Birthday Specials

     its not a very special day for me actually, but stil is happy bcoz of angpao :D n my fren treat me eat at KL n Kampar, save me alot of money XD

     met my Uni fren at KL, den bac Kampar play futsal wif the buddies, dey tot i failed my subs so go bac, bcoz i told dem if c me again meant i failed XD but i did my last sem perfectly, last minute Thesis oso can get B.  as the same as the majority lor :P

     luckily i chose the title wif minimum effort 2 complete althou i noe i cant score well wif dis kinda cheapscake FYP project, im very happy wif it ad. many ppl said my project very easy den i seldom go Lab or blah blah blah. But, i gonna say: u syok i syok??? hahahaha

     met her the other day at KL, i wish (curse) her cant get a new job at KL n b forced 2 bac Penang very very soon!!! hahahaha! i duwan go KL ler, many ppl many cars many expenses...

     life goes on pretty well after Uni, waiting 2 enter working life n until den, retirement n death r waiting!!! suddenly feel so down oredi :O

5月25日

     今天的事就算不写起来，感觉上应该永远都不会忘记吧？一段很少会听见的铃声，短短的四个小时，你，和我。

     没有人可以让我放心地什么都不用管，就只是跟着去，坐在那里，等着，等着。。。第一次跟朋友出去，一分钱都没花到。

     喝了的starbucks，吃了的nasi lemak，老板娘被你炸到的那个脸，每一段对话，你说的，我说的，没说的，就这样，永远的烙在心里。就是这么简单，但是这么难忘。

原来，真的是你。

Life After Study :(

     life goes on, time pass by, as fast as u can imagine n u cant stop it no matter how u wanted 2. stay at home for a week, feel more boring den at university but at least it rains here eriday at my hometown.

     my car wont reach until nxt week, by the time i ad gone 2 KL for a family visit at my bro house n wil celebrate my birthday der. i dont rily like 2 celebrate my bday but i would love 2 hv a few presents thou. ders lot of new Lego coming out, n my ifon plan oredi expired.

     too many things 2 do, too many things 2 buy, but i hav few time n no money. how sad for a fresh graduate. wut i can do without a car is on9 whole day at home, n hv sum random chats wif fren dat r very longgg time no see. especially dos dat gone 2 oversea for study.

     went across wif a not very fren de fren at midnite, (my fball teammate's ex, a not so familiar F3 classmate) she is at London. actuali i cant rmb her face very well unless i go 2 c her facebook profile, but we hav a good laugh non-stop chatting session for more den 1 hour :D wut a girl rily needs (18-80) is somehow similar, dey jz need ur care, true frm the heart, not bcoz u fall in love wif her or wutsoever. bcoz wen 2 person is in love wif each other, care n romances r necessary!

     i was jz seem 2 rmb she's taking law in Wales but duno y her FB location set at London, dis very very minor issue for me can make ppl feel very touch, jz bcoz i rmb she studied in Wales b4. its the same for my mum n grandma, i wish her happy mother's day n buy her a bday card by using my free rm200 coupon btw, n she felt so happy. My grandparents were so proud wen i jz buy dem food wenever i go out 2 play futsal or shopping at night.

     wen u do small things wif love n purely jz bcoz u treat dat person as ur frens n family, ppl wil notice. ders too many fakes fren out der, but time wil tell who is the one dat we must held on for the rest of our life.

Coming HOME (TT-TT)

     i'm coming home, coming home, after 3 years i'm coming home... grandpa has always ask me eritime i go bac hometown wen wil i go bac again, actuali i dun feel he misses me dat much but as a guy i noe dat wen we rily care n miss sumting or sum1, we dun do it as obvious as woman would.

     i'm gonna bac for 1 last time now. sure i wil come Kampar again but not as much like b4 ad, jz cm bac for futsal n seeing sum oldfrens, once dey all graduated i'm din hav ani reasons 2 cm bac animore. i'm going bac to my family, dad n mom, grandpa grandma. althou we din share the same surname but i'd been living wif dem since~Forever, n my life was all in dat half century old but stil quite a famous n nice coffee shop :D

     Going bac once in 2 months, at most once a month makes my mom angry sumtimes, but i alwiz gv the reason of too many exams n assignments :P but i jz too lazy to go bac by bus, 4 hours sumtime 5 to reach the doorstep, ok as a guy i should be able 2 deal wif it, but i admit i'm quite a "xiu yeh zai" person~~~thank you.

     Dragging on the packing process, do it as slow as possible bcoz once finish, its time to leave. Damn EMO wen my playlist play the songs of "Na Xie Nian, U r the apple of my eye". seriously FXXK. eritime said Kampar a bad place wen coming bac frm hometown, but now i miss dis place, mostly bcoz of the persons dat wil equally misses dis place as much as i am. Badmintons, futsals, mamak, Left4Dead...

     The end here will be a new beginning somewhere else. We might not be seeing each other again but we certainly shared moments that will last to the end, the end of all time.

