Complicated Man :?

     sometimes. i felt dat man r actuali more complicated den woman, y??? bcoz we all noe dat all woman r unreasonable, so we'll jz treat them by using a same procedure or method :D
     however, i observe a trend dat many man behaves like woman, (i doesnt said dat woman r no good ok!!!) but how would u feel wen u saw a woman dat behave like a man(tomboy) n a man behave like a woman (laa yeng)??? obviously the latter will drawn hatred or at least dislike frm ppl.
     sumtime i ting sum ppl r not born wif the tomboy or laa yeng genes, coz many gals r dating gals jz bcoz other gals oso do the same :S den wen a man dress up abit girlish its bcoz of fashion n trend, dis i kenot understand but i can accept, bcoz ppl can wear aniting dey like. (personally i prefer gals dat wear less XD)
     so, wen we meet a complicated man, wut shud we do??? NOTHING!!! der nothing dat we can do 2 help a complicated man, bcoz dey r not woman, we shud not waste our energy n resources on them. but a complicated woman is attractive thou, bcoz dis will add some mysterious n challenging wen u wana tackle a complicated woman.
     frm my past experience, wen a person do sumting weird frequently, it wil bcoz of he/she is an idiot or dey purposely do it 2 attract attention. however, the attention u drawn frm doing sumting stupid is certainly do more harm...
     finally, b simple. life's hard n complicated enuf nowadays, make it easier 4 urself n others, dun compare n jealous of wut others possess, bcoz eri1 is different, u r who u r n nobody can replace u, ting of dis n u'll b much more happy :D

2012

     After having dinner, me, clive, fong, eeshen n rannie start a conversation bout 2012 doom's day. actuali i'm not believing the Maya prophecy of 2012 coz who cares bout doom's day? mayb sumting happen out of nothing n den u'r off!
     the reason i hav dis kinda thinking cum frm a young age experience, it happen wen i'm 9 years old, which is 1998. 1 day in the primary skul i tot of kicking a ball, but i found a coconut instead!!! can u imagine 20 children kicking a coconut as football? but den the unexpected happen, my fren whom sitting in front of me in the claz, collapsed.
     eri1 stop n looking at him, all feel weird but do nothing. wen i saw him, the 1st thing i do r rushing 2 my claz supervise teacher, dey get him 2 hospital, den he passed away dat week, he's having 2 bloodstream sticking 2gether in the brain, dats y he alwiz headache in claz.
     until now, i ask myself, if i dun start the football game by kicking a coconut, will he still b alive? i hav no idea... but wen i noe he's dead, i am sad but din drop a tear, i duno y. mayb i wasnt so fren wif him afterall...
     come bac to present, i told them i'm not scared bout dying or so but pls dun left me alive while eri1 r dead... den dey told me to kill myself!!! the funny part was abt fong n a gal, wen clive said if left fong n dat gal, dey must tk on the responsibilities 2 recreate the human civilisation by "u noe how"! XD
     den he add 1 more sentences: if fong r left bhind wif another gal, den he must b so damn unlucky n wil b force 2 kill himself too :D fong answer by y cant left u bhind wif dat gal, clive said i sure will kill myself!!! hahahaha, we r jz 1 happy family.
     finally, eri1 wil b dead 1 way or another, until dat day. jz enjoy the days u'r given by sum1 up der n make sure u hav alot of funny stuffs 2 tell HIM wen u'r finally go n meet HIM. i'm jz glad 2day i hav collected 1 more funny story 2 tell him, until nxt time :D

Determination or Kiasu?

