2011年12月18日星期日

以下故事纯属虚构,如有雷同,实属恰合。

     刚刚上了网,看见你的消息,进了你的photo album看一看有什么最新发型啦,竟然有张N年前送给你两只bear bear的照片。原来你还收着叻。虽然很久没想起你,但看见了还有些开心。其实啊,我不是很喜欢你的,不过被那些人讲到以为自己很喜欢你罢了。。。我还记得你收到这份礼物时说了这么一句:“原来他真的不是在玩我”。(还有些眼泪,干妈还叫我快快去追你,会成功的说,但是!我还是要说,我真的没想过要追你)虽然我没有亲手送给你,这句话,我记到了现在。

     想起你发现我跟人打架受伤,然后跑回学校找我,说了一句经典名言:“我要回家了你知道吗?为什么跑去跟人打架?”的样子真的很好笑很好玩,我们那一班男生笑了很久。对!就是衰好玩!谢谢你这句话,我学会在自己喜欢的人面前不再这么好玩,不然可能到现在还是单身叻。。。但是我也不明白我去打架跟你要回家有什么关系。。。

     在大学也认识了一个像你一样单(纯/蠢)的女生,不不,应该会比你够力!不知道是因为她还单身不用怕人家男友生气,还是因为她有点像你叻?所以和她特别多话聊,但不敢说太多,暗恋她的人好像还蛮多,而且很多事你们女生都会告诉人“千万不要说出去哈?!”(真的还他妈的叻)不过我不会喜欢这些女生叻,太闷了,就算是在一起了也很快散。她算是我大学朋友里“其中”几个最美的了,但你赢了那么一点气质,她有点男人婆,哈哈哈!

     有很多事真的很想告诉你,那朵又CHEAP又丑的玫瑰不是我送的,是那个鸟人自己要送个他喜欢的人,买多一朵给你来掩饰。还有我从来没说过你的坏话,是你自己信错人还想太多。真的不明白为什么我说你是班上“其中”一个美女会带来这么大的反应,也许是前面班的人太寂寞没事做。你去年来找我谈天说要在KL gathering,我真的吓死,最后也不成事。但我很肯定去到也是没什么话好说。

     不知道你做什么了叻?我现在过得不错叻,希望你也会开开心心,做不成医生做护士也不错啦。也是救人罢了吗,找个医生嫁掉他啦。

希望这篇虚构的故事,你会看到,我就真的是沉冤得雪。

2011年12月10日星期六

Let go is the way 2 get sumting.

     Life is made up by choices u made n chances dat u tk or leave, ders is so many beautiful things(living/ non-living) in life dat u may wanted 2 hav but if u like eriting, den u'll end up wif nothing.

     u MUST never get eriting, even if u can or u wanted too. y? dis is bcoz wen u get eriting, ders is nothing 2 let u fight 4 animore. but ders is oso sum case wen u jz cant get enuf, like smartfons :S eri year ders so many smartfon coming out, den u look at ur own, thinking dat its time 2 get a new 1. if u r a person like dis, den u end up changing a fon eri year, den wut u get at the end is jz fame n ur desire jz 2 hav a latest fon, dats all.

     my frens ask me 1 question which i felt is interesting, n i jz came up wif an answer: wen u noe u can get 1 thing, but u chose not 2 get it, will it b a regret? der wil NEVER b an answer, so jz carrying on ur life without looking bac n think of future, bcoz life itself is jz like a drama n u must watch it episode by episode, u jz cant rewind or fast4ward, dats not the way.

     eribody has their own secrets, MUST hav, those dat said dey doesnt is jz a lame actor/actress, or dey jz living a hollow life wif nothing special ever happen 2 dem. My fren once said dat i can speak of wut i ting abt sumbody directly bcoz i hav so many frens, i jz wont care of losing ani1 dat i might hurt.

     ACTUALI, I DO. i treasure my frenship wif those dat i scold, it is bcoz i hope we  can b a better man, or people. if i dun treasure u at all, u wont get ani interaction frm me.

     1 year frm now, i'll b at a different place den where i write dis blog, n will der b the same person dat look at my blog now? u'll never noe, so jz live wif it. how 2 make a life wif minimum regrets is do wut u ting is right, if u try n failed, at least u get an answer. never leave a question mark in ur life, definitely NOT worth it.  

