt so happy, happy turn to despair, i knew after i meet her 1 day, my emoness wil come back. dont know what to do...
i'm alwiz controlling all the aspects in my life, what to do wif myself, what to do wif my customers, what to do wif business... but love & frenship is tearing me apart, i'm jz dunno how to position myself correctly n safely between love n friendship...
1 of my best girl de fren frm 2dary skul told me dat i treat ppl very good actuali, so wen i perli ppl sarcastically, ppl wil stil came bac to me, let me sarcastically perli again. but bcoz i treat eri1 good (boys n girls alike), im easily make sum girls misunderstood me especially wen dey jz drop frm a relationship, i swear, if i rily like sum1, dat person wil hear it frm me immediately, feel is very subjective, i can feel many girls fall in love wif me if i can, but the truth wont b lidat unless ppl told u it is.
I believe GOD will guide me, HE or SHE must. or else i'll follow Johnny Depp quote, wen u fall in love wif 2 persons, choose the 2nd 1. Bcoz u'll never love the 2nd 1 if u love the 1st 1 at the 1st place.
订阅：
博文 (Atom)