今天是2012的最后一天了，这一年发生了几件大事，屈指一数就有第一次自己出国玩啦，大学毕业，买了人生中的第一辆车，还有找到现在这份工。
今天还发生了一件我发梦也想不到的事，我中学女性朋友竟然在我跟女朋友拍拖时打来，她当然是逼我听啦，幸好还不至于叫我开speaker给她监听。我也很奇怪为什么这个时候会找我，之前在FB也没什么动静，她是说：我回来了不是找你们咯，我就问她那你问其他人得空没有？她就好像破工了的语气说还没有。以前跟我说因为没其他人的电话所以才先打给我而已，但现在大家的电话都有完了。好啦，其实我也是很开心她会找我！哈哈哈！其实我也很佩服我女人，知道我跟很多女生很熟都还能忍着我，只要不要超越她的底线就不管我了。
不过现在是2012年了，不会再有2005年的感觉了，当然开心是开心在最少人家久久回来槟城还会call来。还有另外一件大事，就是我喜欢很久那个终于回来槟城做工了，不过到现在都还没见到面。不见好过见啦，见了又不知道要怎样处理自己的心情。
其实大家心里也不会只喜欢一个人的，不过既然在一起了，爱的承诺就是要遵守，出轨的事一定不可以做。不知道是不是看其他人拍拖看久了，看女生看多了，我经常很容易觉得一些女生很假，身边的一些也不时会给我这种感觉，虽然每个人都有缺点，但我家这只除了太依赖我就真的好过外面的很多，现在女生看到你的车大一点，再发现你的工钱多一点，样子都变了。
在大学里我认识一个女生真的很好的，每次跟她拿report都是给我那种完成版，我只是随便改改就可以交了。如果我跟她都没有另一半我一定追她，反而她身边有一个号称系花的就每每让我有一点不知道她是人还是鬼，虽然到现在还是经常联络着，但我觉得她有那种现实的味道，做东西永远不会吃亏的。
所以我说要喜欢一个人之前一定要认识够久，不然死了还搞不清楚状况。
新的一年，希望自己认识多一点大老板。有钱就会有其他东西了！
2012年12月12日星期三
12-12-12
the date means nothing to me, wonder y eri1 like so fascinate bout dis day. eriday is so precious to me, no matter what date it is. but yday means sumting else, bcoz it is my 5th month in dis job, 11-12-12. join dis company exactly 5 months ago on July, n get a gift from a reactivated customer. a near 40k P/O after i meeting dem for so many weeks, finally they start to buy.
ppl is like dis, sum r easier to approach, more open minded, sum jz nid more time. as i alwiz bliv, hardworks alwiz paying off, 1 way or another, u'r effort wont b wasted. playing futsal against a group of newly known frens, very fast tempo game n overall eri1 is like former schoolteams player. a team of 16 yr old forcing eri1 to gv their best, the pride to win against a young team!
my dad ask me y eritime come bac so tired n knee pain but stil go? answer is easy, the pride n desire to win, dats what make me. n dats what needed to become successful, u can c the bosses out der, all of them r different, but they share a same traits, never want to lose n the bravery to take risks.
my branch advisor ask me to do sumting which is not right to the company, but if successful den both of us wil hv a couple hundreds each, the money is not the factor dat force me cooperate, i jz duwan to reject him. n btw, i said not right, doesnt mean its wrong.
QUOTE: ppl makes alot of money between black n white, the grey zone.
ppl is like dis, sum r easier to approach, more open minded, sum jz nid more time. as i alwiz bliv, hardworks alwiz paying off, 1 way or another, u'r effort wont b wasted. playing futsal against a group of newly known frens, very fast tempo game n overall eri1 is like former schoolteams player. a team of 16 yr old forcing eri1 to gv their best, the pride to win against a young team!
my dad ask me y eritime come bac so tired n knee pain but stil go? answer is easy, the pride n desire to win, dats what make me. n dats what needed to become successful, u can c the bosses out der, all of them r different, but they share a same traits, never want to lose n the bravery to take risks.
my branch advisor ask me to do sumting which is not right to the company, but if successful den both of us wil hv a couple hundreds each, the money is not the factor dat force me cooperate, i jz duwan to reject him. n btw, i said not right, doesnt mean its wrong.
QUOTE: ppl makes alot of money between black n white, the grey zone.
2012年12月3日星期一
KL 4 days 3 nights
Went KL on Nov 30th, a very random trip dat shock my mom n dad, coz the previous me won't go dis far by DRIVING, choosing to sit at home, watch movie / play computers all the time, myself proved dat ppl wil change, accordingly to their frens lifestyle or work culture.
Going out eriday meeting strangers at 1st, n now my close customers oredi, changes me. i took 2 annual leaves to go KL meet up wif UTAR frens, seem like eri1 not as close as b4, n its jz the 7th month after we graduate, n dis shud b a group of very close frens in UTAR. felt like the group a having a slow death, the relationships wil live a natural death... Boyzone is going to break, eri1 can feel it i think...
Mayb ppl won't appreciate dos around dem until dey lost sum1 completely. Reveived a great news from my old fren (a bad news in disguise). after asking her to back Penang work for years, finally she came back. at first i felt so happy, happy turn to despair, i knew after i meet her 1 day, my emoness wil come back. dont know what to do...
i'm alwiz controlling all the aspects in my life, what to do wif myself, what to do wif my customers, what to do wif business... but love & frenship is tearing me apart, i'm jz dunno how to position myself correctly n safely between love n friendship...
1 of my best girl de fren frm 2dary skul told me dat i treat ppl very good actuali, so wen i perli ppl sarcastically, ppl wil stil came bac to me, let me sarcastically perli again. but bcoz i treat eri1 good (boys n girls alike), im easily make sum girls misunderstood me especially wen dey jz drop frm a relationship, i swear, if i rily like sum1, dat person wil hear it frm me immediately, feel is very subjective, i can feel many girls fall in love wif me if i can, but the truth wont b lidat unless ppl told u it is.
I believe GOD will guide me, HE or SHE must. or else i'll follow Johnny Depp quote, wen u fall in love wif 2 persons, choose the 2nd 1. Bcoz u'll never love the 2nd 1 if u love the 1st 1 at the 1st place.
Going out eriday meeting strangers at 1st, n now my close customers oredi, changes me. i took 2 annual leaves to go KL meet up wif UTAR frens, seem like eri1 not as close as b4, n its jz the 7th month after we graduate, n dis shud b a group of very close frens in UTAR. felt like the group a having a slow death, the relationships wil live a natural death... Boyzone is going to break, eri1 can feel it i think...
Mayb ppl won't appreciate dos around dem until dey lost sum1 completely. Reveived a great news from my old fren (a bad news in disguise). after asking her to back Penang work for years, finally she came back. at first i felt so happy, happy turn to despair, i knew after i meet her 1 day, my emoness wil come back. dont know what to do...
i'm alwiz controlling all the aspects in my life, what to do wif myself, what to do wif my customers, what to do wif business... but love & frenship is tearing me apart, i'm jz dunno how to position myself correctly n safely between love n friendship...
1 of my best girl de fren frm 2dary skul told me dat i treat ppl very good actuali, so wen i perli ppl sarcastically, ppl wil stil came bac to me, let me sarcastically perli again. but bcoz i treat eri1 good (boys n girls alike), im easily make sum girls misunderstood me especially wen dey jz drop frm a relationship, i swear, if i rily like sum1, dat person wil hear it frm me immediately, feel is very subjective, i can feel many girls fall in love wif me if i can, but the truth wont b lidat unless ppl told u it is.
I believe GOD will guide me, HE or SHE must. or else i'll follow Johnny Depp quote, wen u fall in love wif 2 persons, choose the 2nd 1. Bcoz u'll never love the 2nd 1 if u love the 1st 1 at the 1st place.
2012年11月8日星期四
做工这一回事。
很久没有来这里了，做工到现在都懒得来写，难得今天下雨偷懒回家又不眼睡，就来update一下啦。做工后发现，原来中学朋友真的很好，不管你高矮肥瘦都会参你，最多是会perli一点点！哈哈。
出来社会，多三天就开工四个月了，见了酱多人，听了酱多故事，就觉得身边这些朋友真的要好好珍惜，因为你永远不知道他们几时会离开，几时会变。我的好友上个月车祸，昨天看了他那个还凹着进去的头，还有动他收在腹部里面的头骨，就想起以前三年级无端端就死了一个同班同学。所以再忙，朋友约我我一定会出现。或者是我一得空就去找他们。
说到一得空这里，现在这一份真的是优差，工作范围就是去找人谈天，而且才找那十多个人，找到人家都说不跟我买都不好意思！哈哈。250千的target,应该可以过啦。开工三个月，老板就送来一份大礼，真的是吓到，连经理都说很难得。当然这个决定请我的经理去总部开会也很有脸啦，请到我酱好的salesman!有眼光吗你！（以为我不知道么？）哈哈哈！所以我说，人缘真的很重要，办公室人际关系搞好了，有什么事也有人撑着。
出来做工当然是靠朋友啦，你还要靠自己？你有实力人家不知道有屁用？介绍了一个朋友进来做，看来是还不错，希望不要做错事丢我的脸啦！很多读国立大学的中学朋友出来做保险，害到我去Facebook看到他们都快快offline，真的后悔告诉一个大喇叭的好友我的工钱，现在工钱高还要怕人家知道，世界变了。
当然出来社会，慢慢就会见到一些人慢慢变了，（或者是这个才是真面目），做银行的这样，做保险的也这样，你工钱低？电话号码都不知道被delete没有，发现你这里好像有生意做，什么brother sister都出来了。现在我真的很怀疑一个人，到底是神是鬼，又是看戏是对的，越美的女生越会骗你！哈哈哈。当然我也不是一盏省油的帅哥！（好啦是不帅，但也不错看XD）。我身边从19岁到我经理39岁的美女都有，很多pattern还没出我都知道了的。
大家作朋友最重要还是讲心不讲金，路遥知马力，扮猪吃老虎迟早也是会被发现。
朋友们，为大家的梦想（如果你有的话）努力吧！
出来社会，多三天就开工四个月了，见了酱多人，听了酱多故事，就觉得身边这些朋友真的要好好珍惜，因为你永远不知道他们几时会离开，几时会变。我的好友上个月车祸，昨天看了他那个还凹着进去的头，还有动他收在腹部里面的头骨，就想起以前三年级无端端就死了一个同班同学。所以再忙，朋友约我我一定会出现。或者是我一得空就去找他们。
说到一得空这里，现在这一份真的是优差，工作范围就是去找人谈天，而且才找那十多个人，找到人家都说不跟我买都不好意思！哈哈。250千的target,应该可以过啦。开工三个月，老板就送来一份大礼，真的是吓到，连经理都说很难得。当然这个决定请我的经理去总部开会也很有脸啦，请到我酱好的salesman!有眼光吗你！（以为我不知道么？）哈哈哈！所以我说，人缘真的很重要，办公室人际关系搞好了，有什么事也有人撑着。
出来做工当然是靠朋友啦，你还要靠自己？你有实力人家不知道有屁用？介绍了一个朋友进来做，看来是还不错，希望不要做错事丢我的脸啦！很多读国立大学的中学朋友出来做保险，害到我去Facebook看到他们都快快offline，真的后悔告诉一个大喇叭的好友我的工钱，现在工钱高还要怕人家知道，世界变了。
当然出来社会，慢慢就会见到一些人慢慢变了，（或者是这个才是真面目），做银行的这样，做保险的也这样，你工钱低？电话号码都不知道被delete没有，发现你这里好像有生意做，什么brother sister都出来了。现在我真的很怀疑一个人，到底是神是鬼，又是看戏是对的，越美的女生越会骗你！哈哈哈。当然我也不是一盏省油的帅哥！（好啦是不帅，但也不错看XD）。我身边从19岁到我经理39岁的美女都有，很多pattern还没出我都知道了的。
大家作朋友最重要还是讲心不讲金，路遥知马力，扮猪吃老虎迟早也是会被发现。
朋友们，为大家的梦想（如果你有的话）努力吧！
2012年8月11日星期六
Whats wrong with this world?
work for a month d, as expected go 2 KL training heard alot of gossips lor, but better heard n shut up rather den go talk along, bcoz words does go around n may hit u bac! its rily weird wen ppl r treating u nicely not bcoz u'r treating dem nicely but bcoz of u earn more money den dey expected.
dis is wut happen wen my secondary frens asking wut im doing now, coz we all noe each other for such a long time we basically noe eriting abt eri1. its weird too wen my sarcastic manager treat me so nice until i cant bliv coz she noes i knew the GM long b4 i join the company n the boss phone her n gv a high compliment 2 me.
so u dont nid 2 be nice 2 other ppl if u wan dem 2 treat u nicely, jz perform well n earn alot of money, den ppl wil treat u well. dats wut wrong abt dis world now, eri1 eriting is jz so realistic. sumtime i can 4giv laa coz wen ppl nid help dey oso wil automatically looks for sum1 dat r capable (got the money or ability) to offer the help, but money isnt eriting lor, i stil hv close contacts wif my futsal fren althou many of dem r selling phones or do other jobs dat r not high in salary laaa.
hard 2 find true frens in society especially in work, dont put urself between a person wif his meals, he'll eat u long b4 u realised it.
dis is wut happen wen my secondary frens asking wut im doing now, coz we all noe each other for such a long time we basically noe eriting abt eri1. its weird too wen my sarcastic manager treat me so nice until i cant bliv coz she noes i knew the GM long b4 i join the company n the boss phone her n gv a high compliment 2 me.
so u dont nid 2 be nice 2 other ppl if u wan dem 2 treat u nicely, jz perform well n earn alot of money, den ppl wil treat u well. dats wut wrong abt dis world now, eri1 eriting is jz so realistic. sumtime i can 4giv laa coz wen ppl nid help dey oso wil automatically looks for sum1 dat r capable (got the money or ability) to offer the help, but money isnt eriting lor, i stil hv close contacts wif my futsal fren althou many of dem r selling phones or do other jobs dat r not high in salary laaa.
hard 2 find true frens in society especially in work, dont put urself between a person wif his meals, he'll eat u long b4 u realised it.
2012年7月14日星期六
First Full Time Job :D
start my first job after grads on July 11th wednesday it is. i can say dis job like coming 2 find me, duno whether its fate. Havent start looking for a job coz going 2 Bali, but den a week b4 go Bali mom's colleague told her of dis vacancy on wednesday, jz go interview on dat friday, the day i go Bali dey ad wana hire me, but i delayed the interview until i bac 2 Malaysia. complete the 2nd interview on the fon summore XD
go work althou stil sick, flu + sorethroat after bac frm Bali. as ppl says money can drive ppl 2 do aniting, its jz the amount of money dat rily matter :P previously i'm not very interested on the job actuali, sales work but the commission is so little, hv 2 travel alot, worried for my car oso. once spoiled duno nid 2 spend how much ad :( but since dey offer me a good starting pay dat i absolutely cant resist, eriday drive 1 hour go work oso accept the offer XD
wen i start work, the environment rily surprise me! i never wonder the culture would b so relax n cincai! can listen 2 radio whole day, wen the branch manager n branch advisor (old aged n 1 of the 1st worker in the branch) not here we r like in party mode! eri morning coffee n breakfast til 1030 plus oni start work! den 1230 eat to 2! the whole day work frm 830-1730 ad hv 3.5 hours cut off XDDD
eri1 is going late except me n the advisor, obviously he'll never late unless outstation :( but the sales staff usually leave the company at lunch time n wont bac again for the rest of the day (including me in the future XP) i'm going 2 replace a staff dat r leaving the company, quite lucky coz jz tk over all his customers n he rily gv me eriting he has. my colleagues all start frm scratch...