2011年11月15日星期二

You are the apple of my eye :D

     on Nov 12th 2011 i go watch dis Taiwan movie named exactly as my blog title wif 4 other guys. dis is a bit SH bcoz all 5 guys go watch a love movie... == end up 2 guys wif limited knowledge abt mandarin feel very EMO, 1 is sad bcoz he got sum regrets frm secondary skul, the other simply bcoz the main actor n actress end up NOT TOGETHER.

     i wonder is der ani1 really dun hav ani regret at all in their life??? i hav experienced alot at my young age (jz 22 ok, still consider young). the main exp is frm the days we bet fball n den get in all those gangster related troubles which is stil fresh in my memories @@ but 2day main topic is abt gals XD

     i duno gals laa, but guys do easily fall in love, or like sumbody. dey jz nid a gal wif acceptable look, n dat gal must at sum time happen sum special things wif dat guy to initiate a long lasting nightmares. 1 of the worse thing dat can happen within both sexes is dat u dun like he/she but dey like u. another most devastating event is dat the 1 u like r fallen wif ur frens... OMG dat sucks :DDD

     i hav alot of the 1st incidents (i admit i'm not lengzai but ppl do likes me, chui meh???) :p but luckily din hav incident wif the latter event but i do hav a case wif a gal who cant b fren wif me animore bcoz of ppl gossips in front of her since i like her, she felt so annoyed dat ppl keep asking her my ting dat eventually we end up like a total stranger. n dats my regret in secondary skul.

     actuali i wasnt like her so much, but it hurts wen ppl ignoring u n dun even look at u wen u both pass by each other. i had 2 say dat she hav sumting special 2wards me, i VERY sure!!! if not y she wil rush 2 me n ask me: "y r u fighting wif ppl? i wana  go home ad u noe?" pls laa ppl, if dis is not like, i duno how cum a normal fren can b so nervous n scold ppl like dis ad...

     but like doesnt mean dat person actuali wana b wif u, timing, family background, fren influence n etc r all very important. eri1 hav regrets, but nvr lives in the past bcoz u cant change aniting n dun worry the future bcoz it is stil not yet cum. appreciate wut is present n u wil b the most happy person u'll ever be.

2011年11月4日星期五

The Most Amazing Comeback!!!

     participate in 1Malaysia futsal tournament at Grand Kampar Sport Complex on 4th of november, althou we loss in the quarter final, beaten by the eventual 1st runner up by 2-0, i'm still remain as happy as the time i get my 1st champion medal in the KTAR 9-aside football tournament.

     the most amazing comeback win so far in my life happen in my 1st grup match, we got down by 2-0 at half time, den at 2nd half, we jz so happen 2 b on form n scored back 4 goals!!! the spectators outside the futsal court jz stunned at us, particularly the indians r all quiet, bcoz our opponent is an Indian team.

     our 1st opponent is the UTAR Interfaculty champion in 2009, while our 2nd opponent jz been crowned KTAR futsal open champion on August 2011. the 2nd match ended 0-0 n we go thru the grup stage as 1st place.

     3 games is all we had play n eri1 jz show dat althou not as the best player individually, we still can play sum entertaining balls n win against 2 of Kampar champions team.

     i rily glad dat i NEVER lose faith in my team, which is so near 2 happen at the KTAR futsal open, dis is wut make eri pain i suffer during cold weather worth it, jz worth it.

2011年11月3日星期四

Now You Said It :S

     after 3 years in a relationship, now i heard wut is truly in ur mind, dat i'm not worthy of ur trust... u ting i dunno y u duwan let me go sports? jz said it, u afraid i mix wif other gals n den like dem.

     i'm so disappointed, i promised i'll never fall into another gal after i date wif u since 2008, n i've done pretty well. i noe u never trust me 100%, but said it so sincerely in front of me jz make it ur biggest mistake.

     in my fren circle, der is only a few gals dat's in my gang n most of dem r not available, even if sumbody bcum available 1 day, i will not fall into dem, whom r all my cozmates. i never get into a mess wif those around me, its jz make eri1 dat close 2 u both get isolated.

     the main issue of getting along wif ur cozmate is dat u CERTAINLY CANNOT get along wif anibody else, especially other gals. do u ting i'll b so stupid n get a gf dat same coz wif me. after so many years, u jz not noe me. which is sad, 4 u...

     a relationship dat din build on trust is destined 2 b broken, its jz a matter of time. gals is all like dis, wen dey get along wif guys, dey said dey r fren. wen guys get along wif gals, dey said u'r planning 2 cheat.

alrite, eriting ends here, i wont b mention it again but i noe we'll never truly get 2 where we want.