     Determination to win and afraid to lose(Kiasu) 4 me r 2 totally different personality. 4 my own personality, i am determine 2 win, so wen i seriously doing 1 thing, i will make sure dat ting will gone thru nice n pretty.
     but, 1 day(duno wut day) got a fren told me dat during badminton, i'm so serious wen my teammate do mistakes den dey r afraid wen team wif me. i rewind the whole situation, den i decided i nid 2 change. so? now u can c dat during badminton session those playing wif me/against me r very enjoying, coz i was doing all the funny stuffs. the reason i accept the criticism is bcoz the badminton session is a jz 4 fun event, win lose doesnt matter.
     but the doesnt matter issue kenot applied 2 my futsal session. bcoz we r determine 2 win a medal in UTAR(at least i'm determined!!!), eritime wen we hav full team playing 2gether, i am SERIOUS! i dun gv a fxxk abt we wil do "dis n dat" during competition. pls, if u dun practicing sumting daily, can u suddenly doing dat "sumting" wen it matter the most?! practice make perfect, so wen training eri1 r not serious, wut can we achieve at the very end?
     i'm not afraid 2 lose, i'd loss more den ani1 can imagine during my 22 years of life. the last time i involved in a major skul tournament, we get into semi-final of a chinese newspaper all Penang chinese skul cup, but we loss to the eventual champions. their top scorer scored abt 26 goals in 10 games!!! can u bliv dat? n we were oni down by 2-1...
     i hope in the last year at UTAR, we can achieve sumting 2gether, even if we'r not, at least we try our best n gv ppl a damn good fight.

Emoism :S

     i am not a person dat will get emo easily, but even if i do, nobody will noticed it. the 1 person dat will c my emo side wil b my gf, but sumhow it is reasonable bcoz she's the 1 dat alwiz coz me 2 emo!!!
     so, wen u emo, i ask u wut happen? den u tell me eriting, i must help ppl 2 explain actuali dey r not purposely scold u de laa, actuali ur result very good ad, more ppl worse den u. but wen i'm emo, wut did u do 2 comfort me? its NOTHING!!! u increase the degree of my emoism instead!!!
     i oredi tell u the plan, so y u suddenly wan me 2 change my plan n go bac c u, AGAIN??? wut is dat sentence: i tot i said i'm sick, den u wil come bac 2 c me ad... wut was dat, u oredi dating me more den 3 years u duno my pattern izit? i hate ppl change my plan which is oredi confirm n agreed days b4!!!
     it was a cough, i oredi told u dun chat by using fon, use FB chat so dat ur throat can rest, i told u sleep earlier but u said public holiday no nid sleep so early? so? now ur sickness more serious u ask me go bac SEE u bcoz u'r coughing?! it was a futsal match dis weekend, wen i make a promise, i'll hold 2 it, n it was a promise 2 my 5 teammates!!! nxt week was Liverpool 1st ever tour 2 Malaysia.
     LI-VER-POOL!!! u duno wut dis team mean 2 me or u jz wana compare ur importance wif my fren n my boyhood club? i'm in love wif liverpool since i was 12!!! how am i gonna prove ur importance? leave UTAR 4 a sem n go SEE u do internship? izit wut ur heart wan me 2 do???
     wen i told u i'm in a bad mood, u can do 2 things: (1) huh, den i dun kacau u ad laa, i oso wana sleep ad, dun emo k? gd nite, i love u! (2) u ask me wut happen, listen 2 the stories, dun said aniting, jz said no matter wut happen u stil hav me maa... den continue wif the i love u part. UNDERSTAND!!!
     wen i'm in normal mood, eriting u do even manja is cute, wen i emoing(which i hav verbally told u), dun cum light up my fire. 4 the very 1st time i hope u were reading my post. THE END.