5 ppl in the office obviously has less gossips around, as long as i can sell den eriting shud b fine. nobody wil b spare if dey didnt do their job nicely, its apply to ALL. but in sales as long as u'r hitting target den u r as free n as happy as u can imagine!!! its oso very important dat i no nid 2 stay in the same place all day long like last time intern in lab :S 5 days a week 9 hours a day work wif music n freedom XD wut else shud i ask for, 1st job is good :D
go work althou stil sick, flu + sorethroat after bac frm Bali. as ppl says money can drive ppl 2 do aniting, its jz the amount of money dat rily matter :P previously i'm not very interested on the job actuali, sales work but the commission is so little, hv 2 travel alot, worried for my car oso. once spoiled duno nid 2 spend how much ad :( but since dey offer me a good starting pay dat i absolutely cant resist, eriday drive 1 hour go work oso accept the offer XD
wen i start work, the environment rily surprise me! i never wonder the culture would b so relax n cincai! can listen 2 radio whole day, wen the branch manager n branch advisor (old aged n 1 of the 1st worker in the branch) not here we r like in party mode! eri morning coffee n breakfast til 1030 plus oni start work! den 1230 eat to 2! the whole day work frm 830-1730 ad hv 3.5 hours cut off XDDD
eri1 is going late except me n the advisor, obviously he'll never late unless outstation :( but the sales staff usually leave the company at lunch time n wont bac again for the rest of the day (including me in the future XP) i'm going 2 replace a staff dat r leaving the company, quite lucky coz jz tk over all his customers n he rily gv me eriting he has. my colleagues all start frm scratch...
5 ppl in the office obviously has less gossips around, as long as i can sell den eriting shud b fine. nobody wil b spare if dey didnt do their job nicely, its apply to ALL. but in sales as long as u'r hitting target den u r as free n as happy as u can imagine!!! its oso very important dat i no nid 2 stay in the same place all day long like last time intern in lab :S 5 days a week 9 hours a day work wif music n freedom XD wut else shud i ask for, 1st job is good :D
2012年6月29日星期五
End of the road.
alwiz tot i can tk it easily, but wen the time come stil feel sad, a relationship rily is not jz abt 2 persons, it involved our family n frens oso. at least for now, my family come first b4 eriting.
whats done is done, whats gonna happen wil happen eventually, i gv up trying, its in FATE hands now.
君子割席，不留恶言。
whats done is done, whats gonna happen wil happen eventually, i gv up trying, its in FATE hands now.
君子割席，不留恶言。
2012年6月13日星期三
奶头有tattoo的女生
两年前，当你跳楼自杀的那一天，全国几乎把你放在头条新闻那一页，那时，你，让大家知道你是谁。但直到今天，你在哪里？除了你家人，还有谁会记得你吗？如果这个世界有神，他会不会让一个自杀的人投胎？
我的朋友说得好，大家会惋惜，因为你真的很帅，我也觉得你很帅。但那个女的，我真的觉得不值得为了她而去死。他还很妒忌地说，如果是一个又肥又丑的去自杀，（一个肥仔的内心故事）大家应该痛骂他一顿，再说他活该去死。这就是这个世界根本性的不公平，大家都喜欢漂亮的东西，你可以选择接受或者不接受，但不公平确实是不可避免。
好吧，就当那女的真的很漂亮，她能美多久呢？你可以找到比她更好的，但你选择去死。今天我add到她了，现在的男友不会输你哦！你会不会气死多一次叻？你是不是在理发店遇到她，然后对她奶头上的蝴蝶念念不忘，甚至能为她去死？
她左胸上的那只蝴蝶多大只？有多少个人看过？你是她第几个过客？乐基儿能把黎明骗到手，据说也因为奶头上的tattoo哦！这种女生，本身就很疯狂，男的能想象在鸟上面做tattoo吗？这种人不喜欢被征服，对她来说这只是游戏，游戏就是拿来玩的，你认真就输了！
以前是女生被骗然后去自杀，现在男生不甘愿跟着自杀。医生的孩子，本身读医科也会去自杀，所以自杀跟读书没有关系哦！别傻了，出去看部电影，那里的美女，有黑，有白，有黄，你怕找不到更爱的下一个？
我的朋友说得好，大家会惋惜，因为你真的很帅，我也觉得你很帅。但那个女的，我真的觉得不值得为了她而去死。他还很妒忌地说，如果是一个又肥又丑的去自杀，（一个肥仔的内心故事）大家应该痛骂他一顿，再说他活该去死。这就是这个世界根本性的不公平，大家都喜欢漂亮的东西，你可以选择接受或者不接受，但不公平确实是不可避免。
好吧，就当那女的真的很漂亮，她能美多久呢？你可以找到比她更好的，但你选择去死。今天我add到她了，现在的男友不会输你哦！你会不会气死多一次叻？你是不是在理发店遇到她，然后对她奶头上的蝴蝶念念不忘，甚至能为她去死？
她左胸上的那只蝴蝶多大只？有多少个人看过？你是她第几个过客？乐基儿能把黎明骗到手，据说也因为奶头上的tattoo哦！这种女生，本身就很疯狂，男的能想象在鸟上面做tattoo吗？这种人不喜欢被征服，对她来说这只是游戏，游戏就是拿来玩的，你认真就输了！
以前是女生被骗然后去自杀，现在男生不甘愿跟着自杀。医生的孩子，本身读医科也会去自杀，所以自杀跟读书没有关系哦！别傻了，出去看部电影，那里的美女，有黑，有白，有黄，你怕找不到更爱的下一个？
2012年6月2日星期六
Unexpected :DDD
dis story has gone thru my head a few times but i'm jz too lazy 2 write it out. but since i'm so free after grads so decide 2 write it now.
wen we expect nothing frm ppl, den wen sumbody gv u sumting good, u'll b very surprised! wen u'r alwiz expecting sumting den u wont b as happy thou... i deleted all my info in Facebook so dat wen my bday the msg i receive frm ppl dat i totally didnt expected rily makes me happy. i'm waiting for jz 1 msg eri year since 16, but den wen i get it i was jz like Ooh finally she sends me 1. rily hv 2 learn 2 b expecting nothing 2 make myself more happy.
stay at kampar few days b4 coming bac home, gonna say dat a close frenship is not determine by the total time u noe dat person, but the degree of knowing each other. u can b fren wif sum1 for a very long time but sumhow u wont noe dat person very well. stay at a close fren room, he's my futsal teammate n a Liverpool fans, so basically we can talk abt alot of things. summore buy me a slice of bday cake frm Secret Recipe, make me feel so GAY :O
finally i drove my car twice XD both times it perform well n rily abov my standards, i tot Proton stil very cheapscake :P FLX r definitely the best new car 4 a fresh grad, unless u r looking 4 2nd hand car of coz :D spacious n cheapest among all other. the 1st time i get in is sit bhind wen dad fetch me at bus station, the cushion improve alot frm the BLM a few years bac, very detailed interior but its plastic all the way :( cant wait 2 c my bro FLX SE wif leather n bright red exterior :DDD so my car looks exactly the same as FL but wif a X at the bac of the car. inside, it is equip wif better engine, ABS n EBD. airbags r standard accessories btw!... not bcoz dey wana improve thou but bcoz Government said airbags is necesssary starting frm 2012.
mom said r u going 2 work nxt month? (means July). i said NO, u'r probably gonna pay the June n July installment 4 me, thank you! she was like :OOOO den i said i TRY 2 work starting frm August, coz i oso duno ppl wana hire me anot maa rite??? hahahaha!!! as i alwiz said, MOM rocks :D
wen we expect nothing frm ppl, den wen sumbody gv u sumting good, u'll b very surprised! wen u'r alwiz expecting sumting den u wont b as happy thou... i deleted all my info in Facebook so dat wen my bday the msg i receive frm ppl dat i totally didnt expected rily makes me happy. i'm waiting for jz 1 msg eri year since 16, but den wen i get it i was jz like Ooh finally she sends me 1. rily hv 2 learn 2 b expecting nothing 2 make myself more happy.
stay at kampar few days b4 coming bac home, gonna say dat a close frenship is not determine by the total time u noe dat person, but the degree of knowing each other. u can b fren wif sum1 for a very long time but sumhow u wont noe dat person very well. stay at a close fren room, he's my futsal teammate n a Liverpool fans, so basically we can talk abt alot of things. summore buy me a slice of bday cake frm Secret Recipe, make me feel so GAY :O
finally i drove my car twice XD both times it perform well n rily abov my standards, i tot Proton stil very cheapscake :P FLX r definitely the best new car 4 a fresh grad, unless u r looking 4 2nd hand car of coz :D spacious n cheapest among all other. the 1st time i get in is sit bhind wen dad fetch me at bus station, the cushion improve alot frm the BLM a few years bac, very detailed interior but its plastic all the way :( cant wait 2 c my bro FLX SE wif leather n bright red exterior :DDD so my car looks exactly the same as FL but wif a X at the bac of the car. inside, it is equip wif better engine, ABS n EBD. airbags r standard accessories btw!... not bcoz dey wana improve thou but bcoz Government said airbags is necesssary starting frm 2012.
mom said r u going 2 work nxt month? (means July). i said NO, u'r probably gonna pay the June n July installment 4 me, thank you! she was like :OOOO den i said i TRY 2 work starting frm August, coz i oso duno ppl wana hire me anot maa rite??? hahahaha!!! as i alwiz said, MOM rocks :D
2012年5月29日星期二
Birthday Specials
its not a very special day for me actually, but stil is happy bcoz of angpao :D n my fren treat me eat at KL n Kampar, save me alot of money XD
met my Uni fren at KL, den bac Kampar play futsal wif the buddies, dey tot i failed my subs so go bac, bcoz i told dem if c me again meant i failed XD but i did my last sem perfectly, last minute Thesis oso can get B. as the same as the majority lor :P
luckily i chose the title wif minimum effort 2 complete althou i noe i cant score well wif dis kinda cheapscake FYP project, im very happy wif it ad. many ppl said my project very easy den i seldom go Lab or blah blah blah. But, i gonna say: u syok i syok??? hahahaha
met her the other day at KL, i wish (curse) her cant get a new job at KL n b forced 2 bac Penang very very soon!!! hahahaha! i duwan go KL ler, many ppl many cars many expenses...
life goes on pretty well after Uni, waiting 2 enter working life n until den, retirement n death r waiting!!! suddenly feel so down oredi :O
2012年5月25日星期五
2012年5月19日星期六
Life After Study :(
life goes on, time pass by, as fast as u can imagine n u cant stop it no matter how u wanted 2. stay at home for a week, feel more boring den at university but at least it rains here eriday at my hometown.
my car wont reach until nxt week, by the time i ad gone 2 KL for a family visit at my bro house n wil celebrate my birthday der. i dont rily like 2 celebrate my bday but i would love 2 hv a few presents thou. ders lot of new Lego coming out, n my ifon plan oredi expired.
too many things 2 do, too many things 2 buy, but i hav few time n no money. how sad for a fresh graduate. wut i can do without a car is on9 whole day at home, n hv sum random chats wif fren dat r very longgg time no see. especially dos dat gone 2 oversea for study.
went across wif a not very fren de fren at midnite, (my fball teammate's ex, a not so familiar F3 classmate) she is at London. actuali i cant rmb her face very well unless i go 2 c her facebook profile, but we hav a good laugh non-stop chatting session for more den 1 hour :D wut a girl rily needs (18-80) is somehow similar, dey jz need ur care, true frm the heart, not bcoz u fall in love wif her or wutsoever. bcoz wen 2 person is in love wif each other, care n romances r necessary!
i was jz seem 2 rmb she's taking law in Wales but duno y her FB location set at London, dis very very minor issue for me can make ppl feel very touch, jz bcoz i rmb she studied in Wales b4. its the same for my mum n grandma, i wish her happy mother's day n buy her a bday card by using my free rm200 coupon btw, n she felt so happy. My grandparents were so proud wen i jz buy dem food wenever i go out 2 play futsal or shopping at night.
wen u do small things wif love n purely jz bcoz u treat dat person as ur frens n family, ppl wil notice. ders too many fakes fren out der, but time wil tell who is the one dat we must held on for the rest of our life.
my car wont reach until nxt week, by the time i ad gone 2 KL for a family visit at my bro house n wil celebrate my birthday der. i dont rily like 2 celebrate my bday but i would love 2 hv a few presents thou. ders lot of new Lego coming out, n my ifon plan oredi expired.
too many things 2 do, too many things 2 buy, but i hav few time n no money. how sad for a fresh graduate. wut i can do without a car is on9 whole day at home, n hv sum random chats wif fren dat r very longgg time no see. especially dos dat gone 2 oversea for study.
went across wif a not very fren de fren at midnite, (my fball teammate's ex, a not so familiar F3 classmate) she is at London. actuali i cant rmb her face very well unless i go 2 c her facebook profile, but we hav a good laugh non-stop chatting session for more den 1 hour :D wut a girl rily needs (18-80) is somehow similar, dey jz need ur care, true frm the heart, not bcoz u fall in love wif her or wutsoever. bcoz wen 2 person is in love wif each other, care n romances r necessary!
i was jz seem 2 rmb she's taking law in Wales but duno y her FB location set at London, dis very very minor issue for me can make ppl feel very touch, jz bcoz i rmb she studied in Wales b4. its the same for my mum n grandma, i wish her happy mother's day n buy her a bday card by using my free rm200 coupon btw, n she felt so happy. My grandparents were so proud wen i jz buy dem food wenever i go out 2 play futsal or shopping at night.
wen u do small things wif love n purely jz bcoz u treat dat person as ur frens n family, ppl wil notice. ders too many fakes fren out der, but time wil tell who is the one dat we must held on for the rest of our life.
2012年5月13日星期日
Coming HOME (TT-TT)
i'm coming home, coming home, after 3 years i'm coming home... grandpa has always ask me eritime i go bac hometown wen wil i go bac again, actuali i dun feel he misses me dat much but as a guy i noe dat wen we rily care n miss sumting or sum1, we dun do it as obvious as woman would.
i'm gonna bac for 1 last time now. sure i wil come Kampar again but not as much like b4 ad, jz cm bac for futsal n seeing sum oldfrens, once dey all graduated i'm din hav ani reasons 2 cm bac animore. i'm going bac to my family, dad n mom, grandpa grandma. althou we din share the same surname but i'd been living wif dem since~Forever, n my life was all in dat half century old but stil quite a famous n nice coffee shop :D
Going bac once in 2 months, at most once a month makes my mom angry sumtimes, but i alwiz gv the reason of too many exams n assignments :P but i jz too lazy to go bac by bus, 4 hours sumtime 5 to reach the doorstep, ok as a guy i should be able 2 deal wif it, but i admit i'm quite a "xiu yeh zai" person~~~thank you.