2011年10月22日星期六

LIFE FACTS :p

1. U CAN'T MAKE A WISH IN TIME DURING METEOR RAIN: dis is bcoz the longest time u can c a meteor is abt 2 seconds, n wen eri1 wasting the time 2 shout wahh!!! eh!!! there!!! where??? den the meteor is long gone. TIPS: jz work harder 2wards ur goal, or make a short wish n practice it b4 u go 4 a meteor observation. PS: i'm not a fan of astronomy, the reason i go is jz 2 upheld my promise 2 a fren, which is 2 go if der is no rain.

2. MAN WILL LIKE A WOMAN EASILY BUT MAY TAKES A LIFETIME 2 LOVE: jz admit it boys :p frm own exp n 3th party stories, man wil easily like the gals dat dey interact wif all the time, i duno whether gals wil b the same anot. TIPS: 1 ting 2 make urself clear abt like/love is dat u can go interact wif another gal n c whether u'll develop a similar feeling, den u noe dat u'r not actuali falling in love :D PS: if u ever fallen in love, den u'll noe dat it is very hard 4 u 2 love another, even after years.

3. JZ 2 MAKE THINGS MORE INTERESTING AS ALWAYS: U CAN'T PRONOUNCE "SAI KAN" WITHOUT UR TONGUE TOUCHING UR MOUTH. jz ask a fren 2 listen 2 u n c wut u pronounce instead XD its like u cant pronounce M without closing ur lips.

FINALLY: I'M JZ A LOVELY ASSHOLE :D pls laa, u noe it!!! u wont even look at dis rite here rite now if dis is not the truth!!! i've been praised by ppl dat im so "lovely" since secondary skul, ders no laugh n fun wen i'm not up 2 the gear. eribody needs an asshole 2 feel noble, let me b coz i'm live 2 play the game, LETS ROCK ><

2011年10月17日星期一

Truth or Dare???

     jz happen 2 b playing a truth/dare game wif my frens recently. the way it goes is not unexpected bcoz>>> u noe mostly dat gals wont tell u the truth, even if dey say so!!! n especially wen eri1 is not drunk...

     end up wif eri1 act like saying the truth, but actuali not. sum r trying 2 act properly, sum r totally lame. its like dey dun even care 2 act like telling the truth. dats the problem wif ppl going 2 bistro but not getting drunk!!!

     if u'r not going 2 speak of the truth, pls jz accept the punishment n empty ur glass, dun spoiled the party(which is a virtue i seem as most important). But at least i confirm my analysis of my fren, which is already done over a year or so. actuali i noe more den i ask, jz dat we jz gonna ask sumting so dat it wont get 2 waste :(

     i end up telling dem sumting i kept for years... actuali i will tell few of dem even if i'm not having ani alcohol, but alcohol definitely makes ppl breaks down easier. my problem persist, but at least i wont hav 2 keep it like>>>FOREVER...

     Dun spoil the party pls :S

2011年9月15日星期四

TRUE LOVE? FAKE TRUE?

     Once a fren wif many gf told me, boy NEVER love only 1 person. so wen u cant get the 1 u love the most, u simply switch 2 the 2nd most love person. den wen a fren(girl) of us cum n ask me i like her anot, i simply said no lor, (pls NEVER EVER do dis mistake even dats the truth).

     my fren said, y u say no?! shud say yes even if u din like her at all, den u can either date wif her 1st until u get the 1 u 1 the most, or dun date her but ur frenship wil not b affected. very true indeed, after dat incident we'r not dat fren animore...

     den cum bac 2 the title, if i date the girl at the 1st time, den it shud b a fake love rite? dats a 15 yr old mindset lor, i wonder if ders ani true love out der waiting 2 b discover since i'm in UNI. nobody wan 2 date the person dey love the most ad, all oni go 2 date the person dat most easy 2 date ==

     so? the problem arise wen ppl alwiz change relationship status between single/couple den nvr found the 1 dat love dem, bcoz u ppl nvr rily love the 1 u get at the 1st place wut!!! but frm my point of view, u cant noe is a relationship r a true love until u reach the very end. bcoz sum ppl divorce after 10 years, so dats not a true love ad rite?

     ders not important izit a love is true anot, as long as u convince ur other half dat its true. u cant explain love, u can love a person the moment u saw him/her, den after years of loving, u can go n love another person again.

     advice for those who want love, u'll get wut u'r deserved, thats all. Love sumbody well, den sumbody will love u, XOXO

2011年8月21日星期日

We are champions and 1st runner-up :D

     On august 9th, our football team Sigma FC had won the KTAR 9-aside football open the 1st time we participate in a football competition! haha, we're jz training 2gether a week b4, but all the teammates r futsal players playing against each other in westlake 4 abt 2 years ad. so we kinda "understands" each other very well ad.