PS: all those photos n videos taken during UTAR rily makes ppl sad :(

终须一别！

     现在是礼拜天了，拜一拿了thesis就要回家咯。所谓千里送君，终须一别。一直在安慰自己，大学的朋友才参了三年，再难过，不舍，也不会像小学；中学酱惨吧。

     但深想一层，小学我和同班同学一起升中学，中学又有一班朋友一起升大学，现在大学毕业了，还有可能在一起吗？就算我去KL做工，大家最多不是一星期见一次？如果要拍拖什么的，根本没机会再见面了。

     但是我回家乡后，就可以见回以前在中学的朋友，有很多人真的很久没见面了，今年农历新年时竟然被人骂我没良心，没有找她，其实如果要谈天什么的，女生也可以主动一点啊，朋友之间根本不需要什么要脸不要脸的。

     在大学我学会了一件事，就算参在一起的朋友，一起打羽球，一起出街，当有什么tips啊，帮忙签attendance啊，有些人会自动帮忙，有些人真的让我觉得很自私，有什么tips都不会share，在考试里面的那几percent，就可以买起我们的友情。

     我参着的一班男生，大家废在一起，考试时自动读书，assignment最后一分钟才做，能毕业不就好了咯。去intern也是遇见一个女生，初期真的很fren，还让同事以为我们在一起，但女生是不是天生就自私点的？

     在我参的一班女生里，一开始就认识一个女的；人真的不错，会是我喜欢的类型，自动帮签名，出成绩还打来告诉我。最后虽然发现她感情生活有点随便，但每个人都有自己的经历，我们不能用自己心中的那一把尺，去衡量每一个人。

     再不久就认识了一个傻傻的，人真的很搞笑，我扮女人的那一次她还借衣服和帮我化妆。每一次去上lab还是出门玩，她都像我们的妈妈酱照顾我们。另一个第二年才认识的，我每次都会跟她要report，二话不说就给了，有时没做完还特地赶时间做完给我，好让我有时间去改！真的是感动，可惜这些好女人全部都有男朋友了。当然我也是有女友啦，只想说男生要找就要找这些女生，不会错的啦！

     一开始认识的还有一个蛮自私的女生，她在班上真的很不受欢迎，我的一个朋友还真的很鬼讨厌她。通过她，在第二年认识了一个班上最美的女生吧，但不会打扮，拍毕业照时被很多人比下去了。一开始认识时觉得还不错的，但日久见人心吧，有很多事我事先都已经知道了，她的roommate还整天跟我在Facebook聊叻，还有些感情的事也有人告诉我很多，去问就只是要看她怎样回答。很多事答应了不可以让第三个人知道。但想说有时候漂亮的人会有一个缺点，就是不会为其他人做任何事，被人宠爱惯了就只会利用别人的感觉咯。

     总的来说班上也没有坏人啦，但只能说在大学学到很多人和事，千万不要被表面所蒙骗。最近开始写回日记了，要写什么就写什么，记下的，都是人生最真实的一面。BLOG，到最后都是写给别人看的啦。离别是对一段感情最好的考验，只有值得你珍惜的人，还有会珍惜你的人，才会留下。下次再见，大家再来谈个痛快吧！

Goodbye Everybody!!!

     Wenever my niece going out she'll said Goodbye Eribody so loud dat u wont miss out the moment she's leaving the house. n dats wut i gonna tell eri1 tmr. Monday 11am.

     wen we were young, eriting was so simple n straight4ward, wen u like sum1, u show it or speak it out, n wen u dont like sum1, u can alwiz simply walk away. wen we grow up day by day, people bcum more difficult 2 b happy, like ders nothing 2 b happy 4, n bcum more fake.

     sumtime, we jz nid 2 b ourself, show ppl who u r, if dey like it, jz stay, if dey dont, pls jz go away. I'd never lack of frens n i doubt i'll ever b feeling lonely, coz i can alwiz communicate wif myself XD dats a good part of being a Gemini, althou sumtimes i dunno who myself rily r but at least i dun feel bored of being me.

     i've alwiz like 2 chat wif different ppl, sum ppl said i like 2 flirt, but myself declared its as curiosity, i can chat wif guys n gals ok, jz dat i think ders nothing i can get frm a guy coz wut dey do i'm oso doing, its sumwhat similar if not the same, so jz gonna find out wut the gals r doing laa :P

     i'm sum1 dat can talk abt aniting, n if u required sum privacy, i can stil keep it very well. seal n safe! i am sum1 dat can talk alot of funny things wif aunties dat selling wantan mee, n wif my lecturers dat stay awake at 2am on Facebook. n dats is not flirting ppl. sumtimes i jz let ppl think wut dey want bcoz ppl wil see things the way they wanted 2, no point explaining wen der is no1 believing.

     wut i've learn in UTAR is dat dis world r consists of 3 type of ppl:

1st: dos dat alwiz lending a help wen u nid it. dis kind of ppl wil get a help bac wen dey required bcoz ppl owe dem a debt, or ppl jz like dem bcoz dey r such a good person. its so pathetic wen ppl develop a reputation dat wen i see the msg from XXX den i noe dey r up 4 sumting, mostly ask u 4 a help.

2nd: dos dat dont nid ur help n wont help u. dis kinda ppl is quite good bcoz i;m not gonna help eri1 dat i knew, so if u dont help me wen i nid it, jz dun expect i'll b kind n helpful wen u'r in trouble, fair deal.

Finally: dos dat wont help wen u needed dem but asking for favors. u can go die. its quite alot of ppl using others jz bcoz dey nid dem 2 get sumthing done. dis kinda ppl rily piss me hell lot n i can say dat selfish is inside of ppl no matter ugly or pretty.

     not enuf time 2 noe eri1 well, but stil i wish eri1 well in the future. GOODBYE.