Dragging on the packing process, do it as slow as possible bcoz once finish, its time to leave. Damn EMO wen my playlist play the songs of "Na Xie Nian, U r the apple of my eye". seriously FXXK. eritime said Kampar a bad place wen coming bac frm hometown, but now i miss dis place, mostly bcoz of the persons dat wil equally misses dis place as much as i am. Badmintons, futsals, mamak, Left4Dead...
The end here will be a new beginning somewhere else. We might not be seeing each other again but we certainly shared moments that will last to the end, the end of all time.
PS: all those photos n videos taken during UTAR rily makes ppl sad :(
i'm gonna bac for 1 last time now. sure i wil come Kampar again but not as much like b4 ad, jz cm bac for futsal n seeing sum oldfrens, once dey all graduated i'm din hav ani reasons 2 cm bac animore. i'm going bac to my family, dad n mom, grandpa grandma. althou we din share the same surname but i'd been living wif dem since~Forever, n my life was all in dat half century old but stil quite a famous n nice coffee shop :D
Going bac once in 2 months, at most once a month makes my mom angry sumtimes, but i alwiz gv the reason of too many exams n assignments :P but i jz too lazy to go bac by bus, 4 hours sumtime 5 to reach the doorstep, ok as a guy i should be able 2 deal wif it, but i admit i'm quite a "xiu yeh zai" person~~~thank you.
Dragging on the packing process, do it as slow as possible bcoz once finish, its time to leave. Damn EMO wen my playlist play the songs of "Na Xie Nian, U r the apple of my eye". seriously FXXK. eritime said Kampar a bad place wen coming bac frm hometown, but now i miss dis place, mostly bcoz of the persons dat wil equally misses dis place as much as i am. Badmintons, futsals, mamak, Left4Dead...
The end here will be a new beginning somewhere else. We might not be seeing each other again but we certainly shared moments that will last to the end, the end of all time.
PS: all those photos n videos taken during UTAR rily makes ppl sad :(
2012年5月12日星期六
终须一别！
现在是礼拜天了，拜一拿了thesis就要回家咯。所谓千里送君，终须一别。一直在安慰自己，大学的朋友才参了三年，再难过，不舍，也不会像小学；中学酱惨吧。
但深想一层，小学我和同班同学一起升中学，中学又有一班朋友一起升大学，现在大学毕业了，还有可能在一起吗？就算我去KL做工，大家最多不是一星期见一次？如果要拍拖什么的，根本没机会再见面了。
但是我回家乡后，就可以见回以前在中学的朋友，有很多人真的很久没见面了，今年农历新年时竟然被人骂我没良心，没有找她，其实如果要谈天什么的，女生也可以主动一点啊，朋友之间根本不需要什么要脸不要脸的。
在大学我学会了一件事，就算参在一起的朋友，一起打羽球，一起出街，当有什么tips啊，帮忙签attendance啊，有些人会自动帮忙，有些人真的让我觉得很自私，有什么tips都不会share，在考试里面的那几percent，就可以买起我们的友情。
我参着的一班男生，大家废在一起，考试时自动读书，assignment最后一分钟才做，能毕业不就好了咯。去intern也是遇见一个女生，初期真的很fren，还让同事以为我们在一起，但女生是不是天生就自私点的？
在我参的一班女生里，一开始就认识一个女的；人真的不错，会是我喜欢的类型，自动帮签名，出成绩还打来告诉我。最后虽然发现她感情生活有点随便，但每个人都有自己的经历，我们不能用自己心中的那一把尺，去衡量每一个人。
再不久就认识了一个傻傻的，人真的很搞笑，我扮女人的那一次她还借衣服和帮我化妆。每一次去上lab还是出门玩，她都像我们的妈妈酱照顾我们。另一个第二年才认识的，我每次都会跟她要report，二话不说就给了，有时没做完还特地赶时间做完给我，好让我有时间去改！真的是感动，可惜这些好女人全部都有男朋友了。当然我也是有女友啦，只想说男生要找就要找这些女生，不会错的啦！
一开始认识的还有一个蛮自私的女生，她在班上真的很不受欢迎，我的一个朋友还真的很鬼讨厌她。通过她，在第二年认识了一个班上最美的女生吧，但不会打扮，拍毕业照时被很多人比下去了。一开始认识时觉得还不错的，但日久见人心吧，有很多事我事先都已经知道了，她的roommate还整天跟我在Facebook聊叻，还有些感情的事也有人告诉我很多，去问就只是要看她怎样回答。很多事答应了不可以让第三个人知道。但想说有时候漂亮的人会有一个缺点，就是不会为其他人做任何事，被人宠爱惯了就只会利用别人的感觉咯。
总的来说班上也没有坏人啦，但只能说在大学学到很多人和事，千万不要被表面所蒙骗。最近开始写回日记了，要写什么就写什么，记下的，都是人生最真实的一面。BLOG，到最后都是写给别人看的啦。离别是对一段感情最好的考验，只有值得你珍惜的人，还有会珍惜你的人，才会留下。下次再见，大家再来谈个痛快吧！
但深想一层，小学我和同班同学一起升中学，中学又有一班朋友一起升大学，现在大学毕业了，还有可能在一起吗？就算我去KL做工，大家最多不是一星期见一次？如果要拍拖什么的，根本没机会再见面了。
但是我回家乡后，就可以见回以前在中学的朋友，有很多人真的很久没见面了，今年农历新年时竟然被人骂我没良心，没有找她，其实如果要谈天什么的，女生也可以主动一点啊，朋友之间根本不需要什么要脸不要脸的。
在大学我学会了一件事，就算参在一起的朋友，一起打羽球，一起出街，当有什么tips啊，帮忙签attendance啊，有些人会自动帮忙，有些人真的让我觉得很自私，有什么tips都不会share，在考试里面的那几percent，就可以买起我们的友情。
我参着的一班男生，大家废在一起，考试时自动读书，assignment最后一分钟才做，能毕业不就好了咯。去intern也是遇见一个女生，初期真的很fren，还让同事以为我们在一起，但女生是不是天生就自私点的？
在我参的一班女生里，一开始就认识一个女的；人真的不错，会是我喜欢的类型，自动帮签名，出成绩还打来告诉我。最后虽然发现她感情生活有点随便，但每个人都有自己的经历，我们不能用自己心中的那一把尺，去衡量每一个人。
再不久就认识了一个傻傻的，人真的很搞笑，我扮女人的那一次她还借衣服和帮我化妆。每一次去上lab还是出门玩，她都像我们的妈妈酱照顾我们。另一个第二年才认识的，我每次都会跟她要report，二话不说就给了，有时没做完还特地赶时间做完给我，好让我有时间去改！真的是感动，可惜这些好女人全部都有男朋友了。当然我也是有女友啦，只想说男生要找就要找这些女生，不会错的啦！
一开始认识的还有一个蛮自私的女生，她在班上真的很不受欢迎，我的一个朋友还真的很鬼讨厌她。通过她，在第二年认识了一个班上最美的女生吧，但不会打扮，拍毕业照时被很多人比下去了。一开始认识时觉得还不错的，但日久见人心吧，有很多事我事先都已经知道了，她的roommate还整天跟我在Facebook聊叻，还有些感情的事也有人告诉我很多，去问就只是要看她怎样回答。很多事答应了不可以让第三个人知道。但想说有时候漂亮的人会有一个缺点，就是不会为其他人做任何事，被人宠爱惯了就只会利用别人的感觉咯。
总的来说班上也没有坏人啦，但只能说在大学学到很多人和事，千万不要被表面所蒙骗。最近开始写回日记了，要写什么就写什么，记下的，都是人生最真实的一面。BLOG，到最后都是写给别人看的啦。离别是对一段感情最好的考验，只有值得你珍惜的人，还有会珍惜你的人，才会留下。下次再见，大家再来谈个痛快吧！
2012年5月5日星期六
Goodbye Everybody!!!
Wenever my niece going out she'll said Goodbye Eribody so loud dat u wont miss out the moment she's leaving the house. n dats wut i gonna tell eri1 tmr. Monday 11am.
wen we were young, eriting was so simple n straight4ward, wen u like sum1, u show it or speak it out, n wen u dont like sum1, u can alwiz simply walk away. wen we grow up day by day, people bcum more difficult 2 b happy, like ders nothing 2 b happy 4, n bcum more fake.
sumtime, we jz nid 2 b ourself, show ppl who u r, if dey like it, jz stay, if dey dont, pls jz go away. I'd never lack of frens n i doubt i'll ever b feeling lonely, coz i can alwiz communicate wif myself XD dats a good part of being a Gemini, althou sumtimes i dunno who myself rily r but at least i dun feel bored of being me.
i've alwiz like 2 chat wif different ppl, sum ppl said i like 2 flirt, but myself declared its as curiosity, i can chat wif guys n gals ok, jz dat i think ders nothing i can get frm a guy coz wut dey do i'm oso doing, its sumwhat similar if not the same, so jz gonna find out wut the gals r doing laa :P
i'm sum1 dat can talk abt aniting, n if u required sum privacy, i can stil keep it very well. seal n safe! i am sum1 dat can talk alot of funny things wif aunties dat selling wantan mee, n wif my lecturers dat stay awake at 2am on Facebook. n dats is not flirting ppl. sumtimes i jz let ppl think wut dey want bcoz ppl wil see things the way they wanted 2, no point explaining wen der is no1 believing.
wut i've learn in UTAR is dat dis world r consists of 3 type of ppl:
1st: dos dat alwiz lending a help wen u nid it. dis kind of ppl wil get a help bac wen dey required bcoz ppl owe dem a debt, or ppl jz like dem bcoz dey r such a good person. its so pathetic wen ppl develop a reputation dat wen i see the msg from XXX den i noe dey r up 4 sumting, mostly ask u 4 a help.
2nd: dos dat dont nid ur help n wont help u. dis kinda ppl is quite good bcoz i;m not gonna help eri1 dat i knew, so if u dont help me wen i nid it, jz dun expect i'll b kind n helpful wen u'r in trouble, fair deal.
Finally: dos dat wont help wen u needed dem but asking for favors. u can go die. its quite alot of ppl using others jz bcoz dey nid dem 2 get sumthing done. dis kinda ppl rily piss me hell lot n i can say dat selfish is inside of ppl no matter ugly or pretty.
not enuf time 2 noe eri1 well, but stil i wish eri1 well in the future. GOODBYE.
2012年4月18日星期三
Lose control.
i'm never a person dat wil lose control of myself (most of the time), dos who knew me long enuf wil realised i'll even control all the things evolve around me, eriting bout my hostel, to my own life details.
wont lose control now in futsal court wen opponents r purposely hitting me wif dirty tricks, even wen losing alot of money wen betting on football, but 2day i did surprised even myself. after a good sleep n woke up, thinking wtf am i doing jz now. seldom cross the lines since i can rmb, sumtime ppl get loss along the way. i'm tired, mayb reluctant 2 say goodbye wen i c dat time flows away n May is jz around the corner.
try 2 explain 2 myself but the harder i try the harder it gets. i'll draw the line here, never cross it n try my best 2 get along wif it. ppl wont 4get even if dey 4giv, rily sorry wen i lose control n seriously hurt sumbody. hope wont b too late 2 apologize...
wont lose control now in futsal court wen opponents r purposely hitting me wif dirty tricks, even wen losing alot of money wen betting on football, but 2day i did surprised even myself. after a good sleep n woke up, thinking wtf am i doing jz now. seldom cross the lines since i can rmb, sumtime ppl get loss along the way. i'm tired, mayb reluctant 2 say goodbye wen i c dat time flows away n May is jz around the corner.
try 2 explain 2 myself but the harder i try the harder it gets. i'll draw the line here, never cross it n try my best 2 get along wif it. ppl wont 4get even if dey 4giv, rily sorry wen i lose control n seriously hurt sumbody. hope wont b too late 2 apologize...
2012年4月16日星期一
GOODBYE!!!
Goodbye my love, my 2nd wife. my darling Myvi. i watch ur tail pass by wen i close the door at hostel, sad dat i've loss u. but life like dis, no change no game. so b it, no money no choice, Saga jiu Saga laa. At least now its look far better den my 1st wife the very 1st generation Saga.
Goodbye my money :( wonder if i can afford a new Myvi if my MAS share dun fall frm 1.79 to 1.3! bad decision making coz u alot especially its a financial 1. was planning 2 buy RAPID n MAS at 1.8 initially but throw all the money 2 MAS at the end, so fxxking sad wen c RAPID now stands at 2.45! wtf 1 loss 500 1 win 650, if i stick 2 my 1st thought den i'll stil earn a small portion.
Goodbye my fren. seriously dun think we'll keep in touch (except Facebook) since we jz noe each other 4 such a short period. i oni left a few fren frm 2ndary skul dat alwiz contact, n i stay der for 7 years! dun think a 3 years frenship can deep until where. but i rily grateful i hv chance 2 meet sum fabulous ppl in such limited contact, i alwiz skip my claz n den we oni hv very few claz in a week, so its rily hard 2 make sum close frens.