     On august 21st, my futsal team faculty of science, Tetra FC has reached the UTAR sport carnival 2011 final! but too bad we loss 3-0. zzz... we'r actuali drew the champions 0-0 in grup stage, den we won the nxt 2 teams 4-0 n 5-0. dey won 5-0 n 4-1. so we r the grup leaders heading into semi-finals.

     both of us won our semis respectively in normal time(means no penalty session). den we met again in the final. bcoz we r from Sigma FC b4 dis, so actuali we play as frens n opponents as well. i must say, no1 play 2 lose. include eriting dat u can define as play for fun. if u win, u'r certainly happier den lose, rite???

     but the fact dat we loss 3-0 the 2nd time we met meant dey r rily the deserved champions, bcoz dey came out wif a gameplan dat restrict our game n giv dem all the advantages. so? we congratulates dem n even took photos 2gether. which NEVER happen since i go watch interfaculty n sport carnival in UTAR since year 1.

     sum ppl said our grup got 2 noob teams let us slaughtered, but who cares? we beaten 2 of the other semifinalists n met in final again. i can say, der is no luck involved. even it is, u can jz blame GOD, not us. or mayb got sum FACE PROBLEMS involved.

     so many times our science team loss, but we never blame ppl 4 lucky or referee 4 not fair enuf. if u'r good, den u'r good. end of story, lose is lose. but lose without gratitude means u'r 4ever a loser, bcoz u never learn frm mistakes.

     i'll jz enjoy my life den :D until next time...

2011年8月8日星期一

Effort and reward.

     frm an old chinese saying, an effort wil b pay bac by an equally significant reward. but in the realistic world, u still nid to get a large portion of luck 2 gain ur reward.

     frm the monday ktar futsal, we loss 2-0 n drawn 2-2 in the grup stage, which we've been eliminated. i typing the blog now wif the feeling of quitting my futsal team. i mean i'll continue 2 play wif dem, but wil not participate any matches wif dem animore. we'r dominating in westlake, winning against many teams wif good ball playing.

     wen we get eliminate jz now, even other team captain said if u all play like in westlake, sure can win easily. even other ppl oso noe our problem, but wen wil our teammates start 2 care abt us(the team), n giv an effort 2 cum training n improve on own weaknesses???

     im so sad now bcoz most of the team members r so committed 2 the team, especially our captain, he shout wif despair after the 2nd game ended. i noe he oso very sad, but stil hav 2 encourage us. eribody wil make mistake, i oso loose a ball jz now, which resulted for conceding a goal, shud clear it or bac pass 2 goalie b4hand.

     but mistake dat keep on repeat n repeat n repeat is UNFORGIVEABLE!!! 1 last chance 4 nxt week sport carnival, n dats it. tuesday evening wil b my fball team semifinal n final(if we won the semi), im gonna gv eriting i hav n i hope dat we can win a champion dis time!!!

2011年8月7日星期日

Bomoh in the shop!!!

     few days ago, wen i woke up n go 2 the coffee shop(which is directly link n in front of the house), i saw many ppl surrounding dis person. he is an indian named Sami, i duno ppl called him dis name bcoz of he's a wizard or bcoz dats his real name?!

     but, the main focus here is y so many ppl surround him??? dis is bcoz he's Godlike!!! i heard my dad n grandpa said he gave alot of 4D 2 ppl, den alot of dem kena nombor!!! wahhh!!! wut a good way 2 earn money in such a short time, jz let him c ur hand n wait ur luck :D

     however, i nvr tot of letting ppl c my future, if he/she rily can do it is another mattter. lets assume dat Sami is 100% ACCURATE>>>wen u noe ur future, ders oni 2 consequences: 1: u noe u will bcum very successful, den u work not so hard, n bcum not so successful. 2: u noe u r a loser, u accept dat u r a loser, den u bcum a loser. Or, u not accept dat u r a loser, but u bcum a loser nonetheless :(

     ders oni 2 type of ppl dat will go 2 GOD(apply 4 those dat seldom go 2 HIM b4), 1: dey nid money. 2: dey nid more time 2 enjoy the money. bcoz Sami was cuti 4 saturday, i ask sum ppl 2 show me their hands, n said: "u orang mesti mau berkerja keras dan simpan duit, kemudian kelak mesti banyak duit" :D am i damn rite???

     i ting dat wen we make a deal, we must pay 4 it, either in cash or different methods, n at a time, mayb not dis life, but the nxt life. wen u ask sumting frm GOD, can HE dun tk sumting bac frm u??? or demand u 2 do sumting??? such a question will not hav a definite answer, bcoz we all bliv in different GOD, but each religion oso teach us sum same values.

     no matter we live as the poor or the rich, the happiness dat u get is not given by GOD himself, but frm ur very own feeling. ps: y GOD must use himself? Christian r very sure dat GOD is a HE n is in human form, dis may b my nxt topic :D jz wait n c after i ask sum Christian frens.