All About Me :D

from my 3rd post, it wil b sum sort of self intro in case u din heard enuf from me oredi :D i was a Penang Lang all in n out n NEVER live outside of Kepala Batas. bcoz i was too weak(i born artificially, by surgery laa) n sick from time 2 time until 10 years old. my result was among the 1st frm the last, n i noe ABC wen i was 8!!! pls, i tell the truth n i wun lie abt things dat showed i'm stupid...

den my result slightly improve since 11. the period i so sick n ting am i gonna die? i hav 1 same dream eritime i vomit after the nightmare, which is not scary. the plot was abt i'm a worker doing sum crafting on pillars on a floor wif clouds, which mean i was in heaven, but suddenly a HUGE round rock guling-guling n smash eribody on the way(include me), n dats the moment i wake n vomit.

the way i vomit was so consistently straight n forward, dat my mum oni put a white "wish u gd morning"towel on my leg, the position she put it was so precise dat i NEVER hit outside the area(she must b so experienced frm having 3 sons). i wonder dat means aniting to me but sumtime i day-dream i was fallen from heaven n i was meant 2 b doing sumting big on Earth, which is by current condition seem impossible, if ppl ever said doing Biotech was sumting BIG.

so in UTAR, my aim was to graduate without any delay, n save my parents the money. dey work very hard to raise us up, although i ting dey spend very little time wif me, but overall we grown up well n handsome thou XD bcoz my dad kopitiam business, we'r so talkative n pandai "sen lao yi", the training was proved as valuable as gold bcoz if u noe women well, dey not actuali change much from 8-80 :D

1 of the advantage i describe as gold is wen we go Heng Long in kampar, the aunty der which i called "ah zeh" alwiz discount us or gv us xtra, got 1 time i said not enuf soup, she refill the whole bowl of soup which will coz us rm6. but wen u sen young lady like those in UTAR, sum ppl will tend to say u hiao (why??? guys:dey oso wana sen those ladies but din hav the ability, gals: dey 1 u 2 sen them but u never do). 4 me, my CONSCIENCE was very clear>>>of coz i was HIAO, eribody was HIAO dats y we all still exist until now!!!

i admit, i got watch lengluis, i got the intention 2 noe lengluis, but i oni love my gf. eh, u buy HP, car n laptop oso choose Yeng, Leng n Zheng 1 laa, so wuts wrong wif me go c lenglui n talk 2 lenglui?! so those dat disagree wif me CAN GO DIE!!!

those dat noe me will discover i like 2 joke around n talk abt ppl, eg: sh, stupid, short, dark n etc. dun worry, wut i talk in front of u was oso wut i talk behind, so u wun get any xtra shots frm my mouth. bcoz i like 2 joke on ppl, so i accept a high degree of "jokes" ppl do 2wards me, but a joke is not a joke if u'r not doing it like a JOKE!!! i must said dat sum ppl like 2 joke abt my gf sumtime, like she was fat or short or etc, i NEVER piss off bcoz she was fat b4, but now she was 45kg n decreasing,(i NEVER EVER say tis publicly b4 but she's getting pretty, if she ever gone bac to form 2 standard, den i'll b having nightmares days n nights).

wen u ppl joke abt others ppl lover/relationship, can u accept the degree of joke ppl says bac 2wards u?! i nvr shoot ppl lover bcoz i noe u ppl dat doing tis is surely gonna pissed off if i was doing the same thing bout ur gf/bf. i noe wut is the bottom line in joking, wen i joke, i do it so obviously as it was rily a joke, n my joke never include other ppl rather den the 1 i spoke 2.

so in case u ppl saw tis post, n rily dislike/hate sumting abt me, pls PM me in FB n i wil not dislike/hate u bac, i'm sori n will try my best 2 change. i must declare here: i never rily mean to discriminate those gal dat i got joke b4, so u all pls dun sad, it was rily a JOKE. while 4 guys, i dun care wut u all ting laa, we'r man oredi, if u'r not, pls stated it on FB so dat i noe!!!

finally, i was who i am n i noe u guys/gals sumhow like me to shoot u all thou, hahaha! it was wut i describe as FRIENDLY FIRE :D if eri1 talk so seriously, den wut r we gonna laugh for, der is alwiz a nid for sum1 like me 2 cheer tings up, u c!!! i sacrifice myself 2 make u all happy!!! no nid thank you, but u'r welcomed :D

ps: tayshawn lee no nid remind me, i noe after "I" kenot use "was", but i syiok!!! it was my blog afterall XD