Wen a person is treating u good frm the bottom of their hearts, u can actuali felt it deeply n sumtime its touching. i dun care wut other ppl comments, i jz evaluate a person frm my own perspective, interpersonal communication n past experiences. the only way u can find out a person is treating u good is bcoz dey wana do it or jz dey nid 2 do it is by Time, dun alwiz misjudge ppl bcoz even if dey treat u nicely jz bcoz dey nid 2.
i alwiz like dos ppl dat r not selfish, i'm fortunate 2 hv known a few here in Kampar, its rily a boring place apart frm interesting ppl. rily happy wen sum1 offer help more den wut u ask 4, n rily keep u in mind n inform ASAP wen sumting is wrong. u probably wont b seeing dis but i gonna say u r 1 of the best i've met, surely wil keep in touch coz i'm gonna stay n work in Penang.
its week 14 n Wednesday is the last official day of study. study week n finals next. Its been a great experience coming 2 University, once in a lifetime n great fellas all along the way :D
2012年4月11日星期三
Change of Plan!!!
never wonder wut 2 do after graduate coz i plan 2 stay unemployed until i cm bac frm Bali on July, after dat oni work. hav a 2 months holiday after 16 years of official education doesnt sound lazy ok???
dis magnificent, brilliant n exciting plan is all but ruin bcoz my bro gonna tk the oni car at my hometown away, dey got 2 cars for 3 drivers y dats not enuf??? i'm carless, jobless n FUNless!!! mom is going 2 buy a new car using my name, means dat i hav 2 pay for the loans laa :S WTF y alwiz is younger 1 let the old 1 get the sweets, althou i think we shud help sumbody dat nid it but we cant alwiz help a person if he is not helping himself!
at the end i noe dis is jz a notification not a question, i didnt make ani complain, jz search for related info. a new Saga FLX executive auto cost 45K, a same class Myvi 47K, if u wana pay for a period of 7 years den eri month u'r deducted rm450-500 excluded fuels n other "surprise" expenses.
so? i'm going 2 start applying jobs, i cant afford 2 sit eriday in my dad coffee shop n let eri1 said i din do aniting but my parents buy me a car. dats humiliating! n ppl in a coffee shop can rily come out wif aniting u can n cannot imagine.
wif car loan on the horizon, NO, on the shoreline, I cannot afford a new smartfon :( new LEGO ToT n i kenot go Bali wif more cash as i 1st planned. so, i can say Life fuck me up dis time!
dis magnificent, brilliant n exciting plan is all but ruin bcoz my bro gonna tk the oni car at my hometown away, dey got 2 cars for 3 drivers y dats not enuf??? i'm carless, jobless n FUNless!!! mom is going 2 buy a new car using my name, means dat i hav 2 pay for the loans laa :S WTF y alwiz is younger 1 let the old 1 get the sweets, althou i think we shud help sumbody dat nid it but we cant alwiz help a person if he is not helping himself!
at the end i noe dis is jz a notification not a question, i didnt make ani complain, jz search for related info. a new Saga FLX executive auto cost 45K, a same class Myvi 47K, if u wana pay for a period of 7 years den eri month u'r deducted rm450-500 excluded fuels n other "surprise" expenses.
so? i'm going 2 start applying jobs, i cant afford 2 sit eriday in my dad coffee shop n let eri1 said i din do aniting but my parents buy me a car. dats humiliating! n ppl in a coffee shop can rily come out wif aniting u can n cannot imagine.
wif car loan on the horizon, NO, on the shoreline, I cannot afford a new smartfon :( new LEGO ToT n i kenot go Bali wif more cash as i 1st planned. so, i can say Life fuck me up dis time!
2012年4月10日星期二
Fall For You!
if u dunno whether anot u'r falling in love or like sumbody, pls go 2 listen love songs. end up u will thinking of sum1 again n again, in case ur heart is a little bigger, u wil thinking of a few ppl many times.
den, go 2 ur msg inbox, search the oldest msg dat u kept 4 so long, n think. think the reason dat y u din delete it after so long. y u wana read the msg over n over again.
wif smartfon unlimited SMS storage, we can save many ppl SMS if we wanted to, last time cheap fon must delete n den jz keep the msg u treasure the most. if my Motorola din spoilt, i cant imagine my msg can date bac how many years.
alwiz falling into a dilemma situation, n dats bcoz i fall for you.
den, go 2 ur msg inbox, search the oldest msg dat u kept 4 so long, n think. think the reason dat y u din delete it after so long. y u wana read the msg over n over again.
wif smartfon unlimited SMS storage, we can save many ppl SMS if we wanted to, last time cheap fon must delete n den jz keep the msg u treasure the most. if my Motorola din spoilt, i cant imagine my msg can date bac how many years.
alwiz falling into a dilemma situation, n dats bcoz i fall for you.
2012年4月7日星期六
Your life is not your life :(
its often said: dat no matter whats the truth, ppl c wut dey wanted 2 c, sum ppl may tk a step bac n find out, dey r looking at the same big picture all along.
i alwiz tot we can actuali control our life no matter wut, bcoz we r the 1 dat make all the decisions. But life caught up 2 u sumtimes, n wut u gonna do is not ur choice animore.
1st. i gonna start wif study. wen we were young, most of us r good in sum subjects while bad in others, so we choose 2 study the courses we like the most for our tertiary study. dos dat r good in eriting doesnt mean dey like all the subjects, its jz bcoz dey work hard 4 it no matter dey like it or not. den, dis ppl done well in their study life n get a good job n salary.
2nd. wen go 2 work, we kenot choose the jobs dat we like coz its not rewarding enuf sumtimes. so? we hav 2 settle for an acceptable job dat pays us well. sum ppl do hates wut dey r doing, but dey nid the money so much, no choice.
3rd n finally: i noe many ppl (especially girls) r having a preference on who dey love. for instance, their couple must b tall, or rich, or noe musics. many guys wil date a gal even if dey dun love her, (or dey think dey love her oredi), i wonder how can we love sum1 wen we dun even noe her well? i wil oni date the gal dat i love, wen i love sumbody, i rily cant let her go easily. der r so many couples out der, single 4 jz a month or so den very very love their new "wife or husband" the next month ad...
now, at least we stil can control who we love right? NO! bcoz the other half jz too good 4 u. or mayb he or she is already taken, u cant go grab dem do u?
now we cant control so many important decisions in our life, wut can we do den? i choose 2 b HAPPY! i oni show my pessimists side 2 very few frens. the 1st week of April is passing so quick, dat i dun even hav enuf time 2 sad. we r so busy i think we dun hav time 4 each other ad, den jz graduate lidat :(
i alwiz tot we can actuali control our life no matter wut, bcoz we r the 1 dat make all the decisions. But life caught up 2 u sumtimes, n wut u gonna do is not ur choice animore.
1st. i gonna start wif study. wen we were young, most of us r good in sum subjects while bad in others, so we choose 2 study the courses we like the most for our tertiary study. dos dat r good in eriting doesnt mean dey like all the subjects, its jz bcoz dey work hard 4 it no matter dey like it or not. den, dis ppl done well in their study life n get a good job n salary.
2nd. wen go 2 work, we kenot choose the jobs dat we like coz its not rewarding enuf sumtimes. so? we hav 2 settle for an acceptable job dat pays us well. sum ppl do hates wut dey r doing, but dey nid the money so much, no choice.
3rd n finally: i noe many ppl (especially girls) r having a preference on who dey love. for instance, their couple must b tall, or rich, or noe musics. many guys wil date a gal even if dey dun love her, (or dey think dey love her oredi), i wonder how can we love sum1 wen we dun even noe her well? i wil oni date the gal dat i love, wen i love sumbody, i rily cant let her go easily. der r so many couples out der, single 4 jz a month or so den very very love their new "wife or husband" the next month ad...
now, at least we stil can control who we love right? NO! bcoz the other half jz too good 4 u. or mayb he or she is already taken, u cant go grab dem do u?
now we cant control so many important decisions in our life, wut can we do den? i choose 2 b HAPPY! i oni show my pessimists side 2 very few frens. the 1st week of April is passing so quick, dat i dun even hav enuf time 2 sad. we r so busy i think we dun hav time 4 each other ad, den jz graduate lidat :(
2012年4月4日星期三
十周年的友情。
不知不觉，当年13岁傻傻的走进钟灵，现在也要傻傻的大学毕业了。十年，人生一百岁，也只有十个十年。10-20，20-30岁，应该就是人生最宝贵的两个十年吧？
忘了那天，你告诉我我们认识了十年咯，真的不容易，十年后还在联络的，也真的没几个了。今天考试考了一半，电话就响个不停，听ringtone就是apps的msg咯，其实我还有一题不是很会做，但还是马上交了，还是第一个叻。过后去拿成绩，原来算法跟我所告知的不一样咯！低到我都有点不能接受！
有没有这么一个人，当他什么都不需要做，就只是随便来叫你去死，你的心情就会好起来？其实，友情也许比爱情来的更天长地久。所以我才不会喜欢我身边的朋友，本来就好好开开心心的，不需要搞酱多东西来破坏它。
我真的很好奇，一个人拍拖了，是不是就不可以有异性朋友？很多事情男生是不会告诉男生，那么就只能告诉女朋友？两个人一直按信息就是有路？这些是那些吃不到葡萄的人说的吧？
人的一生中，会有多少个十年的朋友？会有谁真心对你好，就算不拥有你，也无所谓。十年里你遇到了多少个朋友？又有多少个还在你身边？有很多事我已经不能再告诉你，所以只能告诉最新的好朋友咯，但我想要告诉你，人总是会贪新忘旧，但那个人不会是我。
忘了那天，你告诉我我们认识了十年咯，真的不容易，十年后还在联络的，也真的没几个了。今天考试考了一半，电话就响个不停，听ringtone就是apps的msg咯，其实我还有一题不是很会做，但还是马上交了，还是第一个叻。过后去拿成绩，原来算法跟我所告知的不一样咯！低到我都有点不能接受！
有没有这么一个人，当他什么都不需要做，就只是随便来叫你去死，你的心情就会好起来？其实，友情也许比爱情来的更天长地久。所以我才不会喜欢我身边的朋友，本来就好好开开心心的，不需要搞酱多东西来破坏它。
我真的很好奇，一个人拍拖了，是不是就不可以有异性朋友？很多事情男生是不会告诉男生，那么就只能告诉女朋友？两个人一直按信息就是有路？这些是那些吃不到葡萄的人说的吧？
人的一生中，会有多少个十年的朋友？会有谁真心对你好，就算不拥有你，也无所谓。十年里你遇到了多少个朋友？又有多少个还在你身边？有很多事我已经不能再告诉你，所以只能告诉最新的好朋友咯，但我想要告诉你，人总是会贪新忘旧，但那个人不会是我。
2012年4月2日星期一
Friends & Family.
its week 12 oredi n nxt week i'll gonna present on my FYP results n all dat tests n random things make me VERY frustrated wif my life. I jz duwan 2 graduate, althou work can earn abt rm2k nowadays (which is not much if u hav commitment lk car n insurance). eriday i can sleep until noon, skip all my claz except phytochem (dat crazy woman recognize our face n her test is unpredictable). but stil, i hav my pocket money plus a portion of my PTPTN 2 live considerably comfortable in UTAR.
wut makes me study hard (consider hard laa :D) is my promise 2 my mom, she's the 1 dat i rily care at the moment, n the reason i duwan go KL is oso bcoz of her. althou my dad oso contribute alot but in our family of masculine dominant (ok its Da Nan Ren culture) the effort of my mom is 1 true character of our family! never say die n stil laugh during the hardest moments. i'm too young 2 rmb but my eldest bro said our family had gone thru some harsh period during Malaysia recession at the end of 1990s.
i make some very rich frens during 2ndary skul but i NEVER jealous of dem, sum of dem rily is rich dao~~~ got drivers n change fons few times a year. if we rily wana compare ourselves wif others, der is alwiz ppl dat r more pitiful den us, wut we must hav as a person is integrity n thankful 4 wut we hav. 1 random day, my gf scold me dat bcoz my wallet never run out of money i shud not complain alot, coz she noes many ppl (include herself) dat having more difficulties den i am. n dats wut my parents hav work so hard 2 gv me :(
no matter how much u wanted it, time won't stop. n 1 day (May 7th) we'll b saying goodbye, we may not c each other ever again but i appreciate our times 2gether, guys n gals. i'm a person dat can laugh at u, let u laugh, scold u, n let u scold.
i may not care wut is ur feeling or view abt me, but not bcoz i dun care abt u. its jz bcoz dos who noes me wil understand, while dos who r not wont bliv me. i can fren wif many ppl, i can chat wif alot of ppl on FB, coz i hav many topics (frm wikipedia / msn news). bcoz i alwiz mix wif gals, so sum ppl may misUN me sumtime, i can help a female fren do report, chat abt many things but dat is jz a fren 4 me, luckily dis 1 hav bf so nothing 2 worry. if u wana noe sumting, all u nid 2 do is~~~ ASK ME!
i rily wish 2 go KL wif my housemate, althou we din talk much but he can understand me very well. if ders any rumors he'll ask me directly, n he is alwiz so supportive, mayb same snakes act the same ways! eri ending is jz the start of another new beginning, shall enjoy our last month of University 2 the max buddies!!!
wut makes me study hard (consider hard laa :D) is my promise 2 my mom, she's the 1 dat i rily care at the moment, n the reason i duwan go KL is oso bcoz of her. althou my dad oso contribute alot but in our family of masculine dominant (ok its Da Nan Ren culture) the effort of my mom is 1 true character of our family! never say die n stil laugh during the hardest moments. i'm too young 2 rmb but my eldest bro said our family had gone thru some harsh period during Malaysia recession at the end of 1990s.
i make some very rich frens during 2ndary skul but i NEVER jealous of dem, sum of dem rily is rich dao~~~ got drivers n change fons few times a year. if we rily wana compare ourselves wif others, der is alwiz ppl dat r more pitiful den us, wut we must hav as a person is integrity n thankful 4 wut we hav. 1 random day, my gf scold me dat bcoz my wallet never run out of money i shud not complain alot, coz she noes many ppl (include herself) dat having more difficulties den i am. n dats wut my parents hav work so hard 2 gv me :(
no matter how much u wanted it, time won't stop. n 1 day (May 7th) we'll b saying goodbye, we may not c each other ever again but i appreciate our times 2gether, guys n gals. i'm a person dat can laugh at u, let u laugh, scold u, n let u scold.
i may not care wut is ur feeling or view abt me, but not bcoz i dun care abt u. its jz bcoz dos who noes me wil understand, while dos who r not wont bliv me. i can fren wif many ppl, i can chat wif alot of ppl on FB, coz i hav many topics (frm wikipedia / msn news). bcoz i alwiz mix wif gals, so sum ppl may misUN me sumtime, i can help a female fren do report, chat abt many things but dat is jz a fren 4 me, luckily dis 1 hav bf so nothing 2 worry. if u wana noe sumting, all u nid 2 do is~~~ ASK ME!
i rily wish 2 go KL wif my housemate, althou we din talk much but he can understand me very well. if ders any rumors he'll ask me directly, n he is alwiz so supportive, mayb same snakes act the same ways! eri ending is jz the start of another new beginning, shall enjoy our last month of University 2 the max buddies!!!
2012年3月30日星期五
生日快乐！Happy Birthday!
its March 30th, happy birthday to you! i starting dis post in chinese, but my pinyin rily sucks since form 6, so i delete the chinese words n start again wif english instead ==
6 years passed, n u must b very happy at Taiwan, after so long ad stil havent bac Malaysia. wish u were here during CNY, we all miss u alot! i'd lost ur Taiwan number :( so jz wish u on FB.
For me, wishing bday by SMS or bday card is best, coz dats mean u rily rmb dat person bday, FB 1 is jz so fake, wen u wana look back at dat wish oso cant found ad. at least SMS wil stay in fon 4ever. card is jz a little bit outdated, n i seldom waste money on bday cards. a card wif a printed pic on the cover can coz more den rm10! WTF, its jz a few papers dat jz a little bit thicker den A4 oOo
i cant rily rmb most things btween us without my diary, but i sure rmb dat we can chat whole day jz wif a STARpaper :D wen we were young, erithing was so simple. go skul, sit 2gether, talk nonstop, divide the maths homework n exchange answer b4 bac home.
u were my bestfren, once. bcoz of dat i never wanted ani changes dat wil break our frenship. but things changed, we din talk for a year in F4. if i got the chance 2 bac 2 my past, i rily wana go bac to F3, where many of my life turning points happen bac den. n U, is 1 of dos ppl dat i wana keep in my life. u said i was heartless, but bac den; i'm jz a young young boy dat duno wut is Love...
i rily happy wen u SMS me on my bday, means dat at least u didnt delete my fon no. i'll b waiting for the day we can look at each other eyes once more, n say Hello...