2011年7月26日星期二

Complicated Man :?

     sometimes. i felt dat man r actuali more complicated den woman, y??? bcoz we all noe dat all woman r unreasonable, so we'll jz treat them by using a same procedure or method :D
     however, i observe a trend dat many man behaves like woman, (i doesnt said dat woman r no good ok!!!) but how would u feel wen u saw a woman dat behave like a man(tomboy) n a man behave like a woman (laa yeng)??? obviously the latter will drawn hatred or at least dislike frm ppl.
     sumtime i ting sum ppl r not born wif the tomboy or laa yeng genes, coz many gals r dating gals jz bcoz other gals oso do the same :S den wen a man dress up abit girlish its bcoz of fashion n trend, dis i kenot understand but i can accept, bcoz ppl can wear aniting dey like. (personally i prefer gals dat wear less XD)
     so, wen we meet a complicated man, wut shud we do??? NOTHING!!! der nothing dat we can do 2 help a complicated man, bcoz dey r not woman, we shud not waste our energy n resources on them. but a complicated woman is attractive thou, bcoz dis will add some mysterious n challenging wen u wana tackle a complicated woman.
     frm my past experience, wen a person do sumting weird frequently, it wil bcoz of he/she is an idiot or dey purposely do it 2 attract attention. however, the attention u drawn frm doing sumting stupid is certainly do more harm...
     finally, b simple. life's hard n complicated enuf nowadays, make it easier 4 urself n others, dun compare n jealous of wut others possess, bcoz eri1 is different, u r who u r n nobody can replace u, ting of dis n u'll b much more happy :D

2011年7月13日星期三

2012

     After having dinner, me, clive, fong, eeshen n rannie start a conversation bout 2012 doom's day. actuali i'm not believing the Maya prophecy of 2012 coz who cares bout doom's day? mayb sumting happen out of nothing n den u'r off!
     the reason i hav dis kinda thinking cum frm a young age experience, it happen wen i'm 9 years old, which is 1998. 1 day in the primary skul i tot of kicking a ball, but i found a coconut instead!!! can u imagine 20 children kicking a coconut as football? but den the unexpected happen, my fren whom sitting in front of me in the claz, collapsed.
     eri1 stop n looking at him, all feel weird but do nothing. wen i saw him, the 1st thing i do r rushing 2 my claz supervise teacher, dey get him 2 hospital, den he passed away dat week, he's having 2 bloodstream sticking 2gether in the brain, dats y he alwiz headache in claz.
     until now, i ask myself, if i dun start the football game by kicking a coconut, will he still b alive? i hav no idea... but wen i noe he's dead, i am sad but din drop a tear, i duno y. mayb i wasnt so fren wif him afterall...
     come bac to present, i told them i'm not scared bout dying or so but pls dun left me alive while eri1 r dead... den dey told me to kill myself!!! the funny part was abt fong n a gal, wen clive said if left fong n dat gal, dey must tk on the responsibilities 2 recreate the human civilisation by "u noe how"! XD
     den he add 1 more sentences: if fong r left bhind wif another gal, den he must b so damn unlucky n wil b force 2 kill himself too :D fong answer by y cant left u bhind wif dat gal, clive said i sure will kill myself!!! hahahaha, we r jz 1 happy family.
     finally, eri1 wil b dead 1 way or another, until dat day. jz enjoy the days u'r given by sum1 up der n make sure u hav alot of funny stuffs 2 tell HIM wen u'r finally go n meet HIM. i'm jz glad 2day i hav collected 1 more funny story 2 tell him, until nxt time :D

2011年7月10日星期日

Determination or Kiasu?