2012年3月28日星期三
All Over Again :S
I going 2 my tutorial claz on Thursday morning, trying 2 rewind wen was my last tutorial session, n i cant even get a clue! luckily i'm going 2 dis 1 coz the attendance will be recorded until week 12! if i skip 2day session den i'll b done, bar n busted! thanks for 2 kind persons dat fetch me go n bac respectively laa, i noe my house is abit far apart frm urs...
the surprise package on my early morning is the generation of 1 potentially very explosive gossip! i rily cant understand y u keep creating all dis speculation targeting me, or mayb u'r targeting her? my hyperactive behaviours rily concern u alot? or u jz damn hate her so dat wen possible u'r trying 2 blackmail her? or u jz curious?
i'm not going 2 speculate wut u'r intended but i'm jz gonna say dat i'm not single now n she's stil waiting for her Mr Right, can u pls dun create another mess after we jz started 2 settling down wif wut u've done last year?! mayb u dun think so, but a boy n a girl can stil b pure fren, i like her as a fren n i liked other ppl too, BUT i rily dun like u, pls dun make me hate u can?
I'm going 2 write obvious enuf so if n wen u read dis post, u can b damn sure i was talking abt u! so, y i was taking dat watch??? its jz a watch dat i saw accidentally n i liked it coz its FOSSIL, did u noe i happen 2 hav sum interest in watches too? so i ask her 2 tk it down n she does, i spending time taking photo of it coz i rily hav nothing 2 do. it can b happen btween me n ani other gal, or she wif ani other guy, or mayb not. n its definitely a bday present since she jz past her bday recently, i dun even bother 2 ask who gv her, jz like last time... y u MUST find out who gv her ler? its none of my business since dis happen between u n her, but u rily very annoying sumtimes!
a pretty girl may not be loved bcoz of her looks, vice versa; u r not as welcomed as other ppl not bcoz u'r not look as nice, did u think b4 its bcoz of ur attitude n personality? eriting happen n coz by certain reasons, sumtime wen we look bac close enuf, den we'll noe wut is the turning point dat coz wut had happen. if not bcoz of wut a mess u had created last time, i'm sure me n her wont b as fren, at dat moment we even decided 2 dont b as fren jz 2 avoid becoming ur topics of discussion wif all ur frens!
pls jz let us hav peace in dis hactic period dat full of thesis preparation n exams! for the victim, i noe i've been irritating ever since but i didnt want dis 2 happen too, sorry :( i'm sure u hav noe me well enuf 2 forgive me, again =)
the surprise package on my early morning is the generation of 1 potentially very explosive gossip! i rily cant understand y u keep creating all dis speculation targeting me, or mayb u'r targeting her? my hyperactive behaviours rily concern u alot? or u jz damn hate her so dat wen possible u'r trying 2 blackmail her? or u jz curious?
i'm not going 2 speculate wut u'r intended but i'm jz gonna say dat i'm not single now n she's stil waiting for her Mr Right, can u pls dun create another mess after we jz started 2 settling down wif wut u've done last year?! mayb u dun think so, but a boy n a girl can stil b pure fren, i like her as a fren n i liked other ppl too, BUT i rily dun like u, pls dun make me hate u can?
I'm going 2 write obvious enuf so if n wen u read dis post, u can b damn sure i was talking abt u! so, y i was taking dat watch??? its jz a watch dat i saw accidentally n i liked it coz its FOSSIL, did u noe i happen 2 hav sum interest in watches too? so i ask her 2 tk it down n she does, i spending time taking photo of it coz i rily hav nothing 2 do. it can b happen btween me n ani other gal, or she wif ani other guy, or mayb not. n its definitely a bday present since she jz past her bday recently, i dun even bother 2 ask who gv her, jz like last time... y u MUST find out who gv her ler? its none of my business since dis happen between u n her, but u rily very annoying sumtimes!
a pretty girl may not be loved bcoz of her looks, vice versa; u r not as welcomed as other ppl not bcoz u'r not look as nice, did u think b4 its bcoz of ur attitude n personality? eriting happen n coz by certain reasons, sumtime wen we look bac close enuf, den we'll noe wut is the turning point dat coz wut had happen. if not bcoz of wut a mess u had created last time, i'm sure me n her wont b as fren, at dat moment we even decided 2 dont b as fren jz 2 avoid becoming ur topics of discussion wif all ur frens!
pls jz let us hav peace in dis hactic period dat full of thesis preparation n exams! for the victim, i noe i've been irritating ever since but i didnt want dis 2 happen too, sorry :( i'm sure u hav noe me well enuf 2 forgive me, again =)
Inner beauty =)
yday was my graduation photoshoot session, saw many of my female cozmates wear gorgeously n dats the 1st time most of dem actuali show their pretty sides! it is rily unexpected, jz like wen i met my 2ndary skulmates last time, most of dem rily looks good n hav alot of followers on Facebook, jz bcoz dey r short hair during dat time dats y i din realised many of dem r rily prettyy!!!
a good look is like a recommendation letter, ur boss will look at u 1st n u hav an advantage at the starting line, but wut matter most is ur true quality, can u last dat long on the run n hav wut it takes 2 reach the finishing line? we can c on Facebook dat many lenglui get break off frequently, dis may b due 2 the lack of inner beauty, dey hav the look 2 attract guys initially but den dey din hav aniting 2 hold on 2 their bf soon after.
i hav gone thru the period of boy, teenage, n now a young man, the guys point of view is never change, we wil look for the beautiful lady but not necessary date dem out. if i am boring, i SMS oso will scroll thru my contact n look 4 lenglui 2 chat laa, but it is pointless coz we wont be seeing the other person in SMS. summore sum ppl rily din hav much life experience n hence cant provide ani topic or advice wen u nid it.
i NEVER fall in love wif sumbody dat i noe 4 a short time, or not noe dem close n thru enuf. for me, i categorize ppl in 3 grup.
1: 1st image n experience ad not nice, later on stil not nice, very hi-bye fren.
2: 1st image very good, later on stil good, after 2 years or so not so good, chat fren.
3: 1st image very good, after years stil very good. bestfren, dis is the grup of ppl dat i wil date if i wan 2 hav a relationship.
eri1 hav their own weakness, but i wont fall in love wif gals dat:
1: not active, geek gal, no common sense, like 2 compare (result, cloth or etc) wif other ppl.
2: like 2 manipulate ppl 4 their own interest. selfish n intolerance.
3: act like sumbody dey r not, i hate ppl dat lie or act innocent, its lame, not cute!
4: not playful, i alwiz hav preference 2 funny odd girl XD
5: too poor n too rich, if too poor lifestyle ad very hard 2 adjust, very hard 2 go dating 1 wor, later go expensiv place she complain waste money, or eriting oso guy pay all... too rich is not a bad thing 4 gals, jz dat guys wil feel inferior.
althou my heart is oredi fully utilized n no more space 4 other ppl, gotta say my course rily has alot nice ladies dat i wil like, but all were taken :( sad ToT
a good look is like a recommendation letter, ur boss will look at u 1st n u hav an advantage at the starting line, but wut matter most is ur true quality, can u last dat long on the run n hav wut it takes 2 reach the finishing line? we can c on Facebook dat many lenglui get break off frequently, dis may b due 2 the lack of inner beauty, dey hav the look 2 attract guys initially but den dey din hav aniting 2 hold on 2 their bf soon after.
i hav gone thru the period of boy, teenage, n now a young man, the guys point of view is never change, we wil look for the beautiful lady but not necessary date dem out. if i am boring, i SMS oso will scroll thru my contact n look 4 lenglui 2 chat laa, but it is pointless coz we wont be seeing the other person in SMS. summore sum ppl rily din hav much life experience n hence cant provide ani topic or advice wen u nid it.
i NEVER fall in love wif sumbody dat i noe 4 a short time, or not noe dem close n thru enuf. for me, i categorize ppl in 3 grup.
1: 1st image n experience ad not nice, later on stil not nice, very hi-bye fren.
2: 1st image very good, later on stil good, after 2 years or so not so good, chat fren.
3: 1st image very good, after years stil very good. bestfren, dis is the grup of ppl dat i wil date if i wan 2 hav a relationship.
eri1 hav their own weakness, but i wont fall in love wif gals dat:
1: not active, geek gal, no common sense, like 2 compare (result, cloth or etc) wif other ppl.
2: like 2 manipulate ppl 4 their own interest. selfish n intolerance.
3: act like sumbody dey r not, i hate ppl dat lie or act innocent, its lame, not cute!
4: not playful, i alwiz hav preference 2 funny odd girl XD
5: too poor n too rich, if too poor lifestyle ad very hard 2 adjust, very hard 2 go dating 1 wor, later go expensiv place she complain waste money, or eriting oso guy pay all... too rich is not a bad thing 4 gals, jz dat guys wil feel inferior.
althou my heart is oredi fully utilized n no more space 4 other ppl, gotta say my course rily has alot nice ladies dat i wil like, but all were taken :( sad ToT
2012年3月21日星期三
祝你幸福快乐！
四年后，你告诉我有男朋友了，我也不知道那个不爽从哪里来，跟你也没有说发展到那里~~可能是这样的吧，就算自己有了另一半，看到别人有也会不喜欢。
我是真的祝福你，但我觉得你跟他也不会很久罢了啦！阿哈哈。还记得之前你还会问我是不是还跟“她”在一起，还问到为什么喜欢她酱久~~~
爱这个东西也不是说拍拖很多次就会搞得懂，在戏里看到一句话：你会对一个人好，要么他对你有利用价值，不然就是你爱上了她，怕他受伤害，所以要疼爱她，保护他。其实第一句太现实了，有时人与人，应该还会存在一些真感情与友情吧？
电话里满满的信息，也不见得我会爱上这么多人~~~瓜。虽然有时是有自恋了一点，但别人出乎意料的对我好时，我是不会觉得那个人对我有什么不妥，如果有，也要当没有咯。其实男生会对很多女生好，但女生天生会比较小气，很难会对很多男生好，所以当一个女生关心一个男生，多数就会出事咯。
This means war说过u can love 2 ppl at the same time but u'r definitely kenot FALL IN LOVE wif 2 person at the same time. 我觉得人一生中会遇到很多自己会爱上的人，也会有很多人会爱上自己（太差就没救啦！！！），但是就要先到先得咯，贪新忘旧到最后还不是一场空？
就算是一只没有脚的小鸟，飞到累了，也是需要一个地方歇歇的。所以就没说为什么这个为什么那个的啦，现在你就去看看这个世界，是不是有个小鸟比我好咯？哈哈
我是真的祝福你，但我觉得你跟他也不会很久罢了啦！阿哈哈。还记得之前你还会问我是不是还跟“她”在一起，还问到为什么喜欢她酱久~~~
爱这个东西也不是说拍拖很多次就会搞得懂，在戏里看到一句话：你会对一个人好，要么他对你有利用价值，不然就是你爱上了她，怕他受伤害，所以要疼爱她，保护他。其实第一句太现实了，有时人与人，应该还会存在一些真感情与友情吧？
电话里满满的信息，也不见得我会爱上这么多人~~~瓜。虽然有时是有自恋了一点，但别人出乎意料的对我好时，我是不会觉得那个人对我有什么不妥，如果有，也要当没有咯。其实男生会对很多女生好，但女生天生会比较小气，很难会对很多男生好，所以当一个女生关心一个男生，多数就会出事咯。
This means war说过u can love 2 ppl at the same time but u'r definitely kenot FALL IN LOVE wif 2 person at the same time. 我觉得人一生中会遇到很多自己会爱上的人，也会有很多人会爱上自己（太差就没救啦！！！），但是就要先到先得咯，贪新忘旧到最后还不是一场空？
就算是一只没有脚的小鸟，飞到累了，也是需要一个地方歇歇的。所以就没说为什么这个为什么那个的啦，现在你就去看看这个世界，是不是有个小鸟比我好咯？哈哈
2012年3月20日星期二
Timing!
time is more den gold if not equal 2 it. we can buy gold anitime but we certainly kenot buy time. so timing is 1 of the most important thing 2 learn 2 be a successful living organism. as we all noe, plant carry out photosynthesis at morning, wen sunlight is present, dey certainly wont work at night.
as for a successful human, we nid 2 do the right thing at the right time, even if we do the wrong thing at the right time, the wrong thing may not b dat wrong compare 2 doing the right thing at the wrong time... all right, its confusing.
all i wana said is dat pls grab ur chance wen the chance present itself in front of, coz wen it get away, u may not had chase it no matter how hard u try. i keep on asking ppl 2 go our science faculty prom nite coz its my 1st n last in UTAR, i hope all of my cozmate can go so dat we can at least tk a better photos wif eribody wearing smart n nice, u certainly kenot c most of the BT gals wearing skirts apart frm presentation, n i wont consider a formal skirts as smart n nice...
der r at least 8 ppl who wil miss out the prom nite bcoz of their bad n slow decision making, i realised many ppl make a decision frm the choice of majority, dey wait so long 2 say yes, n den 600 tickets can jz sold off jz lk dat, 600 chances n dey din get it.
mayb dey wil blame me, but i certainly feel no guilt. 1 way 2 force ppl indirectly is told dem all the others has joined, jz left dem 2 confirm, even so stil hav a few dat wait until the very very last minute... nvm, we stil hav 33 lucky cozmates plus a few xtra dat buy demself, c u all wearing handsomely n sexy. till den XD
as for a successful human, we nid 2 do the right thing at the right time, even if we do the wrong thing at the right time, the wrong thing may not b dat wrong compare 2 doing the right thing at the wrong time... all right, its confusing.
all i wana said is dat pls grab ur chance wen the chance present itself in front of, coz wen it get away, u may not had chase it no matter how hard u try. i keep on asking ppl 2 go our science faculty prom nite coz its my 1st n last in UTAR, i hope all of my cozmate can go so dat we can at least tk a better photos wif eribody wearing smart n nice, u certainly kenot c most of the BT gals wearing skirts apart frm presentation, n i wont consider a formal skirts as smart n nice...
der r at least 8 ppl who wil miss out the prom nite bcoz of their bad n slow decision making, i realised many ppl make a decision frm the choice of majority, dey wait so long 2 say yes, n den 600 tickets can jz sold off jz lk dat, 600 chances n dey din get it.
mayb dey wil blame me, but i certainly feel no guilt. 1 way 2 force ppl indirectly is told dem all the others has joined, jz left dem 2 confirm, even so stil hav a few dat wait until the very very last minute... nvm, we stil hav 33 lucky cozmates plus a few xtra dat buy demself, c u all wearing handsomely n sexy. till den XD
2012年3月17日星期六
small matters...
small matters do matter wen dey add up 2 bcum a large sum of small matters! many ppl told me abt dis, so i had try 2 change my attitude n style of handling matters. attitude is very hard 2 change, so we can at least change the style wen we handling sum small matters.
small matters must b handling wif careful measure as big matters coz if not, sikit sikit boleh menjadi bukit. jz hav a chat wif a fren, we noe each other for 3 years but i tot he actuali dislike me, coz he always complaint dat i play too rough in futsal. suddenly hav a chat wif me over fball n eventually futsal. futsal is stil a matter dat invlove many ppl, so gossip n complaint is abundant.
for me, futsal had bcame a small matter bcoz i hav won wut i wanted in my UTAR career, a medal in sport carnival. so y'all seldom c i hav ani post regarding sport matter in my blog. 4 sum ppl, dis game is stil important, i stil care, but only not as much.
dis world is rily small, many small matters i tot only discover by my own teammantes oso can b seen by outsiders, n see it quite thru n true. sorry guys, i cant help wen u all asking 4 my help, i oso felt ur pain but if aniting jz find captain, i think he wil figure it out.
now i wil relate all dis thing to a world outside futsal. for me, a better futsal player is not equal 2 a better person. if a top player is so arrogant dat he ignore all others, 4 me he is nobody. i've met a senior during intern, 4 me, wut he do in the lab is rily easy, i wonder y he would tot himself so important 4 the company. at the end he left the company b4 i do, dats life ppl!
the world wont stop bcoz of 1 person, in fact if human extinct frm Earth mayb the world wil bcum a much better place. bcoz human is jz selfish n arrogance as a species. alwiz a level higher den all others. but frm the eye of more developed alien, we're jz as clever as ants, working non-stop 2 chase fame n glory!
i oni expect wut frm others for wut i expect frm myself. wen i treat a person nicely, wut i hope is jz dey wont treat me badly, y'all no nid treat me as nice. i noe i've been arrogance 2wards strangers, i try 2 change, but try doesnt mean will XD i'm rily happy 4 the compliments, at least wen u noe me longer n better u hav a good perception on me. dis kinda small matters make me happy out of nothing, thanks bro.
small matters must b handling wif careful measure as big matters coz if not, sikit sikit boleh menjadi bukit. jz hav a chat wif a fren, we noe each other for 3 years but i tot he actuali dislike me, coz he always complaint dat i play too rough in futsal. suddenly hav a chat wif me over fball n eventually futsal. futsal is stil a matter dat invlove many ppl, so gossip n complaint is abundant.
for me, futsal had bcame a small matter bcoz i hav won wut i wanted in my UTAR career, a medal in sport carnival. so y'all seldom c i hav ani post regarding sport matter in my blog. 4 sum ppl, dis game is stil important, i stil care, but only not as much.
dis world is rily small, many small matters i tot only discover by my own teammantes oso can b seen by outsiders, n see it quite thru n true. sorry guys, i cant help wen u all asking 4 my help, i oso felt ur pain but if aniting jz find captain, i think he wil figure it out.
now i wil relate all dis thing to a world outside futsal. for me, a better futsal player is not equal 2 a better person. if a top player is so arrogant dat he ignore all others, 4 me he is nobody. i've met a senior during intern, 4 me, wut he do in the lab is rily easy, i wonder y he would tot himself so important 4 the company. at the end he left the company b4 i do, dats life ppl!
the world wont stop bcoz of 1 person, in fact if human extinct frm Earth mayb the world wil bcum a much better place. bcoz human is jz selfish n arrogance as a species. alwiz a level higher den all others. but frm the eye of more developed alien, we're jz as clever as ants, working non-stop 2 chase fame n glory!
i oni expect wut frm others for wut i expect frm myself. wen i treat a person nicely, wut i hope is jz dey wont treat me badly, y'all no nid treat me as nice. i noe i've been arrogance 2wards strangers, i try 2 change, but try doesnt mean will XD i'm rily happy 4 the compliments, at least wen u noe me longer n better u hav a good perception on me. dis kinda small matters make me happy out of nothing, thanks bro.
2012年3月14日星期三
天使的秘密。
我总觉得世界有个地址，存在一个名字，守护我的天使。我总觉得心里有个房子，住了一个秘密，永远不会消失。
传说中天使是上帝的仆人，他们拥有各自不同的超能力，可以在天堂与人间徘回，天使是很神圣，很伟大的。所以人类都希望死了，可以上天堂，成为一个天使。但是上帝不准天使谈恋爱，是人类没有注意到的一个条件。在人们的生活里，爱一个人是一件很普遍的事情，对天使来说，这却是一件永远的秘密。
天使与人类本身的差距太遥远，就算彼此相爱，也不可以在一起。人类不可以要天使堕落凡间这么自私，所以就慢慢的把这个秘密，永藏心底。但是这个秘密，就算永远不再提起，它，是不是就会慢慢地消失呢？都已经这么多年了，看来是不会。
其实天使留在凡间，看着人类和其他人在一起，心里流的，是血，还是泪？天使的秘密，又有谁能理解呢？
人类是否要等到上天堂的那一天，才能跟天使在一起？
传说中天使是上帝的仆人，他们拥有各自不同的超能力，可以在天堂与人间徘回，天使是很神圣，很伟大的。所以人类都希望死了，可以上天堂，成为一个天使。但是上帝不准天使谈恋爱，是人类没有注意到的一个条件。在人们的生活里，爱一个人是一件很普遍的事情，对天使来说，这却是一件永远的秘密。
天使与人类本身的差距太遥远，就算彼此相爱，也不可以在一起。人类不可以要天使堕落凡间这么自私，所以就慢慢的把这个秘密，永藏心底。但是这个秘密，就算永远不再提起，它，是不是就会慢慢地消失呢？都已经这么多年了，看来是不会。
其实天使留在凡间，看着人类和其他人在一起，心里流的，是血，还是泪？天使的秘密，又有谁能理解呢？
人类是否要等到上天堂的那一天，才能跟天使在一起？
2012年3月11日星期日
Flirtationship.
i saw dis word on FB, flirtationship is use 2 describe a relationship beyond frenship while stil havent reach a relationship status. dis is wut i enjoy the most wen i'm stil a single!!! while we can have a flirtationship or as much as u can wen u r single, dos dat r in a relationship r morally forbidden 2 do so.
flirtationship is lk a process 2wards building a more intimate n interdependent relationship, so wen a person dats in a relationship r having flirtationship at the same time, its abit lk cheating on ur other half. managing interpersonal relationship is hard 2 master but at the same time it is stil important in our future, coz at work a person wif low ability but high socializing skill wif ppl r more preferable by colleague n employer.
recently i hav a few chat session wif a fren dat i jz add in FB, her behaviour r highly suspicious n indicate dat she's probably wont b a very good or loyal gf, or at least she din love her bf very much. 1 time i post a comment on her status, i rily dun understand y she wil reply me in chatbox, coz usually we reply status's comment bac at the status column. mayb her bf get jealous easily n she jz wana avoid conflict wif her bf, so she reply me in chatbox?
another time she was alone in home, den suddenly tell me she's very hungry, summore said duwan eat alone. i dun wana (over confident n ting the world revolve around me) but i did feel dat dis gal is not as good as she looks. during my time in UTAR i've been thru n saw many cases of gal wif bf jz bcoz dey needed 1, not bcoz of dey love dem.
the advantage of flirtationship is dat during dat time the ppl involve can rily get 2 noe each other more n try 2 understand wut he or she rily intended. althou we stil can end a relationship wen we discover sumting was terribly wrong.
the theory of flirtationship is dat we can actuali treat the other person as our partner but its not official, u can withdrawn frm it anitime, but its suck wen the other half r oso flirting wif others at the same time. My advice: go flirt wif another person, its fair enough!
gals r rily hard 2 understand, wen dey say duwan or nevermind, actuali dey wan it but dey said no jz 2 c ur reaction, however apologize n lots n lots of praise r alwiz welcome!!!
How 2 determine ur importance for a guy/gal:
1. the amount of time dey willing 2 spend for u.
2. topics of conversation (degree of disclosure)
3. the respond dey give frm wut u said (if dey tk ur words seriously, u hv a chance)
4. physical interaction (only apply on gals, coz guys sure wil touch eri gal if dey got the chances XD)
5. if dey do sumting dey dun lk jz bcoz of u, den congratulates! u r half way thru.
ps: as degree of importance may correlate 2 ur success in a flirtationship, but der is alwiz sum1 better for u n for her, however the forest is big enuf 4 eribody, try harder nxt time if u fail, practice make perfect.
flirtationship is lk a process 2wards building a more intimate n interdependent relationship, so wen a person dats in a relationship r having flirtationship at the same time, its abit lk cheating on ur other half. managing interpersonal relationship is hard 2 master but at the same time it is stil important in our future, coz at work a person wif low ability but high socializing skill wif ppl r more preferable by colleague n employer.
recently i hav a few chat session wif a fren dat i jz add in FB, her behaviour r highly suspicious n indicate dat she's probably wont b a very good or loyal gf, or at least she din love her bf very much. 1 time i post a comment on her status, i rily dun understand y she wil reply me in chatbox, coz usually we reply status's comment bac at the status column. mayb her bf get jealous easily n she jz wana avoid conflict wif her bf, so she reply me in chatbox?
another time she was alone in home, den suddenly tell me she's very hungry, summore said duwan eat alone. i dun wana (over confident n ting the world revolve around me) but i did feel dat dis gal is not as good as she looks. during my time in UTAR i've been thru n saw many cases of gal wif bf jz bcoz dey needed 1, not bcoz of dey love dem.
the advantage of flirtationship is dat during dat time the ppl involve can rily get 2 noe each other more n try 2 understand wut he or she rily intended. althou we stil can end a relationship wen we discover sumting was terribly wrong.
the theory of flirtationship is dat we can actuali treat the other person as our partner but its not official, u can withdrawn frm it anitime, but its suck wen the other half r oso flirting wif others at the same time. My advice: go flirt wif another person, its fair enough!
gals r rily hard 2 understand, wen dey say duwan or nevermind, actuali dey wan it but dey said no jz 2 c ur reaction, however apologize n lots n lots of praise r alwiz welcome!!!
How 2 determine ur importance for a guy/gal:
1. the amount of time dey willing 2 spend for u.
2. topics of conversation (degree of disclosure)
3. the respond dey give frm wut u said (if dey tk ur words seriously, u hv a chance)
4. physical interaction (only apply on gals, coz guys sure wil touch eri gal if dey got the chances XD)
5. if dey do sumting dey dun lk jz bcoz of u, den congratulates! u r half way thru.
ps: as degree of importance may correlate 2 ur success in a flirtationship, but der is alwiz sum1 better for u n for her, however the forest is big enuf 4 eribody, try harder nxt time if u fail, practice make perfect.
2012年3月10日星期六
Moment of Madness.
On saturday, i'm going bac hometown frm kampar. its jz dos weekend day dat full of traffic on highway, nid 4 hours plus 2 reach Butterworth bus stop. b4 dat got a lenglui ask me izit our bus bac Penang has changed? wah she rily not bad XD
I reach BW so sleepy n tired, but the special case of the day happen here. wen i saw my bus Rapid 601 has reached the bus stop, jz stand near it n wait 4 the driver lor... wut i saw next a couple of Malays plus a dozen of standing malays bullying a chinese ah pek!!! many foreign workers at the scene tot its funny, dey all laugh n discuss abt it, while sum malays gal show a dislike face, but i din expect dem 2 do aniting.
the uncle got abit retarded i think, den his knees bend ad kenot walk properly as well, the Malays boy summore learn how his walk 2 tease him, den 1 of dem wif a walkie-talkie pointed his body several times. wen the uncle wana beat dem wif his umbrella dey run away.
i am very angry but stand der do nothing at the moment, im thinking: der is so many malays, summore the 1 wif walkie talkie sure is working der, if dey rily wana beat me, no chinese at the scene wil help me for sure. coz ders no chinese helping dat uncle at the 1st place!!! an indian security standing der trying 2 do sumting, but as we all noe now the Indians is more minority den the Indonesian :(
while i struggling wif my inner self, a younger Malay boy (2ndary skul) grab the uncle umbrella, n kick it further away frm him! den the uncle has 2 chase the umbrella bac! dis moment i rily adrenaline rush, i go confront the malay boy telling him: adik, cukup dah! cukup! i ting he's shock n stand der looking at me, wen the uncle run 2wards me i think he wana beat dat boy, summore i hav 2 stop him in case i die in the middle of a fight. he took his umbrella n i accompany him bac 2 his seat. the malays go away, luckily the watching malays r not 1 of dem, afterwards a Malay driver nearby come n chat wif the uncle. dat time oni i walk away bac 2 wait my bus.
after all dat 5 minutes at most, i'm nervous til max. i kept looking 360 degree all the time, coz i'm sked the Malays wil ask their gang 2 come. summore i stil hv 2 act talking on a fon while looking around, trying 2 cheat dem dat i oso gathering ppl. luckily nothing happen afterwards.
frm 2day incident, i've done the bravest n most noble thing in my 23 years of life. i rily upset wif the Malay uncles der bcoz dey all senior, dey can stop the younger worker der, althou dey might b frm diff bus company. i was most disappointed wif the remaining Chinese der, sum r older den me, sum r not alone, but nobody offered help. finally nid sumbody lk me 2 go help, so thin n having 2 bags, i'm sure 2 lose a 2 versus 1 fight.
ders a reason y chinese alwiz kena bully, either by citizen or by Government, bcoz all of us r so afraid, we wont fight bac unless the case is directly related 2 us. wen we saw other place's chinese temple is force 2 destroy 4 sum useless projects, the majority din voice out, dun even mention fight bac.
after 2day incident, i got flashes of tot dat 1 day i shud involve in politics, at least i can help more ppl, summore 1 day can b as famous as Lim Guan Eng. but he gets into jail twice! dats rily a short flash n now i'm completely bac 2 my Money is everything belief.
patience is a virtue but coward is not.