     Determination to win and afraid to lose(Kiasu) 4 me r 2 totally different personality. 4 my own personality, i am determine 2 win, so wen i seriously doing 1 thing, i will make sure dat ting will gone thru nice n pretty.
     but, 1 day(duno wut day) got a fren told me dat during badminton, i'm so serious wen my teammate do mistakes den dey r afraid wen team wif me. i rewind the whole situation, den i decided i nid 2 change. so? now u can c dat during badminton session those playing wif me/against me r very enjoying, coz i was doing all the funny stuffs. the reason i accept the criticism is bcoz the badminton session is a jz 4 fun event, win lose doesnt matter.
     but the doesnt matter issue kenot applied 2 my futsal session. bcoz we r determine 2 win a medal in UTAR(at least i'm determined!!!), eritime wen we hav full team playing 2gether, i am SERIOUS! i dun gv a fxxk abt we wil do "dis n dat" during competition. pls, if u dun practicing sumting daily, can u suddenly doing dat "sumting" wen it matter the most?! practice make perfect, so wen training eri1 r not serious, wut can we achieve at the very end?
     i'm not afraid 2 lose, i'd loss more den ani1 can imagine during my 22 years of life. the last time i involved in a major skul tournament, we get into semi-final of a chinese newspaper all Penang chinese skul cup, but we loss to the eventual champions. their top scorer scored abt 26 goals in 10 games!!! can u bliv dat? n we were oni down by 2-1...
     i hope in the last year at UTAR, we can achieve sumting 2gether, even if we'r not, at least we try our best n gv ppl a damn good fight.

2011年7月7日星期四

Emoism :S

     i am not a person dat will get emo easily, but even if i do, nobody will noticed it. the 1 person dat will c my emo side wil b my gf, but sumhow it is reasonable bcoz she's the 1 dat alwiz coz me 2 emo!!!
     so, wen u emo, i ask u wut happen? den u tell me eriting, i must help ppl 2 explain actuali dey r not purposely scold u de laa, actuali ur result very good ad, more ppl worse den u. but wen i'm emo, wut did u do 2 comfort me? its NOTHING!!! u increase the degree of my emoism instead!!!
     i oredi tell u the plan, so y u suddenly wan me 2 change my plan n go bac c u, AGAIN??? wut is dat sentence: i tot i said i'm sick, den u wil come bac 2 c me ad... wut was dat, u oredi dating me more den 3 years u duno my pattern izit? i hate ppl change my plan which is oredi confirm n agreed days b4!!!
     it was a cough, i oredi told u dun chat by using fon, use FB chat so dat ur throat can rest, i told u sleep earlier but u said public holiday no nid sleep so early? so? now ur sickness more serious u ask me go bac SEE u bcoz u'r coughing?! it was a futsal match dis weekend, wen i make a promise, i'll hold 2 it, n it was a promise 2 my 5 teammates!!! nxt week was Liverpool 1st ever tour 2 Malaysia.
     LI-VER-POOL!!! u duno wut dis team mean 2 me or u jz wana compare ur importance wif my fren n my boyhood club? i'm in love wif liverpool since i was 12!!! how am i gonna prove ur importance? leave UTAR 4 a sem n go SEE u do internship? izit wut ur heart wan me 2 do???
     wen i told u i'm in a bad mood, u can do 2 things: (1) huh, den i dun kacau u ad laa, i oso wana sleep ad, dun emo k? gd nite, i love u! (2) u ask me wut happen, listen 2 the stories, dun said aniting, jz said no matter wut happen u stil hav me maa... den continue wif the i love u part. UNDERSTAND!!!
     wen i'm in normal mood, eriting u do even manja is cute, wen i emoing(which i hav verbally told u), dun cum light up my fire. 4 the very 1st time i hope u were reading my post. THE END.