I reach BW so sleepy n tired, but the special case of the day happen here. wen i saw my bus Rapid 601 has reached the bus stop, jz stand near it n wait 4 the driver lor... wut i saw next a couple of Malays plus a dozen of standing malays bullying a chinese ah pek!!! many foreign workers at the scene tot its funny, dey all laugh n discuss abt it, while sum malays gal show a dislike face, but i din expect dem 2 do aniting.
the uncle got abit retarded i think, den his knees bend ad kenot walk properly as well, the Malays boy summore learn how his walk 2 tease him, den 1 of dem wif a walkie-talkie pointed his body several times. wen the uncle wana beat dem wif his umbrella dey run away.
i am very angry but stand der do nothing at the moment, im thinking: der is so many malays, summore the 1 wif walkie talkie sure is working der, if dey rily wana beat me, no chinese at the scene wil help me for sure. coz ders no chinese helping dat uncle at the 1st place!!! an indian security standing der trying 2 do sumting, but as we all noe now the Indians is more minority den the Indonesian :(
while i struggling wif my inner self, a younger Malay boy (2ndary skul) grab the uncle umbrella, n kick it further away frm him! den the uncle has 2 chase the umbrella bac! dis moment i rily adrenaline rush, i go confront the malay boy telling him: adik, cukup dah! cukup! i ting he's shock n stand der looking at me, wen the uncle run 2wards me i think he wana beat dat boy, summore i hav 2 stop him in case i die in the middle of a fight. he took his umbrella n i accompany him bac 2 his seat. the malays go away, luckily the watching malays r not 1 of dem, afterwards a Malay driver nearby come n chat wif the uncle. dat time oni i walk away bac 2 wait my bus.
after all dat 5 minutes at most, i'm nervous til max. i kept looking 360 degree all the time, coz i'm sked the Malays wil ask their gang 2 come. summore i stil hv 2 act talking on a fon while looking around, trying 2 cheat dem dat i oso gathering ppl. luckily nothing happen afterwards.
frm 2day incident, i've done the bravest n most noble thing in my 23 years of life. i rily upset wif the Malay uncles der bcoz dey all senior, dey can stop the younger worker der, althou dey might b frm diff bus company. i was most disappointed wif the remaining Chinese der, sum r older den me, sum r not alone, but nobody offered help. finally nid sumbody lk me 2 go help, so thin n having 2 bags, i'm sure 2 lose a 2 versus 1 fight.
ders a reason y chinese alwiz kena bully, either by citizen or by Government, bcoz all of us r so afraid, we wont fight bac unless the case is directly related 2 us. wen we saw other place's chinese temple is force 2 destroy 4 sum useless projects, the majority din voice out, dun even mention fight bac.
after 2day incident, i got flashes of tot dat 1 day i shud involve in politics, at least i can help more ppl, summore 1 day can b as famous as Lim Guan Eng. but he gets into jail twice! dats rily a short flash n now i'm completely bac 2 my Money is everything belief.
patience is a virtue but coward is not.
2012年3月2日星期五
They just won't admit they stalk :D
sumtime it is funny dat ppl do likes 2 deny sumting dat eri1 oredi noe is true. mayb not eri1, but surely wen i noe of it den a person try 2 deny in front of me, the doubt face i show n den the face they show is rily funny!
recently i was jz random chat wif a fren, i'm asking izit u stalk me in Facebook? if a person dat is innocent wil jz cincai gv a respond laa, but if u gv alot of reasons lk y my post appear on wall den my comments jz show is exaclty not acceptable lor~~~ :p if u can c my post here (which i ting u wont, gua~) now Facebook wil oni show the latest 2 comments on the bottom of the status update, but oni wen the status has at least 4 comments. if a status oni hav 3 comments den FB will show all the 3 comments.
i duwan speculate the reasons u deny it, mayb u jz a shy stalker dat duwan ppl find out XD but i oso got follow ur updates de, in dis case i'm not a stalker coz 2 b a stalker means dat u r following a person updates on FB / etc but the person dat u keep a tab on doesnt noe it, or u purposely kept it is as a secret! Now dats a stalker!!!
i hav a few frens dat like 2 stalk on ppl, mayb dey jz curious or very 8. alwiz get alot of info frm dem, i'm glad 2 hav dis kinda fren sumtime bcoz dey provide us wif alot of entertainment, but in case u hav sumting dat shud hav keep as a secret den u'r pretty done wen get alongside dis ppl.
in the world of internet ders actuali no way u can hide urself, except u din create ani acc on social network. sumtime stalking on ppl is very exciting, finding out their little secrets by observing their activity on Internet, ok! i admit i stalk on ppl, how abt u???
recently i was jz random chat wif a fren, i'm asking izit u stalk me in Facebook? if a person dat is innocent wil jz cincai gv a respond laa, but if u gv alot of reasons lk y my post appear on wall den my comments jz show is exaclty not acceptable lor~~~ :p if u can c my post here (which i ting u wont, gua~) now Facebook wil oni show the latest 2 comments on the bottom of the status update, but oni wen the status has at least 4 comments. if a status oni hav 3 comments den FB will show all the 3 comments.
i duwan speculate the reasons u deny it, mayb u jz a shy stalker dat duwan ppl find out XD but i oso got follow ur updates de, in dis case i'm not a stalker coz 2 b a stalker means dat u r following a person updates on FB / etc but the person dat u keep a tab on doesnt noe it, or u purposely kept it is as a secret! Now dats a stalker!!!
i hav a few frens dat like 2 stalk on ppl, mayb dey jz curious or very 8. alwiz get alot of info frm dem, i'm glad 2 hav dis kinda fren sumtime bcoz dey provide us wif alot of entertainment, but in case u hav sumting dat shud hav keep as a secret den u'r pretty done wen get alongside dis ppl.
in the world of internet ders actuali no way u can hide urself, except u din create ani acc on social network. sumtime stalking on ppl is very exciting, finding out their little secrets by observing their activity on Internet, ok! i admit i stalk on ppl, how abt u???
2012年2月28日星期二
Observation :D
I am a person dats so interested in eriting except my own studies so wenever possible i'd like 2 observe wut ppl doing, n y dey r acting lidat either in behaviour or attitude. sum ppl r very easy 2 be fren wif, u can easily start a conversation wif dem, but u actuali wil never / seldom get their personal info easily. sum ppl r so hard 2 disclosed demself, but wen dey rily fren wif sumbody, dey wil tell eriting without keeping a secret.
i was chatting wif a fren long b4 dis post n it was like WOW wen i discover dat wut i've been guessing all along is actuali very accurate. i oso dunno y ppl keep asking me izit he or she do dis / dat, where i rily hav no idea at all. den frm all dis kinda question i discover many secrets XD mayb ppl ting i'm very 8 n noe all the gossips, dats y dey come n ask me, but i actuali get all dis news frm dem instead :p
sum secrets r meant 2 be kept so i wil not review it here or sumwhere else, but i didnt ask doesnt mean i dunno... coz i noe sum ppl tot their secrets r safe, but actuali the 1 dat dey share their secret wif oso share wif sumbody else, so if u wana keep ur secrets, leave it 2 urself or go tell a dead ppl instead.
frm my past experience in Pembimbing Remaja Sekolah n a textbook of interpersonal communication, u can observe a person attitude in their speech n their action, den u can slowly uncover their true face, i hate 2 discover dat sum ppl r acting, i dont mean myself didnt act in front of ppl but at least act properly, if not u'r jz a shit.
i'm very happy in my conversation wif sum frens dat i tot not very closely related 1, sumhow dey show a large amount of trust on me n share alot of things, wen a person told me dat i noe ur values r way abov others wen she told me her past events, i feel proud XDDD
3 months away frm leaving University if eriting is on course, gonna miss all dis years, jz like missing 2ndary school so much...
i was chatting wif a fren long b4 dis post n it was like WOW wen i discover dat wut i've been guessing all along is actuali very accurate. i oso dunno y ppl keep asking me izit he or she do dis / dat, where i rily hav no idea at all. den frm all dis kinda question i discover many secrets XD mayb ppl ting i'm very 8 n noe all the gossips, dats y dey come n ask me, but i actuali get all dis news frm dem instead :p
sum secrets r meant 2 be kept so i wil not review it here or sumwhere else, but i didnt ask doesnt mean i dunno... coz i noe sum ppl tot their secrets r safe, but actuali the 1 dat dey share their secret wif oso share wif sumbody else, so if u wana keep ur secrets, leave it 2 urself or go tell a dead ppl instead.
frm my past experience in Pembimbing Remaja Sekolah n a textbook of interpersonal communication, u can observe a person attitude in their speech n their action, den u can slowly uncover their true face, i hate 2 discover dat sum ppl r acting, i dont mean myself didnt act in front of ppl but at least act properly, if not u'r jz a shit.
i'm very happy in my conversation wif sum frens dat i tot not very closely related 1, sumhow dey show a large amount of trust on me n share alot of things, wen a person told me dat i noe ur values r way abov others wen she told me her past events, i feel proud XDDD
3 months away frm leaving University if eriting is on course, gonna miss all dis years, jz like missing 2ndary school so much...
2012年2月20日星期一
Jealous妒忌 :(
wen we heard sumting abt jealous, 4 me its actuali represent the feeling of inferior 2wards other ppl. there is other words like envy n admire, wen we said admire of sumbody, den its jz dat we hope dat we may possess sumting dey hav, but wif jealous means dat we'r actuali feel unhappy wen sumbody hv sumting dat we wan but dun possess.
my best fren since form 3 told me dat he actuali feeling jealous n inferior wen go 2 our others fren CNY party, bcoz we're all studying but he ad at work since form 6. i told him dat now ppl dun rate ur qualification jz rate how much u earn n wut property u hv, i console him dat after i graduated i owe ppl 50k ad, so he is practically more rich den me by 50k, plus now he ad own a car.
coming bac 2 dis blog which i hv saved but not completed until recently, i try 2 rewind my days since den n analyse how many times did i admire, envy n jealous of ppl since CNY. purposely doing dis 4 a worthy oldfren :-)
1st: ENVY羡慕: after CNY, i came bac frm hometown n find out dat my housemate has bought a Gen2, althou it is 2nd hand 1 but stil nice aniway, he even change a new SAMSUNG GALAXY NOTE!!! i had been fighting 2 control my spending instinct 4 a Galaxy S2, but decided 2 spend it on my LEGO (which is my main hobby n it will increase or maintain its value over time), plus i can stil accept my Apple 3GS speed n function. is doing sum financial planning wif Public Mutual recently n a car loan is not far away :(
2nd: ADMIRE崇拜: b4 CNY over, i'm having gathering here n there n met sum successful fren (at least in my view). my fren who work in sales r earning alot of $$, his boss even gv him a company car, he chose a TOYOTA Vios, althou not under his name, but wen he drove the car 2 go meet us i think most of our 2ndary skulmates r so admired. den another fren jz finish his Biotech degree frm Australia!!! dis is so much difference btween myself n him, coz i oso taking Biotech but he rily spend a fortune on an Aussie cert. but i din felt envy or jealous at all coz its jz his luck, coz he got a wealthy father.
3rd: JEALOUS妒忌: i din hav ani jealous event happen recently but i do think of all past events, finally i come out wif a gal dat i like is in a relationship wif a guy, but dats rily a long time ago! i'm like cursing dem eriday c wen wil dey break off! hahaha! dis is definitely a good jealous example XDDD
ders rily many things dat we can get jealous, sum ppl even compare demself wif own brother sister. things like ppl hav more money, more girlfrens, no nid study can get good result is rily small cases. sumtime i ting woman rily can jealous on aniting, so it is BEST not 2 comparing dem wif ani living or non-living items, all of dem wil jealous but jz not showing it.
i feel happy dat wen i review my life dat i dun rily jealous of ppl, dats mean i hv a reasonable happy life or i'm jz positiv thinking. however i can say ppl do alwiz envy or jealous abt others. sumtime i oso cant understand y ppl wil jealous their frens, until a point dat dey start blackmail dem, actuali dis all is nonsense 1 laa. der wil alwiz b sum1 better den ourselves, if we dun Love ourself n respect u own jz 4 who n what u r, ders actuali no point in ur life. coz u wil alwiz b unhappy.
as 4 ppl dat alwiz let others jealous, i wana congratulates u all!!! coz u r definitely a better person den the rest of dos losers :p haha! i duno y ppl wil gossips dat i hav girlfren d but stil so fren wif other gals, my gf oso not complaining(or she doesnt noes :D)... rumors rily can came out of nowhere n i can oni said不招人忌是庸才!
haha, dis sem is gonna end real soon n all of us will officially enter into the Jungle! a place where oni the best suited wil survives! good hunting eribody, althou sum ppl i rily dislikes but stil wil wish ya'll all the best! u get my meaning XD
my best fren since form 3 told me dat he actuali feeling jealous n inferior wen go 2 our others fren CNY party, bcoz we're all studying but he ad at work since form 6. i told him dat now ppl dun rate ur qualification jz rate how much u earn n wut property u hv, i console him dat after i graduated i owe ppl 50k ad, so he is practically more rich den me by 50k, plus now he ad own a car.
coming bac 2 dis blog which i hv saved but not completed until recently, i try 2 rewind my days since den n analyse how many times did i admire, envy n jealous of ppl since CNY. purposely doing dis 4 a worthy oldfren :-)
1st: ENVY羡慕: after CNY, i came bac frm hometown n find out dat my housemate has bought a Gen2, althou it is 2nd hand 1 but stil nice aniway, he even change a new SAMSUNG GALAXY NOTE!!! i had been fighting 2 control my spending instinct 4 a Galaxy S2, but decided 2 spend it on my LEGO (which is my main hobby n it will increase or maintain its value over time), plus i can stil accept my Apple 3GS speed n function. is doing sum financial planning wif Public Mutual recently n a car loan is not far away :(
2nd: ADMIRE崇拜: b4 CNY over, i'm having gathering here n there n met sum successful fren (at least in my view). my fren who work in sales r earning alot of $$, his boss even gv him a company car, he chose a TOYOTA Vios, althou not under his name, but wen he drove the car 2 go meet us i think most of our 2ndary skulmates r so admired. den another fren jz finish his Biotech degree frm Australia!!! dis is so much difference btween myself n him, coz i oso taking Biotech but he rily spend a fortune on an Aussie cert. but i din felt envy or jealous at all coz its jz his luck, coz he got a wealthy father.