2011年7月4日星期一

All About Me :D

from my 3rd post, it wil b sum sort of self intro in case u din heard enuf from me oredi :D i was a Penang Lang all in n out n NEVER live outside of Kepala Batas. bcoz i was too weak(i born artificially, by surgery laa) n sick from time 2 time until 10 years old. my result was among the 1st frm the last, n i noe ABC wen i was 8!!! pls, i tell the truth n i wun lie abt things dat showed i'm stupid...
den my result slightly improve since 11. the period i so sick n ting am i gonna die? i hav 1 same dream eritime i vomit after the nightmare, which is not scary. the plot was abt i'm a worker doing sum crafting on pillars on a floor wif clouds, which mean i was in heaven, but suddenly a HUGE round rock guling-guling n smash eribody on the way(include me), n dats the moment i wake n vomit.
the way i vomit was so consistently straight n forward, dat my mum oni put a white "wish u gd morning"towel on my leg, the position she put it was so precise dat i NEVER hit outside the area(she must b so experienced frm having 3 sons). i wonder dat means aniting to me but sumtime i day-dream i was fallen from heaven n i was meant 2 b doing sumting big on Earth, which is by current condition seem impossible, if ppl ever said doing Biotech was sumting BIG.
so in UTAR, my aim was to graduate without any delay, n save my parents the money. dey work very hard to raise us up, although i ting dey spend very little time wif me, but overall we grown up well n handsome thou XD bcoz my dad kopitiam business, we'r so talkative n pandai "sen lao yi", the training was proved as valuable as gold bcoz if u noe women well, dey not actuali change much from 8-80 :D
1 of the advantage i describe as gold is wen we go Heng Long in kampar, the aunty der which i called "ah zeh" alwiz discount us or gv us xtra, got 1 time i said not enuf soup, she refill the whole bowl of soup which will coz us rm6. but wen u sen young lady like those in UTAR, sum ppl will tend to say u hiao (why??? guys:dey oso wana sen those ladies but din hav the ability, gals: dey 1 u 2 sen them but u never do). 4 me, my CONSCIENCE was very clear>>>of coz i was HIAO, eribody was HIAO dats y we all still exist until now!!!
i admit, i got watch lengluis, i got the intention 2 noe lengluis, but i oni love my gf. eh, u buy HP, car n laptop oso choose Yeng, Leng n Zheng 1 laa, so wuts wrong wif me go c lenglui n talk 2 lenglui?! so those dat disagree wif me CAN GO DIE!!!
those dat noe me will discover i like 2 joke around n talk abt ppl, eg: sh, stupid, short, dark n etc. dun worry, wut i talk in front of u was oso wut i talk behind, so u wun get any xtra shots frm my mouth. bcoz i like 2 joke on ppl, so i accept a high degree of "jokes" ppl do 2wards me, but a joke is not a joke if u'r not doing it like a JOKE!!! i must said dat sum ppl like 2 joke abt my gf sumtime, like she was fat or short or etc, i NEVER piss off bcoz she was fat b4, but now she was 45kg n decreasing,(i NEVER EVER say tis publicly b4 but she's getting pretty, if she ever gone bac to form 2 standard, den i'll b having nightmares days n nights).
wen u ppl joke abt others ppl lover/relationship, can u accept the degree of joke ppl says bac 2wards u?! i nvr shoot ppl lover bcoz i noe u ppl dat doing tis is surely gonna pissed off if i was doing the same thing bout ur gf/bf. i noe wut is the bottom line in joking, wen i joke, i do it so obviously as it was rily a joke, n my joke never include other ppl rather den the 1 i spoke 2.
so in case u ppl saw tis post, n rily dislike/hate sumting abt me, pls PM me in FB n i wil not dislike/hate u bac, i'm sori n will try my best 2 change. i must declare here: i never rily mean to discriminate those gal dat i got joke b4, so u all pls dun sad, it was rily a JOKE. while 4 guys, i dun care wut u all ting laa, we'r man oredi, if u'r not, pls stated it on FB so dat i noe!!!
finally, i was who i am n i noe u guys/gals sumhow like me to shoot u all thou, hahaha! it was wut i describe as FRIENDLY FIRE :D if eri1 talk so seriously, den wut r we gonna laugh for, der is alwiz a nid for sum1 like me 2 cheer tings up, u c!!! i sacrifice myself 2 make u all happy!!! no nid thank you, but u'r welcomed :D
ps: tayshawn lee no nid remind me, i noe after "I" kenot use "was", but i syiok!!! it was my blog afterall XD