3rd: JEALOUS妒忌: i din hav ani jealous event happen recently but i do think of all past events, finally i come out wif a gal dat i like is in a relationship wif a guy, but dats rily a long time ago! i'm like cursing dem eriday c wen wil dey break off! hahaha! dis is definitely a good jealous example XDDD
ders rily many things dat we can get jealous, sum ppl even compare demself wif own brother sister. things like ppl hav more money, more girlfrens, no nid study can get good result is rily small cases. sumtime i ting woman rily can jealous on aniting, so it is BEST not 2 comparing dem wif ani living or non-living items, all of dem wil jealous but jz not showing it.
i feel happy dat wen i review my life dat i dun rily jealous of ppl, dats mean i hv a reasonable happy life or i'm jz positiv thinking. however i can say ppl do alwiz envy or jealous abt others. sumtime i oso cant understand y ppl wil jealous their frens, until a point dat dey start blackmail dem, actuali dis all is nonsense 1 laa. der wil alwiz b sum1 better den ourselves, if we dun Love ourself n respect u own jz 4 who n what u r, ders actuali no point in ur life. coz u wil alwiz b unhappy.
as 4 ppl dat alwiz let others jealous, i wana congratulates u all!!! coz u r definitely a better person den the rest of dos losers :p haha! i duno y ppl wil gossips dat i hav girlfren d but stil so fren wif other gals, my gf oso not complaining(or she doesnt noes :D)... rumors rily can came out of nowhere n i can oni said不招人忌是庸才!
haha, dis sem is gonna end real soon n all of us will officially enter into the Jungle! a place where oni the best suited wil survives! good hunting eribody, althou sum ppl i rily dislikes but stil wil wish ya'll all the best! u get my meaning XD
2012年2月16日星期四
The Curse of Valentinus :(
Valentine's day is located on every FEB 14th 2 celebrate love. the name came frm Christ saint Valentinus, n called St Valentine's day. suppose he is sumbody who r HEAVILY in love or the saint or angel dat gv LOVE? or he jz simply created the day?
but in present day, ppl jz noe dat dis day is a day dat couple must go out celebrate 2gether, xchange gifts n jz do all u can 2 live up 2 dis most romantic day of the year. as usual, the latest Valentine's day cost me more den a hundred bucks, which is consider normal compared 2 past expenditure. 4 me, all dis kinda days (father mother lover n wutsoever) is jz an event ppl created 2 earn money, so y we all gonna spend money jz 2 show dat we love sum1? i ting now ppl (especially WOMAN) r evaluating a man's love by the value of their presents n sum of money spend on dem.
y? as i can gv an example, if a guy spent time 2 make a present himself, which cost little money but alot of hard work, but do dis little present hav a comparable effect on a branded watch? plus Roses? plus 5 star hotel Valentine's dinner?
i can say most gals wil ting NO! but nearly all of dem won't admit so! den u can go surf around Facebook, u'll find out most posts is frm female who received a RESPECTABLE amount n value of presents, n very few who wil write hav a simple dinner wif my BF, thank you so much. y? no presents? no money? no thanks!!!
as 4 myself, i never gv aniting on Valentine's day, except 4 a meal. but i wil spend on our anniversary coz dat day is the day dat we start our relationship, which at least serve sum purposes. but dis year i get a surprise ... frm u c the "..." means dat dis surprise is more 2 shocked den impressed.
as the curse of Valentinus may resemble sumting round in shape n hollow in centre, u can guess dat?! den u stil gonna act happy althou u'r not... dats the way 2 maintain a relationship, act as much as u can wen the situation required the most!!! wut i dun like is the purpose of dis presents, i noe frm 1st instant dat dis wil b a curse dat pronounce like: i'm SERIOUSLY in love wif sumbody n not available. i duwan 2 bliv wut i ting is true but y she 1 me 2 wear it all the time while herself is not??? dis is a declaration of ownership laa! EASY!!!
as V day jz passed n i review my relationship wif her, i wonder y gals alwiz change their requirement n ask their bf 2 bcome better n better? wen demself r not improving thou... my frens dat is in love since upper 6 jz break off few months ago, ending a 4 years relationship jz like mine(going 2 b 4 years).
4 sum1 like me, a pure GEMINI dat r so playful n flirty(yes i admit) 2 b wif sum1 4 so long n stay loyal, i kept my promise, but where is urs? i rily felt let down wen i ask u dis question, u said i promise 2 wait u until 28. ok, so u wont change ur lifestyle n attitude until the deadline is near, but u stil 1 me 2 do dis do dat.
i found out dat i have been cheat 4 so long, althou ppl may doubt it, but i rily love u. dats y i stil let u cheat, but how can sum1 like me stay like dis 4ever? u can force sumbody do sumting dey dun like but deep inside did dey rily can cheat demself too, it is a NO. i may wear the curse but i NEVER wil let the curse 2 get on me.
but in present day, ppl jz noe dat dis day is a day dat couple must go out celebrate 2gether, xchange gifts n jz do all u can 2 live up 2 dis most romantic day of the year. as usual, the latest Valentine's day cost me more den a hundred bucks, which is consider normal compared 2 past expenditure. 4 me, all dis kinda days (father mother lover n wutsoever) is jz an event ppl created 2 earn money, so y we all gonna spend money jz 2 show dat we love sum1? i ting now ppl (especially WOMAN) r evaluating a man's love by the value of their presents n sum of money spend on dem.
y? as i can gv an example, if a guy spent time 2 make a present himself, which cost little money but alot of hard work, but do dis little present hav a comparable effect on a branded watch? plus Roses? plus 5 star hotel Valentine's dinner?
i can say most gals wil ting NO! but nearly all of dem won't admit so! den u can go surf around Facebook, u'll find out most posts is frm female who received a RESPECTABLE amount n value of presents, n very few who wil write hav a simple dinner wif my BF, thank you so much. y? no presents? no money? no thanks!!!
as 4 myself, i never gv aniting on Valentine's day, except 4 a meal. but i wil spend on our anniversary coz dat day is the day dat we start our relationship, which at least serve sum purposes. but dis year i get a surprise ... frm u c the "..." means dat dis surprise is more 2 shocked den impressed.
as the curse of Valentinus may resemble sumting round in shape n hollow in centre, u can guess dat?! den u stil gonna act happy althou u'r not... dats the way 2 maintain a relationship, act as much as u can wen the situation required the most!!! wut i dun like is the purpose of dis presents, i noe frm 1st instant dat dis wil b a curse dat pronounce like: i'm SERIOUSLY in love wif sumbody n not available. i duwan 2 bliv wut i ting is true but y she 1 me 2 wear it all the time while herself is not??? dis is a declaration of ownership laa! EASY!!!
as V day jz passed n i review my relationship wif her, i wonder y gals alwiz change their requirement n ask their bf 2 bcome better n better? wen demself r not improving thou... my frens dat is in love since upper 6 jz break off few months ago, ending a 4 years relationship jz like mine(going 2 b 4 years).
4 sum1 like me, a pure GEMINI dat r so playful n flirty(yes i admit) 2 b wif sum1 4 so long n stay loyal, i kept my promise, but where is urs? i rily felt let down wen i ask u dis question, u said i promise 2 wait u until 28. ok, so u wont change ur lifestyle n attitude until the deadline is near, but u stil 1 me 2 do dis do dat.
i found out dat i have been cheat 4 so long, althou ppl may doubt it, but i rily love u. dats y i stil let u cheat, but how can sum1 like me stay like dis 4ever? u can force sumbody do sumting dey dun like but deep inside did dey rily can cheat demself too, it is a NO. i may wear the curse but i NEVER wil let the curse 2 get on me.
2012年2月8日星期三
Pre season. Futsal league season 2.
jz came bac frm futsal 1st frenly wif another opponent in our league, won slightly but i'm stil very happy, coz the team we played against is the most Lan Si team in UTAR, wenever i play dem its jz gv me dat xtra buzz :D
saw my ex teammate at the sport complex, ting he's playing futsal wif other ppl, feel sorry coz we technically(actuali) kick him out of the team, but sum ppl jz do things too easily, den make ppl dat r serious felt let down. all dat matters is dat we stil remain frens, sumtime wen we go 2 work, even we kenot work wif our colleague we stil maintain our frenship, which happen on my relationship wif my ex housemate, she intern wif 2gether but i jz damn hate her wen work.
work, study n play is wat we spend most of our time on, so serious in dis matters is very normal. but sumtime ppl may b too serious, n spoilt other ppl mood. i was once adviced by a fren dat sumtime i too serious ad den it'll make dem feel pressure, so wenever i play sports which is categorized as play 4 fun, i rily play as relax as possible, so as 2 make sure eribody feel happy.
althou i seem like take things too easily in my life (eg: study), but i alwiz gv my best wen it matters. i jz gone thru too many things since secondary skul, which make eriting happen in Uni look very simple 2 me. stil feel bad bcoz we din ask our ex teammate 2 join us in futsal again, but will repay in other ways.
study hard, work hard n most importanty play hard! sumtime i oso realised i'm not serious enuf, mayb i can achieve more wif xtra effort, definitely apply in study. but thats life so short 2 b waste on study!!! n certainly not on pretending 2 be sumbody else.
saw my ex teammate at the sport complex, ting he's playing futsal wif other ppl, feel sorry coz we technically(actuali) kick him out of the team, but sum ppl jz do things too easily, den make ppl dat r serious felt let down. all dat matters is dat we stil remain frens, sumtime wen we go 2 work, even we kenot work wif our colleague we stil maintain our frenship, which happen on my relationship wif my ex housemate, she intern wif 2gether but i jz damn hate her wen work.
work, study n play is wat we spend most of our time on, so serious in dis matters is very normal. but sumtime ppl may b too serious, n spoilt other ppl mood. i was once adviced by a fren dat sumtime i too serious ad den it'll make dem feel pressure, so wenever i play sports which is categorized as play 4 fun, i rily play as relax as possible, so as 2 make sure eribody feel happy.
althou i seem like take things too easily in my life (eg: study), but i alwiz gv my best wen it matters. i jz gone thru too many things since secondary skul, which make eriting happen in Uni look very simple 2 me. stil feel bad bcoz we din ask our ex teammate 2 join us in futsal again, but will repay in other ways.
study hard, work hard n most importanty play hard! sumtime i oso realised i'm not serious enuf, mayb i can achieve more wif xtra effort, definitely apply in study. but thats life so short 2 b waste on study!!! n certainly not on pretending 2 be sumbody else.
2012年1月31日星期二
农历新年！
哈哈，为了补偿自己没有放到假，敢敢从开学到新年都没回大学！这个新年拿了多年来最大的一个红包了！因为澳洲的亲戚回来探亲，给了很多钱。去朋友家拜年就算了，还在人家那里赢了不少哦！哈哈哈！小孩子真的是过年最开心！现在离十五晚还有一段时间，如果破千就爽到~~~
在初三见了很多中学同学，但是太多人了又要开台，很多都没谈到话。初四晚见回form 4的同学，一个很久没联络的竟然穿deep V叻！！！真的不知道要看还是不要看？？？我也肯定经得起时间考验的感情才是最重要的，以前几喜欢的那位同学，见回面也没有说很开心。
初六就见了一位很重要的人，其实是很重要还是最重要到现在还是搞不懂。竟然会吃起醋来说为什么我们“每次”见面“她”都要一直打电话来！哈哈！那我下次关电话咯。
心里想，大学的同学以后还会不会联络叻？中学的认识这么久都很少联络了。竟然还有人说以后可以约去旅行！是真心的就会联络啦，不用想太多！
最惨的是初七回大学，没有得拜天公和吃烧肉！但不管怎样今年还是很开心，希望末日不要来，让我再多拿几年红包啦！！！
祝大家龙年行大运！
2012年1月2日星期一
Gangsterism :S
After i watch the 1990s movie series of "Gu Wak Zai", it makes me recapturing all those years in my 2ndary skul life dat involves violence n gambling, as a skul full of rich n (not so poor) students, gambling in our skul r particulary outstanding, mayb more outstanding den our results.
However, bcoz of my skul is n stil the most popular skul at Butterworth, all dis kind of news r cover up n all negativ issues r dealt undertable. i can quite rmb my 1st n only dai lou selling sextapes in our Male toilet == its actually quite embarrasing but luckily he din force me 2 sell 2gether!!!
The violence in our skul r so terrible dat the management set-up a CCTV in our MALE TOILET!!! i can said dat mayb less den 5 skuls in Malaysia has CCTV in male toilet. the most terrible students shud b the batch which r 1 year older den me, n after me i ting the violence n gambling has changed 2 gambling n sex scandals!!!
i rmb last year my skul hav a couple r caught naked in our Form 6 classes, OMG!!! y do it at skul??? i rily cant bliv got ppl do dis ting at skul, i heard my seniors done it b4 but i alwiz tot it was like warm up rather den a HOMERUN!!!
Gambling is 1 of the most infamous Chinese culture, i can said most chinese (90%) will / does gamble. i gamble on football matches since form 1, the 2002 World Cup anibody??? after a long n suffering losing period, we all noe dat players r alwiz on a losing side unless we can b host, so on 2006 i decided (n hav the guts) to b a bookie n tk up all the bets frm my skul. can u imagine frm a rm500 angpao n earn until rm20k of cash in a plastic folder in less den 2 years?
n dats jz the sum after i spend whole lot on burning money (especially on Motorola). but ppl said wut u do define wut a person u r, n earning dis kinda money doesnt make urself ani proud. Arrogance n greedy, i lived dis kinda life for 3 years, u wil never understand how easy ppl make money frm gambling n drug trafficking unless u try. i never involve in ani drugs deal in my skul, but dat doesnt make me ani better den those who does. how many ppl has lose n bcum a gambler bcoz of me?
n the worse part is i din feel guilty, bcoz until 2day i stil use 1 same reason 2 cover my guilt, dat i'd never ask dem 2 bet, all of dem come 2 me via their fren, wen ppl want 2 bet, dey will find a way 2 bet, n dis is y gambling wil never end in my skul.
b a good man usually means be a poor man as well, 2 success sumtimes ppl hav 2 do sumting dat r not morale but i ting wen a large sum of money / benefits involved, most ppl does betrayed demselves. Eri1 n eriting has a price, i alwiz withold dis belief, 4 it is universally true.
Eri1 wants 2 be a better person, n I'm trying hard not 2 bcum wat i am last time, stop betting for 2 years but stil fighting hard 2 get rid of it, money does make ppl crazy :S
However, bcoz of my skul is n stil the most popular skul at Butterworth, all dis kind of news r cover up n all negativ issues r dealt undertable. i can quite rmb my 1st n only dai lou selling sextapes in our Male toilet == its actually quite embarrasing but luckily he din force me 2 sell 2gether!!!
The violence in our skul r so terrible dat the management set-up a CCTV in our MALE TOILET!!! i can said dat mayb less den 5 skuls in Malaysia has CCTV in male toilet. the most terrible students shud b the batch which r 1 year older den me, n after me i ting the violence n gambling has changed 2 gambling n sex scandals!!!
i rmb last year my skul hav a couple r caught naked in our Form 6 classes, OMG!!! y do it at skul??? i rily cant bliv got ppl do dis ting at skul, i heard my seniors done it b4 but i alwiz tot it was like warm up rather den a HOMERUN!!!
Gambling is 1 of the most infamous Chinese culture, i can said most chinese (90%) will / does gamble. i gamble on football matches since form 1, the 2002 World Cup anibody??? after a long n suffering losing period, we all noe dat players r alwiz on a losing side unless we can b host, so on 2006 i decided (n hav the guts) to b a bookie n tk up all the bets frm my skul. can u imagine frm a rm500 angpao n earn until rm20k of cash in a plastic folder in less den 2 years?
n dats jz the sum after i spend whole lot on burning money (especially on Motorola). but ppl said wut u do define wut a person u r, n earning dis kinda money doesnt make urself ani proud. Arrogance n greedy, i lived dis kinda life for 3 years, u wil never understand how easy ppl make money frm gambling n drug trafficking unless u try. i never involve in ani drugs deal in my skul, but dat doesnt make me ani better den those who does. how many ppl has lose n bcum a gambler bcoz of me?
n the worse part is i din feel guilty, bcoz until 2day i stil use 1 same reason 2 cover my guilt, dat i'd never ask dem 2 bet, all of dem come 2 me via their fren, wen ppl want 2 bet, dey will find a way 2 bet, n dis is y gambling wil never end in my skul.
b a good man usually means be a poor man as well, 2 success sumtimes ppl hav 2 do sumting dat r not morale but i ting wen a large sum of money / benefits involved, most ppl does betrayed demselves. Eri1 n eriting has a price, i alwiz withold dis belief, 4 it is universally true.
Eri1 wants 2 be a better person, n I'm trying hard not 2 bcum wat i am last time, stop betting for 2 years but stil fighting hard 2 get rid of it, money does make ppl crazy :S
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