2011年6月30日星期四

All about HER :D

My second post will b sum insight abt me n her. we same claz in form 2, but i was damn hate her bcoz she is a prefect, which is not my type(i was like a sohai gangster tat time). den, i'm so unlucky dat we met in form 5 again, which is the 5C1(second last claz).
we like argue abt eriting(real arguments), den my clazmate(ooi see hui) write in 1 of our chinese claz essay(after 10 years, we cum bac to our chung ling gathering, den i saw CKL n YSL bring their sons cum 2gether!!! dat time, we was like impossible, she even swear wif 3 fingers it was impossible 4 me 2 fall in him) hahaha, guess wut? kick her oso wun run away d :p
we were 2gether in 2008 April 29, a day after she birthday. i was damn STUPID, shud proposed on birthday den i can save on 2 gifts, but tis was never cross my mind by den, bcoz i wana propose face 2 face, n it was sunday wen she birthday(i'm fxxking unlucky!!! ) n on the way i propose, it was 1 of the best moves i made (1st best moves>>>CKL:eh, gv me ur left hand a while can? YSL: why? CKL: give 1st laa!!! i jz grab it wif my right the moment she takes her hand out, hooray!!!)
However, she was grumbling bout tis ever since, u r so NOT romantic, i never enjoy the process of u dating me, i hate u!!! i was like, wutever laa... the process is jz sumting insignificant, as long as now we r so Xing Fu can ad. so??? we live happily for 3 years until today, i'm going bac Penang in 7 hours den can c her d, she was doing internship now.
For 3 years, der's so many couple dat from chung ling oredi break off, but we're still alive!!!(as we're not going 2 die easily...) however, last year was the moment i recognize as the lowest n highest point in our relationship. as usual, i alwiz mix wif female frens from Uni or elsewhere, eriting was fine, bcoz she oso noe i hav lots n lots of fren(both sexes) bcoz i can jz do sumting crazy den ppl laugh until stomachache XD
i told her sumting nid to b change or the relationship is gonna end here, she cry n told me the reason for checking me all day round, eriday!!! we solved the problem, n now we're so stable dat da fong dou da hmm lat!!! hahaha. the whole issue didnt involve any 3rd party, but sum ppl jz like 2 involve sumbody else n make ppl feel awful. I'm so sorry for the victim ya, if u were happen 2 b reading tis :D
as 4 myself, i was da nan ren, its not my fault, rily!!! its our family tradition dat women do eriting, den man jz go earn $$... eg: we dun nid 2 do aniting after CNY dinner, except for watching TV n having fruits XD!!! she said i can b very romantic, but dat was an odd event which may or may not happen once a year...
haiya, my answer: wut do u expect? u were my 1st n only gf, i din hav any experience b4, so if u wan me to improve, let me go training lor?! she: u dare!!! i will kill u. den, she never complaint again(2nd best moves!!!) i admit i din not put her in my 1st place, coz money 2 me is very important, but if der is no money, can a relationship can b started at all??? u nid money to SMS, fuels, tickets, presents, buy clothes to urself n her...
here, i promise u(u better dun come my blog) i will try 2 put u in a more significant places, i dun promise 1st place coz u sure gonna nagging me wif tis statement XD haha(3rd best moves!!!)
Finally, i gonna told my fren n foe, dun fxxking care bout others view on ur relationship, it is ur LOVE, ur LIFE n nobody can judge u n her/him except u both, so??? Love wif all u have, learn eriting, wrong choice??? the next 1 is surely better!!! hav a better life den those suckers my dear frens.

2011年6月27日星期一

Open Ceremony :D

hi eri1, actuali i create my blog for abt a year but nvr write any post b4. i hav my own diary but for a reason i stop writing it animore. today on my very 1st on9 post i gonna focusing on the topic eriting happen for a reason. The thing i mention here will mainly b my fren, family n her.

Fren: a long time ago, 1 cina apek said wen u go away from home, u must depend on ur fren. we spend more time wif our fren den family now bcoz we're in UTAR, we can get to no where unless u'r an Ipoh white coffees. i'm very fortunate to hav 2 of my best frens from y1s1 day 1 claz 1(which is a cancelled lab session!!! ), they will be commonly known as GayFong n Clive in my latter posts(if there is any :D)

so, wif tis coincidence from y1s1d1c1, we remain frens until now, which is currently dated at y3s1 week 5. fren is damn important, we make frens either by we purely like them 2 b our gangmates or we jz nid sumting from them, which will b labelled professional fren in my post. u hav to bcareful u r others pure/professional fren, if u categorize them wrongly, u make urself a HUGE mistakes!!!

A Professional fren will treat u good in front of u, and fuck u at ur back. while a PURE fren FUCK u all around the time(tis is applicable to boys laa :D). now i hav a total of 5 better frens and labeled Boyzone(Gayfong, clive, rannie tayshawn n eeshen) by Hui Min(she's a crazy nut which i know from y1s3, i wear her blue cloth for my team-building drama, she help me makeup too).

as usual, wen der is ppl, gossip comes along(applicable to all sexes). For MAN, we do not care abt u wen u'r not telling us, for woman, u can't expect we comes to u unless u r damn PRETTY!!! so? if u hav ani problems, jz speak it loud n let us noe!!! i welcome ani1 tat hav a problem wif me 2 come n fxxk me, at least u can make urself happier, while i can get some improvements...

I hav no requirement/qualification for my frens, but i particularly dislike>>>hate ppl tat is backstabbing me in front of A, den BS A in front of me. i can play a very good politics if i wanted 2 but it will b a waste of time. If u treat ppl like best fren in front of eri1, y u wana gossip bout him/her at the back? u make urself a joke... pls rmb tat ppl treat u the way u treat them, stop complaining others all the time while u'r not improving.

Finally, i wish eribody world peace n good luck in ur life. Sumtime if u dunno who is good or evil, come n ask me, i'll try my best to go kepo n gv u the best solution! haha :D